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[hilarierb]

when he came over to join her on the mattress, she looked over at him with a bright smile on her face. it felt so nice to be back in a place she knew was safe with a person she knew loved her very much. she loved spending time with him here cause it was so peaceful and he had such a calming effect on her. “i have no plans of going anywhere, babe. i promise.” she said as she turned a little to look up at him, a smile still on her face. “how could i possibly leave when i have you right next to me?”

[fxk-zain]

zayn just gave her a soft smile at her words but stayed silent. he wouldn’t admit it to her, but even after what they had been doing the past couple weeks, he was still terrified of her possibly leaving again; so it was hard for him to completely open up to her again. silence was his best defense mechanism, so he figured it was best to use it now. he pulled her closer and into a kiss, cupping her cheeks as he deepened the kiss.

[fxk-zain]

the time spent apart from gigi had been the toughest months of his life, and having her there with him again made him happier than he had been. he spent the whole way back to his house entirely wrapped up in her and barely even realized when they reached his house. when she pulled back, he chuckled at her words. “i missed you more,” he replied and pulled her out of the suv. he grabbed her bags and lead her inside of his place. “welcome home,” he told her with a smile and started to take her bags up into his room.

[hilarierb]

his house in london was her home away from home back when they were still together. she spent so much time there that she actually had a space in his closet for her clothes and her own shelf in his bathroom for her necessities. walking up the stairs with him and into the all too familiar master bedroom, her heart fluttered when she saw that he still had a picture of the two of them on his nightstand. not much had changed about his house or his room and she was thankful for that, missing the atmosphere he had created here for himself. laying down on his bed, she looked up at him with a bright smile on her face. “it feels so good to be back here.”

[fxk-zain]

zayn sat her bags against the wall before he made his way over to her. he slid onto the bed next to her and rolled onto his side to face her. "I'm glad you're back." he smiled as he looked at her and reached to trace her cheek with his fingertips. "can you just like, not go anywhere anytime soon? just stay here with me.."

[hilarierb]

all gigi cared about in that moment was zayn and his lips on hers. she had missed him so much since they’d been apart and it felt so good to be back in his arms and be the center of his world again. the whole drive to his house was a blur cause all she did the entire time was kiss him, her arms wrapped around his neck. he brought about these feelings deep within her that she never experienced with anyone else, her heart pumping so hard it was about to burst through her chest. pulling into his driveway, she finally pulled back and smiled shyly at him. “i missed you so much.”

[fxk-zain]

the time spent apart from gigi had been the toughest months of his life, and having her there with him again made him happier than he had been. he spent the whole way back to his house entirely wrapped up in her and barely even realized when they reached his house. when she pulled back, he chuckled at her words. “i missed you more,” he replied and pulled her out of the suv. he grabbed her bags and lead her inside of his place. “welcome home,” he told her with a smile and started to take her bags up into his room.

[hilarierb]

when he stopped to pull her close and place a kiss on her lips, she smiled and returned the sweet gesture. wrapping her arms around his neck, she continued the kiss and savored the sweet moment between them. she was so happy to be going home with him for the next few days. “i’ll wear it every day if it earns me those kisses from you.” she said as she took his hand, walking out of the room with him. they were escorted out of the hotel once again by his security team and were back in the big black suv. the car began to move and since they were alone in the backseat, gigi pulled him close and began to kiss him once again. only this time, the kiss was deeper and a lot more passion was being put into it.

[fxk-zain]

“it doesn’t take much to get those kisses from me, but i’ll take it.” he replied with a chuckle and followed her out of the room with her hand in one of his, and her suitcase in the other. getting out and into the car was all a blur for zayn as he was practically just shoved and pulled along by his security. getting back to his place was all that zayn wanted at this point, since he knew it’d be much more peaceful for the two, especially after the hectic day they had. the kiss from gigi surprised him, but he had no objections to it and turned towards her so he could easily deepen the kiss between the two.

[hilarierb]

zayn’s security team waited outside the bedroom in the living area as they always did to give them their privacy. deciding to change into something more comfortable to head back to his house, she started to change out of her clothes. she didn’t mind if zayn saw her half naked at this point cause he had seen her in way less. back in the beginning of their relationship, most of what they did was roll around in bed together. slipping on a pair of sweats and one of his merch shirts, she turned back to him with a smile. “mind grabbing my rolling bag for me and i’ll take my duffle?”

[fxk-zain]

zayn made himself comfortable on the bed as he waited for gigi to get ready. sure, he probably should have helped her, but he figured she most likely had it all under control. a smile spread across his lips as he noticed she had one of his shirts on once she changed. “yeah, sure thing.” he told her and stood to grab her bag, but turned towards her for a moment to wrap his arms around her waist and leaned in to kiss her. he smirked when he pulled away and looked down at her. “you should wear my merch more often. you always look hot as fuck.” he told her with a chuckle and pulled back to start to take her bag out of the room.

[fxk-zain]

“of course i will,” he replied with a small smile and kissed her once more before he pulled back to open the car door. zayn got out before gigi and held the door open for her, then quickly grabbed her hand once she followed so he could lead her inside the hotel. he kept her close as they walked past the few people who were waiting for them and when they were finally inside without the mob, he moved so he was next to her. “i’ll let you lead the way.”

[hilarierb]

stepping out of the car into the strobe light effect of camera flashes, gigi gripped his hand with an intensity that she only used when she was afraid. people were pushing against zayn’s security team trying to touch them and grab at them and photographers were shoving their lenses right in their faces. once they were inside the hotel and away from all the madness, she could breathe a sigh of relief. it wasn’t until they were up in the room that she truly felt secure though. “thank you for coming with me. i do it on my own when i have to but i just feel safer and a lot less anxious when i have you beside me.” she said as she walked further into the hotel room, heading towards the bedroom where her bags were.

[fxk-zain]

zayn kept a tight grip on her, even once they were deeper into the hotel and walking towards her room. "It's not a problem, gi. you're always there for me when I'm anxious. it's kind of our thing." he replied with a shrug and made his way to sit on her bed as he waited for her to get her things.

[fxk-zain]

jelcnaffs:

        hearing him say that he was glad she was coming home made her heart flutter, eyes watering at the phrase. his house in london was like her second home back when they were dating and there was even a point where he had asked her to live with him full time there when she wasn’t working. kissing his lips once more, she looked out the window to see a group of paparazzi and fans waiting for her to get out and go to her room. “will you come with me up to my room? i always feel safer when i have you and your security team with me in these types of situations.” gigi had her own security team but she trusted zayn’s a lot more because they were a group of stronger men and they kept the crowds further away than her own team did. “please?” she asked as she leaned her forehead on his.

“of course i will,” he replied with a small smile and kissed her once more before he pulled back to open the car door. zayn got out before gigi and held the door open for her, then quickly grabbed her hand once she followed so he could lead her inside the hotel. he kept her close as they walked past the few people who were waiting for them and when they were finally inside without the mob, he moved so he was next to her. “i’ll let you lead the way.”

[fxk-zain]

zayn knew he shouldn’t have let himself get caught up in the moment, but when it came to Gigi, the boy had no self control. his lips continued to move against hers as his hand slid back to her thigh. after a few more moments, he pulled back slightly but kept his forehead on hers. it was in that moment, as he caught his breath, that he realized there was no way he could ever be without her again. “fuck, I’ve missed you.” he breathed out in a quiet whisper.

[hilarierb]

        it was moments like this that defined their relationship. they were so wrapped up with one another and there were so many deep feelings that they were always getting caught up and lost in each other. the first time he kissed her was a defining moment due to the way it knocked her off her feet. she knew then that she wanted to be with him and be his girl. and she was lucky enough to be that for a little while. but now she wanted it again, hoping he would want the same thing. his words confirmed her suspicions and her breathing was a tell-tale sign that she felt the same way. “i missed you. i’m so glad you came tonight.” she murmured to him, still holding his face.

[fxk-zain]

his forehead stayed rested on hers as he caught his breath. after hearing her words, he kissed her once more just to reaffirm his feelings. it was almost as if they had never spent any time apart, but he knew deep down that they did and as much as they didn't want to admit it, things were still different. "I'm glad you're coming home." he told her quietly and finally pulled himself away far enough to look at her as they neared her hotel.

[fxk-zain]

to say that zayn was shocked by her suggestion would be an understatement. he turned to look at her and didn’t say anything for a moment, but he noticed how happy the idea made her and he found it hard to say no. “I think that sounds like a good idea.” he responded with a smile as he looked at her for a moment. having her this close again took him back to their past and he quickly got caught up in it all, and a few seconds later he leaned closer to connect their lips, just letting them linger.

[hilarierb]

        gigi knew that she would only be in london for the remainder of the week and she wanted to use any free moment she had to work on things with him. they had been apart for awhile and she had missed him so much, her heart yearning for him each and every night she had to sleep without him next to her. before she could say anything else, their lips were meeting and everything inside of her slowed. nothing could compare to kissing zayn and being in his arms, his control over her being so incredible. her hands moved to the sides of his face as she kissed him back, her lips moving on his slowly yet deeply.

[fxk-zain]

zayn knew he shouldn't have let himself get caught up in the moment, but when it came to Gigi, the boy had no self control. his lips continued to move against hers as his hand slid back to her thigh. after a few more moments, he pulled back slightly but kept his forehead on hers. it was in that moment, as he caught his breath, that he realized there was no way he could ever be without her again. "fuck, I've missed you." he breathed out in a quiet whisper.

[fxk-zain]

“yeah, I’d like that. it’s a lot easier to be with you without all the hyenas, too.” he told her with a small laugh as he gripped onto her hand tighter as they were led out back to their car. he ignored the cameras and people shouting at them before he pulled gigi into the backseat with him so his security guard could drive. “that’s fine. we can do whatever you need to do.” he reassured her with a smiled and pulled her closer to him, his arm wrapped around her waist as their car headed towards her hotel.

[hilarierb]

        a smile spread on her face at his response, climbing into the backseat of the blacked out suv. they were always taken around in big suvs with tinted windows so no one could invade their privacy anymore than they already were. as the door was shut and the driver pulled off, he pulled her closer and she felt like she had been shuttled back to the past. being this close to him made her heart skip a beat and happiness radiated on her face and in her eyes. “maybe i could just check out tonight and stay with you until i have to head back to the states.” she suggested in a murmur, looking up and into his eyes as her hand moved up his chest and to the side of his neck.

[fxk-zain]

to say that zayn was shocked by her suggestion would be an understatement. he turned to look at her and didn't say anything for a moment, but he noticed how happy the idea made her and he found it hard to say no. "I think that sounds like a good idea." he responded with a smile as he looked at her for a moment. having her this close again took him back to their past and he quickly got caught up in it all, and a few seconds later he leaned closer to connect their lips, just letting them linger.

[fxk-zain]

zayn was sure to cheer for bella as she walked down the runway, since he was obviously going to support her. when the show was over, he stood and slipped an arm around her waist. he was grateful that his security guard came over and definitely relaxed him even more. “I was just gonna go back to my apartment. if you wanted to hang out tonight, we could.” he suggested to her as they walked in front of his guard. the last thing he wanted to do was sound too eager or make her seem like she had to hang out with him, but he would much rather have alone time with her than be at a fancy event like this.

[hilarierb]

        back in the beginning stages of their relationship, gigi had flown to london numerous times to see zayn and stay at his home. he had a beautiful one in a quiet community and it was far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, which she loved. it was her hideaway when she was feeling stressed and wanted to get away from everything and just spend time with him. when he suggested that she come hang out with him, she smiled and turned her head to look at him. “if you would like me to, i wouldn’t mind. after all, you did brave all these hyenas just to spend some time with me.” she said with a wink, walking with him out the back door and into another sea of photographers. this time there were fans added to the mix who were grabbing not only at zayn but at her too. “do you mind if i ride with you? i just need to stop by the hotel and grab some things first before we head back.”

[fxk-zain]

"yeah, I'd like that. it's a lot easier to be with you without all the hyenas, too." he told her with a small laugh as he gripped onto her hand tighter as they were led out back to their car. he ignored the cameras and people shouting at them before he pulled gigi into the backseat with him so his security guard could drive. "that's fine. we can do whatever you need to do." he reassured her with a smiled and pulled her closer to him, his arm wrapped around her waist as their car headed towards her hotel.

[fxk-zain]

zayn mainly kept his focus on Gigi, more than anything else. he wasn’t interested in the show any longer, although he tried to be. although they weren’t even together, that didn’t stop him from acting like they were, even if there was still that small fear of her leaving again. he kept his head near hers, trying to listen to her. “are you free later?” he asked her before glancing back at the runway, just hoping the show would be over soon just so he could actually be one on one with the girl.

[hilarierb]

        the show went on and her baby sister walked the runway again to close it out, her cheers ringing through the place from how proud she was. she pulled out her phone and took photos of her, sliding it back into her pocket once she disappeared again. the loud music was turned off and everyone was up and ready to head out, her attention moving towards zayn once again. shaking her head in response to his question, she stood from her seat with him. “i’m not busy tonight as far as i know. this was my only event to attend and i was just planning on heading back to my hotel to watch a movie. what about you?” zayn’s security team came to move them along, always looking out for her whether they were together or not and she greatly appreciated that.

[fxk-zain]

zayn was sure to cheer for bella as she walked down the runway, since he was obviously going to support her. when the show was over, he stood and slipped an arm around her waist. he was grateful that his security guard came over and definitely relaxed him even more. "I was just gonna go back to my apartment. if you wanted to hang out tonight, we could." he suggested to her as they walked in front of his guard. the last thing he wanted to do was sound too eager or make her seem like she had to hang out with him, but he would much rather have alone time with her than be at a fancy event like this.

[fxk-zain]

zayn tried his best to act as if he was paying attention to the show in front of him, since he knew there was cameras all around him and he didn’t want to act like he didn’t give a shit. he gave her thigh a squeeze as he glanced over at her, leaning closer to listen to what she was saying. “I’m here for awhile. I don’t really have much to do.” he told her as he leaned closer, making sure she could hear him over the music.

[hilarierb]

        people were watching them and taking more photos of them than they were of the models on the runway. it made her annoyed but she knew that it wasn’t something she could really control considering she was in a public setting. hearing him speak up in response to her, she leaned in close to him so she could hear him over the booming music. it made her happy to know he would be in town for the length of time that she was, knowing that meant she would probably see him again after tonight. “i’m happy to hear that. maybe we could do some hanging out when i have the down time.” she suggested with a smile, squeezing his hand gently.

[fxk-zain]

zayn mainly kept his focus on Gigi, more than anything else. he wasn't interested in the show any longer, although he tried to be. although they weren't even together, that didn't stop him from acting like they were, even if there was still that small fear of her leaving again. he kept his head near hers, trying to listen to her. "are you free later?" he asked her before glancing back at the runway, just hoping the show would be over soon just so he could actually be one on one with the girl.

[fxk-zain]

“i guess you’re right. i probably should’ve thought it all through a bit more, but oh well.” he replied with a shrug as he looked in the same direction as gigi did. in all honestly, zayn didn’t really care too much about the actual fashion show, especially when the only model he cared about happened to just be sitting next to him and not on the runway. when the show finally started, he continued to lean against the girl a bit and kept his hand rested on her thigh as he mindlessly watched the models parading down the runway. it was easy for him to fall back into his past routines with the girl, and he couldn’t help but continue to give in to her.

[hilarierb]

        “i’m very glad you didn’t.” she murmured to him right before the show started, squeezing his hand slightly. the models paraded down the runway in the latest looks from the versace brand, the only model gigi cared to see was her baby sister. she always rocked the catwalk whenever she was on it and a huge smile spread on her face as she saw her. when her sister disappeared again into the backstage area, she turned her head to look over at zayn again, feeling him leaning on her a little more. he was being so affectionate and so sweet to her, something she had missed so much during their time apart. she could already see the headlines tomorrow morning talking about their night out and a possible reconciliation. the media loved them because they were two young and very famous people who created a stir everywhere they went. whenever they stepped outside there was a media circus around them, especially when they were spotted together. “are you staying for all of fashion week or are you only in london for a day or two?” she asked, knowing that he was busy lately working on his next album.

[fxk-zain]

zayn tried his best to act as if he was paying attention to the show in front of him, since he knew there was cameras all around him and he didn't want to act like he didn't give a shit. he gave her thigh a squeeze as he glanced over at her, leaning closer to listen to what she was saying. "I'm here for awhile. I don't really have much to do." he told her as he leaned closer, making sure she could hear him over the music.

[hilarierb]

        gigi knew how anxious zayn was when it came to huge social events. that’s why she was so surprised to see him supporting her in the crowd at the tom ford show in new york as well as showing up here to find her. he was pushing himself and trying to face his fears for her and it made her feel incredible. he truly did love her the way he said he did. “you’re zayn, baby, it’s impossible for you to sneak in anywhere.” she said with a giggle, nudging him slightly as she turned her attention back to the runway to see if anything was happening yet.

[fxk-zain]

“i guess you’re right. i probably should’ve thought it all through a bit more, but oh well.” he replied with a shrug as he looked in the same direction as gigi did. in all honestly, zayn didn’t really care too much about the actual fashion show, especially when the only model he cared about happened to just be sitting next to him and not on the runway. when the show finally started, he continued to lean against the girl a bit and kept his hand rested on her thigh as he mindlessly watched the models parading down the runway. it was easy for him to fall back into his past routines with the girl, and he couldn’t help but continue to give in to her.

[hilarierb]

        part of being a public figure meant taking photos whenever you were at an event and being courteous to the photographers that were there. holding zayn’s hand tightly as a way to give him some sort of comfort, people were shouting from all directions for them to look their way. his words made her nod and give him a gentle squeeze of the hand. “of course it’s not. let’s go find our seats and get away from the circus.” she said with a small smile, walking with him into the next room where the runway and seating were set up. finding her seat, it was no surprise that she was seated next to zayn. donatella was probably the biggest supporter of their relationship since she knew them both and loved how they were always complimenting one another fashion wise. they inspired her in a way. sitting beside him, a few photos were taken here and there but nothing as drastic as the swarm near the entrance. “better?” she asked in a low tone as she looked at him.

[fxk-zain]

zayn stayed close as he followed her away from the madness, feeling quite stupid that he wasn’t able to deal with it all. how he managed to go to the tom ford show by himself, he’ll never know, but it was much easier having gigi around. when they were finally seated, he began to relax a bit more and he leaned up against her a bit. he faked some smiles for the few pictures that were taken before he turned towards gigi a bit. “yeah, much better. these things are crazier than i expected. i kinda thought i’d be able to just sneak in, but that didn’t really happen..”

[hilarierb]

        photographers were swarming around them and loving this interaction but she truly didn’t care. she had him there with her and it was such a lovely surprise, feeling like they were getting back on track after all this time. his comment made her laugh as she shook her head, letting her fingers move to hold the side of his face. “i’m so proud of you for coming and going through that alone. i know how hard it is for you.” she murmured so that no one else would hear her, not wanting to air his business to the members of the media. her smile widened a little as she booped his nose gently with her index finger. “did you have donatella sit you in the seat beside me as well?” she asked as one of her eyebrows raised.

[fxk-zain]

as more photographers came around, zayn stayed closer to the blonde and gripped her waist tightly, mainly just trying to focus on her. he nodded his head slightly and gave her a small smile at her words. if anybody knew the extent of his anxiety problems, it would be gigi and it was nice to have that support. “i didn’t request it, but she might’ve read my mind and did it anyways,” he replied with a small laugh. “speaking of that, is it too early to go sit? it’s getting a bit overwhelming,” he told her quietly, leaning closer to her.