Poetic Dark Light

I created this blog for the purpose of posting my poems and gaining followers who are of the same state of mind.

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Lana Del Rey waking up tomorrow to find out another one of her lead singles leaked

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[horchathot]

When you rim a clean ass

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Trevor Noah: Lost in Translation

[infinity-and-dreams]

The worst is when you experience something extraordinary and magical with someone and you think it meant a lot more to them than it actually did.

e (via infinity-and-dreams)

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I’m not certain about love… What is it made of? We both drank from that cup But are we something I made up? Is it because we made love? Is that what we’re made of?

The Night Questions

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Aftermath

You only come when it is convenient Perhaps I have been to lenient In order to have these issues cleared I had to do what I long had feared I betrayed myself and made a mistake I wish I was sleeping, but I’m wide awake Because I gave in and let go of reality What a grave sin to believe in normality You were a wrecking ball full of pain But I was the driver behind the crane I gave you forgiveness without a fight And led you to believe that it was alright So I joined your insanity and played along But this is not friendship, you’re dead wrong You are in the least of my interests No care for where your head rests This side of me you have never met It’s a side of me that shows no regret Even face to face, I don’t mind to lie Because I know I’m just trying to get by As many have said, you have made your bed With vows unsaid, my resentment you wed So I now pronounce you man and wife It’s your turn to be miserable with life Though cruel, I do what I can to survive This darkness is what keeps me alive

By hectorultraviolent

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Drug

I snort you for a thrill like white powder And you make my heart pound harder It’s as beautiful as sniffing a rose Except it burns as it invades my nose We both know we should calm down We’ve been raising hell all over town I want to stop this childish fooling around But you’re the greatest thing I’ve found Fill that syringe with what it lacks Find my vein with a couple smacks As I inject myself with you, I scream But I love feeling you in my blood stream Should I consume you to near death? I’ll carry you like liquor on my breath Maybe I’ll swallow you like a magic pill Maybe then I will finally have my fill You’re a deadly drug, but you’re paradise But I’m a vicious gambler, so I roll the dice

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Moonlit Evening

I admire your glowing moonlit skin As our passion burns from within I stare into your magnetic eyes And the fire begins to rise I hold you from behind so tight As we sway in the pale moonlight With a caress of the inner thigh We’re overcome by a natural high And then we share a simple kiss But oh, what a moment of bliss Off the ground, you make me levitate I am bound, towards you I gravitate You’re weather in the summer; hot I get drunk off your dark thoughts All of our movements are heard We don’t have to say one word

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Thy Kingdom Come

The time has come to start these drills No more ups and downs like endless hills Drilling myself into the ground so deep To myself, and away from you I’ll keep Bolting the doors shut into place Keeping you away from my space And finally, up goes the impenetrable shield To shut out the ignorant player on the field And then my weapons rise from the ground My knife… Your body… it has found The knife goes in for a bloody dive Bullets anxiously fly from their nest And find a place in your body to rest I give you one last venomous kiss You choke and move onto the abyss And perhaps I may see you on the flipside Because I am the cause for why you died I killed the biggest evil to walk the lands And so I allow you to be swallowed by sands Where now you can be righteously crowned And you can rule your kingdom underground

(Via hectorultraviolent)

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Untrust Us

The person you knew is gone So find a new shoulder to lean on I was determined to be your protector If only I had a better detector I realized your true colors too late But just in time for feelings to abate Now I’m becoming the person I used to be And that person has come to set me free I hope that you get to see me smile And that it burns you for a while Hopefully you get to see my face And that you feel hell’s fiery embrace Because I have left nothing for you here Don’t give me that sad face or drop a tear I see through your constant apologies I don’t believe in forgiving ideologies Your problems are just grains of sand And they fall right through my hands I don’t care to even save one grain Because I don’t care for your pain You’re a lost cause and dead situation You’ve exceeded my level of frustration So this is my form of a farewell And sadly, I don’t wish you well

(Via hectorultraviolent)

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Black Hole

When all you do is absorb and feed I must stick to my guns and recede You’ve managed to have my efforts exhausted And so my feelings of resentment have defrosted How can you go on so nonchalant? And not expect me to feel your taunt? Anger and temper begin to grow Where it’ll stop? I don’t know After persistent attempts to get to you You repel me when I’m almost through I feel worthless after everything I’ve tried And yet you want me at your loyal side Where do you store everything I give? Do my efforts feed your energy to live? Child, you just love to be chased Piled, these memories must be erased Because I’ve come to figure what you’re about You feed and fuel your energy drought Then you strengthen and become whole By attracting and destroying like a black hole (Via hectorultraviolent)

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Justin Time

You’ve always been the most sour lime Haven’t you been Mr. Justin Time? Physically, you have always been here Mentally, your mind’s never been near Boasting that the last thing you’ll do is run But look at how fast you have come undone Stop, your time has come to quit playing dumb Stop, drinking these worries away with rum Did you think that no one would notice? That you speed over problems like a Lotus Quit putting up the front of misery and pity That shade never made you look nice and pretty Will you finally let go of it all? You’re just in time, but it’s your call (Via hectorultraviolent)

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I like the night, I have clearer ideas in the dark.

(via cobys-conscience)

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Man vs Child

Does he love me? Does he not? Will we ever tie the knot? Like water you begin to ebb And yet I’m caught in your web I don’t even mind that you pull away I wouldn’t have it any other way At least I can say my feelings are real And that with you, I’d rather deal My other lover played games like a child You’re a man. You don’t play, but you’re wild You’re so confident in what you believe in And so for you, I’d go off the deep end You can break my heart and I won’t mind Because unlike him you’re grown and not blind You’re secure about our little situation Even if it’s just a late night invitation So bring me up and tear me down Turn my smile into a frown At least I know your man enough to do it At least you’re real enough so screw it (Via hectorultraviolent)

[observando]

Have you ever been so melancholy, that you wanted to fit in the palm of your beloved’s hand? And lie there, for fortnights, or decades, or the length of time between stars? In complete silence?

Sarah Ruhl (via observando)

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Shades of Black

This is shades of black love Light is what we lack of Seduced by his ominous aroma Adore me into an obscure coma Wandering into the abyss so bold Wake me with a tight chokehold Staring into dark, opaque eyes Kiss me and feed me lies Part those blood-red lips His invading tongue violently rips Inhaling his toxic breath He asfixiates me to death (via hectorultraviolent)

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Winter's Night

Darkness swallows the sky The fading light begins to cry The cold settles in Bringing chills within Gusting wind enhances its crisp Bringing a shutter to ones lips Burning with a brush at the cheek Freezing over every peak But still, there is no snow For it takes away the frosty glow Frost covers everything in sight Clouds of ice cloak the night sky The wind blows and releases a yelp The beacon above offers its help Moonlight pierces through the clouds Clouds of cold scream out loud The moon emits its illuminating presence The night celebrates and ignites in fluorescence (Via hectorultraviolent)