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good luck with the chemical compounds. 😔

if I had money available I'd try to help, but alas

💜, stay safe

I appreciate it. It’s just that frustrating thing where like it’s always so scary being in these in between payment areas because I always seem to be in a bad place right around that time, and then the meds not being available to me because of bs pricing ruins me more.

American medical systems are fucking shit. I appreciate you dearly.

Trying again, but if anyone wants a commission, or you know someone that wants a commission, send me a dm. It’s getting progressively harder and harder dealing with anything currently, and I desperately need a refill because of it.

#mentally and physical illness is ruinous. i cannot fucking function anymore and it’s so. so sad.#there’s nothing more I hate than feeling inadequate because my chemical compounds aren’t balanced.

so glad to see you posting again!! do you happen to have a main blog ur comfortable sharing?

I actually don’t have a main art blog anymore; I would love to, but my computer stopped working and my tablet is literally shattered because of my ex roommates so it’s hard for me to draw consistently anymore digitally, and most people don’t really seem to like the traditional sketches as much as they do my digital ones.

If I do end up making one though, I can definitely share it here! I’m trying to get back into it anyways <3

heilesegen

krab

#my art #hanz hana #btd #btd2 #btd oc

Is Dietz a cis male or trans?

So Dietz is actually a hermaphrodite. He’s got both reproductive organs, I’m pretty sure I drew a crude diagram once in response to a question like this, but idk if Tumblr ended up deleting it back in the NSFW purge

Side note, idk who decided to screenshot the last ask and send it to him but please refrain from ever doing that again, or ever screenshot my shit in general. Like you’re making my paranoia act up really bad.

#i mean it. next time I’m not being nice about it.#I will stoop as low as to witch hunt and mass block if I have to.#if there’s one thing that I won’t stand for #it’s my privacy being violated.

Mitch left?? if you don’t mind, may I ask what happened? You two were always glued together

I made an answer to this twice and finally settled on, if you wanna know, DM me because I really don’t want it public

#anonymous #ask #nothing against anyone I’m just. freaked out abt publicizing shit

we missed you ! how have you been??

Well, the last like, entirety of the year has been really hard, honestly. I’ve had to undergo so many life changes, both good and bad, and it’s been especially overwhelming these last few months.

Mitch left in June, we had a partner that joined our polycule that I’m now fully engaged to and planning to get married to officially in December, I’ve had a few eviction scares, I’ve lost people in my family, my beautiful python ended up passing last night, theres just so much. It’s a lot to sit here and try to like, think about honestly?

Despite it all though I think I’m probably the happiest I’ve been in years. Things are struggling bad for me right now but I mean, recovery isn’t easy so I’m just pushing through it.

Didn’t mean to use your ask as a vent post lol, I don’t have a big friend group and I’ve talked to my spouse about it so much already

#ask #anonymous #animal death tw

"who is this again?

oh! the one with those incredibly cute characters and art!!"

hello again 💜

it's fine most of the past two years don't count anyway, pandemic time doesn't exist

Hello hello!

Yeah I mean I kinda agree? But at the same time, so much has changed. Like…life changing, which I’m sure it’s been like that for you guys too, with the pandemic and all. Mines a bit more personal though, but I’m glad to be back and interacting with a few people for a bit at least

#anonymous #ask

*looks over in forgotten post notifications*

Right? Lmao

#ask #anonymous

I can’t believe it’s been two years since I last posted.

#sighs.

eyy!! happy birthday Dietz!

Danke mein liebling ❤️🎉

#nero-inks #answered #😘

Birthday boy in ribbons and nothing else 👀