Slade Ericksen

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[femmedummy]

I love you trans people I love you so much I'm so glad you're alive I'm so glad you're here I'm so glad you exist

[coiour-my-world]

Kikuchi Gorge - Kumamoto - Japan

[florasheart]

I DON’T WANT SMUT I WANT FLUFF OR SOME GOOD ASS ANGST GOD DAMN IT

[grimvr]

🍂

[heedthemountain]

I dunno if anyone still follows Slade here but I was encouraged by @bolontiku to write a backstory for him. I'm think it might be a fun thing to do!

[bolontiku]

I cannot wait till you do love 🥰🥰 (but I am a patient noodle)

[heedthemountain]

You are the most patientest noodle of them all 😘😘😘

[heedthemountain]

I dunno if anyone still follows Slade here but I was encouraged by @bolontiku to write a backstory for him. I'm think it might be a fun thing to do!

[the-evil-clergyman]

Illustration from The City in the Sea for Edgar Allan Poe’s The Bells and Other Poems by Edmund Dulac (1912)

[kitty-ish]

[fairytaleprincessart]

[liivn]

[nature-travel-photography]

[seabeck]

Old road

[riverwindphotography]

Whispering Pines

(c) gif by riverwindphotography, March 2024

technically we’re ALL, always LARPing, because the Self is only a construct,

[2rsquared]

I want a new character

[theprettyboysclub]

Then make one.

[deergirlslut]

Everyone talking about posts that changed their brain chemistry seem to be leaving out this classic, which probably propelled me into activism and more self confidence in a way that I cannot put into words.

[heedthemountain]

Thank you again to all who continue to send their condolences and thoughts and prayers. Heaven knows we need everything we can get.

((Personal ramble to follow, lots of grief))

Has it only been a day? It feels as though a lifetime of grief has passed since we lost her. Everything reminds me of her; a song, a book, a smell. Even the cooking ingredients laid out in the store for the upcoming holidays. And I just cry. Always on the edge of tears.

Friends of my mom reached out to me today, one even offered to help pay for the funeral until the insurance went through and I just sobbed. I don’t know the cost yet, I am meeting the funeral director tomorrow, but I know it will be thousands. Maybe even tens of thousands of dollars. Of which we don’t have, her death was so sudden we had nothing ready. We weren’t expecting this to happen for another 20 or 30 years. I feel so amazed at how many loved her and want to reach out to my brother and I.

We go tomorrow to pick out an outfit for her. And look through her pictures and paperwork. I am crying just thinking about it. I never knew something could be this painful, this daunting. She was my rock, she taught me so much, helped me so much. How am I going to raise my children without her?

Sometime the pain will ease. Sometime in the future not everything I see will remind me of her, will not reduce me to tears.

But for now, I carry on. And I cry.

And miss her.

[heedthemountain]

It's hard to believe 5 years have gone by. So much has happened in that time. I'm still so incredibly thankful for my support here. I miss all of you so much. I really wish it was like the old days again, constantly rping and reblogging chaos and having a good time.

Wishing you all were here to give you a giant hug and forehead kiss.

[verawhisk]

One day I will stop falling in love with you…

[nature-travel-photography]