𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒏.

⠀⠀𝒞rème⠀ de⠀ la⠀ crème.

[heezqn]

hey people...

so umm i really don't know how to start this.. i just finished with my council exams and was supposed to come back to tumblr today but there i posted 100+ posts in the last two weeks... anyway so this might be a farewell post for now.

i'll try to keep this as short as possible. the last few months that i've been on tumblr i've really loved this platform. (p.s. i came here becoz wattpad stopped working but this place is so nice i fell in love) i've reunited with my love for writing thanks to this app.

i'll get to the point... as much as i've loved being on here, i think i've lost my spark for the while. maybe this is not an end. i know i'll come back here someday to write again. i KNOW i will. i just don't know whether that would be in a few weeks, months or years. i really am thankful to the small family of readers and supporters i have. your comments make my day.

to address the enha situation. i'm always going to be an engene and support all seven of them. i have. i am and i will even after how many number of years. last day's fancall made me hope a bit more than usual. it was such a relief seeing him. i don't think i've ever been so anxious to see a celebrity (when i'm not 'actually' seeing them yk?) but it just reignited my drive to fight.

i'll be taking some time off twitter too (it really is exhausting) and spend time with my friends. afterall, i should be a little bit happy that i'm finally done with school.

the seven boys will always be an important part of my life. i'll always support them moving on no matter what the final verdict is. they will always ALWAYS be my top.

i've had this 'comfort texts with boyfie!hee' in my drafts for a while which i promised my friend i'll post after my exams so maybe i'll come back a day or two later to post that but except that this is a goodbye for now.

thank you to all my readers again. love you all.

— yours truly, ela

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[heezqn]

sleep tight, girl 네 어깨 위를 pat with heart 내 손을 따라 천천히 rhythm을 느껴봐, 감은 눈 위로 kiss 맘을 담아 baby, come and lay with me tonight 내려앉은 달 깊이 스며든 이 밤 아무 걱정 없이 just sleep tight 네 곁을 지켜 너를 위한 lullaby

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[heezqn]

love, louder than logic. if you stay.

the stars illuminate the night sky and illuminate for me the future i want to see with you, forever next to me. always shine on me. closer to you, i want to give in even to your selfish desires. always next to you, i'll shine on you.

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letters from juliet﹙hyung line﹚🧾

winter dreams : enha christmas anthology﹙12 days of christmas﹚🧾

𔓘. lee heeseung 🪽

𔓘. park jongseong 🎸

𔓘. sim jaeyun 🐕‍🦺

𔓘. park sunghoon ⛸️

𔓘. kim sunoo 🍦

𔓘. yang jungwon 🍓

𔓘. nishimura riki 🦆

not my boyfriend 🧾

[heezqn]

heeseung today!! oh my precious angel boy. i feel so so relieved seeing him. the engene talking to him was very encouraging towards supporting him no matter what. <33

his eyes look so drained 😭

[amiiq7]

DDEONUUU my little cutie pie SUNOO, WHOO let him be so FUCKINV cute and SO FUCKING sexy. Jesus Christ.

[antontual]

HEESEUNG 'BIG GIRLS DON’T CRY' 260122

[jaeyxns]

hee-log for @desireunleash ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°

[heeseung64]

sigh

[kanashiikousagi]

Don't forget that this is the same company that's constantly mistreating and trying to exclude Ni-Ki...

[heezqn]

stop me from blowiiiiing up b*lift

[musz777-deactivated20260323]

reblog if you want bang pd to explode

[brat444gene]

enhypen will never be the same without heeseung but some of you guys need to stop unintentionally insulting the other 6 members. the way you are saying things it’s like heeseung is the only talented one

[itchy-arms]

[kii-kii]

How am I supposed to believe that Heeseung's departure was planned a long time ago when this was them 3 months ago?

[jayswifeeeeyy]

OMG!!!

[orimuraa]

OH?!!?!??!?!

[intromortal]

While hee may have wanted to part ways (which i doubt but we don't know) i highly doubt he would have wanted it to be like this, so abrupt and unplanned with no proper goodbye. You cannot convince me 'Engene's Man' would have done it like this.

If it was his choice, don't you think he'd be around and comfort us like he has been for years? It's so fucking fishy i do not trust be/ift with him or the boys ever 👎 man, wake me up from this living nightmare please

while i truly see the arguments for this being his choice (and truthfully, day by day i'm more convinced by them) i cannot wrap my head around the reason it had to be like this :/ it's so abrupt and chaotic in the worst way possible, fans were bound to lash out like they did... who does this even benefit at all??? definitely not the boys, definitely not hee himself, and i don't see how this benefits the company either

belift has always been extremely untrustworthy, shady and incompetent, but this feels like an entire other level

[theothernads]

Been seeing too much of this. Yes, I want Heeseung back, but that DOES NOT warrant you guys being disrespectful to Sunoo and Jungwon for taking his lines. And the other members too. Yes, it doesn't sound the same, but it doesn't sound bad. Don't insult the other members like this. They probably have had it hard enough with their label. They don't need their fans pitting the members against each other.

[siyalogue]

I always ran to enhypen to escape my real life issues, now where am I suppose to go to get distracted from this issue?

[siyalogue]

When the group you use to escape reality becomes THE reality you want to escape from.