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[ 20+ oc multi muse. low activity & mobile.]

[heirceleste]

heirceleste. a trifecta of heaven, earth, and hell as portrayed by queer women. written by jane. discord available upon request.

an exploration of humanity, queerness, and what it means to be powerful.

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psa: undergoing blog cleaning and updates. please let me know if you come across a broken link.

upcoming events: mun’s birthday 6/24.

trigger / content warning: homophobia, child abuse, substance abuse, disordered eating, blood, illness, murder, cannibalism, suicidal ideation, torture, and sex. dark themes are present. i cannot exclude the trauma from my characters or the way i write them. my muses enjoy sex and i won’t pretend they don’t. this isn’t for everyone and that’s okay, please let me know.

mun is 25+ (she/they) so 20+ only. if you’re a minor i respect you and your desire to write but i urge you to write with those your own age.

read bios for the characters you want to interact with. its obvious when you don’t. please also scroll through my blog and make sure you like how i write.

psa in regards to drama and call outs is here.

if you want to stop interacting please tell me, if you want to break mutuals please hard block instead of soft blocking. **

i do not tag the above triggers on my blog when they are in writing, as they appear regularly and are core parts of who my characters are and their experiences. these themes also appear in the bios of all characters.

im not a resource. idgaf if you reblog things on occasion but like…if you aren’t going to interact with me don’t show up just to reblog stuff.

historical muses that owned slaves (such as characters from hamilton), do not interact. you will be blocked. if you’re character is a cop or exists within copaganda fandoms, i am highly selective with interactions (currently limited to the criminal minds).

if you support trump you aren’t welcome here.

personal blogs don’t interact. if you have an rp sideblog just lemme know.

im very low effort and primarily mobile so i don’t do formatting beyond small text and am unable to cut posts. i prefer not to use capital letters. if this formatting is difficult for you to read please let me know.

no god modding.

a note: i go by jane and can be a very anxious goose.

**i have a severe anxiety disorder and have been on this hellsite since 2009 (ish). i am mobile and do not always notice that i have been soft blocked and instead tend to think that i have unfollowed by mistake. if i’m unsure of what happened i will typically send a message checking in and refollow. i’m not trying to be a jack ass, i’m just using the tumblr app. if you want to stop interacting a quick message is appreciated that way i don’t think i unfollowed by mistake and try to follow you again, or try to get in touch with you at all. if this is the case please also remove me from discord.

[heirceleste]

“I’m used to it hurting.”

“just because your used to it doesn’t mean you should accept it,” cassidy roles her eyes and gestures to a nearby chair, “go sit. give me five minutes to work on your knee and i promise it’ll feel better.” once he was seated cassidy double checked that the library was in fact empty before going over to help spencer. kneeling on the ground in front of him, she raised her hand to his knee but paused before making contact.

“this is okay right? i’m not being too pushy? i don’t want you to be uncomfortable but i also don’t want your knee hurting like this. i danced my entire life, so i know how to take care of an injury.” as she speaks, cassidy’s service dog walks over and lays beside her. even the dog looks at spencer’s knee curiously.

@eidetic187

[sleuthscreams]

▪ ♪ ♩ ♫ ♬ cassidy ( @heirceleste ) sent: let me cook for you at least

This might be one of those times his appetite wasn't all there. Even the iron stomach seemed to have limits, and they were toeing that line right now. He was still reconciling with what he'd seen earlier, and the fact that he'd let himself be dragged to the home of a werewolf, he wasn't a hundred percent certain he wasn't in danger. She was no stranger to eating people.

How bad was this?

“I couldn't possibly...” his lips sucked in as he considered the ending to that sentence. He was silent for what he'd say was a reasonable amount of time, given his circumstances. “... say no to a warm meal.”

[heirceleste]

cassidy hadn’t meant for mateo to find out this way. he’d seen the wolf kill before and the two of them had met only a few days later but now, now he knew about all of it. hunters had shown up, and although she’d been covering her tracks enough for mateo the tricks she was playing on him were the same ones that led the hunters to her. she’d run into the woods as a human and had stripped in front of him before forcing her body to change into that of a wolf and tearing the hunters apart. the change back had been pain and slow and pulling her clothes on to show him the truth of all she was had felt humiliating.

cooking helped though, it would give her something to do while she gave mateo time to process. “you can ask whatever you want. i don’t…i don’t really know what to say. hadn’t really planned for this.” as she speaks, cassidy moves around her kitchen and begins pulling out ingredients for a simple dish. something that would hopefully help clam his nerves.

[sister-lucifer]

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[rpmemes-galore]

arrow : season 4 ... sentence starters

"You took a bullet for me."

"He died. So who are you?"

"Oh, I'm still human. Just better."

"Stop! I cannot hear another lie."

"Leave town. While you still can."

"Enjoy your time. What's left of it."

"You missed quite a show tonight."

"You have. I can see it in your eyes."

"I haven't started torturing you, yet."

"It's the hypocrisy that I can't stand."

"Since when are you such a bad ass?"

"You're very handsome, not especially bright."

"I don't want to let you go… but I'm already gone."

"I get it! I get it. I understand that I crossed a line."

"Do you have any idea how many people he's killed?"

"It's not who you are. You don't trust. You don't love."

"Why does that thing creep me out the way it does?"

"You know, I thought about staying anyway. For you."

"I saw you took my advice on the identity concealment."

"You said you were gonna be different this time, huh? How?"

"Just so you know, if you had asked me, I would have said yes."

"We are going to take this guy down, and no idea is off the table."

"You know what you could do for me? Go and live an amazing life."

"Well, what's the point of doing it if you lose yourself in the process?"

"I couldn't fathom why you didn't trust me. Then I realized you couldn't."

"And here you are, taking the blame for something that's not your fault."

"I'm sorry, did I leave you with the impression that I was a rational guy?"

"I don't know how to move forward with this, us. Doing what what we do."

"You've been investigating this for two years and you haven't told anyone?"

"What are we doing? Pretending everything's normal? That we are normal?"

"We're all desperate. We've been made to do desperate things. Terrible things."

"I know that I am not the love of your life, but you will always be the love of mine."

"You know, sometimes a lie isn't wrong if it's for the good of someone that you love."

"I know how passionately you love and how much it hurts once that love goes away."

"Look, I really hate to be the one to break this to you, but you are not the boss of me."

"Did you ever just stop and think for one second about what I might be going through?"

"Well, I'm sorry that I'm not the best listener. But all of this, is just… it's kind of new to me."

"You always held yourself out as better than me. More righteous. And you were… until tonight."

"See, death is a beautiful thing. We die, we go into the ground, our remains grow into flowers."

"There was a time when I would've taken a bullet for you. And I don't know if I would do that, now."

"I love your family, I always have. I just wish that sometimes you would give a damn about mine."

"You know, the hair on the back of my neck has been standing up since the moment I got into town."

"You played with forces that you do not understand, and now people are dying because of it."

"What this city needs is somebody who can stand out in the light of day, not lurk around in the shadows."

"I realized that I'm not angry at you, I'm angry at myself for thinking you're someone that you clearly aren't."

"You're all fretting about this city dying. I'm here on behalf of an organization that wants you to let it die."

"I do understand. And, because I do, I can tell you carrying a burden like that never ends in any way but bad."

"You crossed a line, man. And the fact that you could do that again sits in the back of my head somewhere."

"I understand that I lost your trust. What I don't understand is why you won't give me a chance to earn it back."

"Do you know that my whole world just exploded? And I think that I'm entitled to a minute to process that by myself."

"We've been made to do desperate things. Terrible things. But I've gotta believe that we are not beyond redemption."

"You know, this is actually very simple. You either respect me enough to tell me the truth or you don't. Clearly, you don't."

"If you loved me, if you trusted me, telling me this wouldn't be such a burden. It would be a relief. But you don't trust me. You never will."

[rpmemes-galore]

send me    ‘ swept away ‘    for your muse to find mine weak, cold, and exhausted on the bank of a river, after they’ve fallen in and been carried by the stream…

send   ‘ swept away reverse ‘   for my muse to find yours

[heirceleste]

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[heirceleste]

karen was for sure the one to call frank to get matt right?

like i’m obsessed with this actually.

[heirceleste]

matt calling shotgun is actually everything lmao

[heirceleste]

nah i need to know what happened with frank and karen in the years between the punisher and ddba. frank in general tbh

[heirceleste]

this is where i remind everyone how well lokelani fits into nmcu and daredevil universe

[heirceleste]

karen was for sure the one to call frank to get matt right?

like i’m obsessed with this actually.

[heirceleste]

matt calling shotgun is actually everything lmao

[heirceleste]

karen was for sure the one to call frank to get matt right?

like i’m obsessed with this actually.

[sleuthscreams]

the risk involved brought an air of caution; they didn't want to be so obvious that someone who had overlooked them before suddenly paid attention. they'd chosen a great spot, right near the bathrooms where people lubricated on alcohol were going to be in and out of, but right now everyone was in flow on the dance floor while an actually decent song was bumping. made him braver than he should be, and he gets a firm grip on her hips to lift her properly, bringing her down slowly and pushing his hips to get deeper. if they moved slowly they'd be fine, most likely, probably, he almost didn't give a damn.

“love how good you sound,” he praises before grinning wide. “doubt i'd be able to pretend i'm enjoying the dancefloor when all i'll be doing is craving more of you.” his hips rock, finding a rhythm and strictly holding to it instead of letting the pleasure get to his head.

[heirceleste]

lokelani doesn’t respond, simply moves her hands from his hair to his shoulders as he lifts her in earnest. the slow pace is almost punishing. she makes a keening noise as mateo nearly bottoms out in her, nails biting into his skin. as his hips rock lokelani moves with him, lifting her hips and sinking back down so he’s as deep as possible in this position. digging her heal into his backside kel does her best to pull him closer. rather than words it’s gasps and whimpers that escape her with the movements.

“need more sweets, just a little,” she pleads softly. fingers on her clit or in her mouth, a punishing pace, maybe even a hand around her throat; lokelani is desperate for something to push her over the edge. each thrust brings her closer and closer to climax, nails raking relentlessly against his shoulders and back as she clings to him.

[heirceleste]

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[rpmemes-galore]

disability … sentence starters 

be respectful with these. 

“How bad is the pain today?”

“This doesn’t seem very accessible.”

“Do you need to sit down for a minute?”

“Do you need me to grab your (mobility aid)?”

“Did you remember to take you meds today?”

“Are you getting tired? Do you need to sit down?”

“You can lean against me if you need to, its okay.”

“Are you having a rough brain day? Need to talk?”

“I just need help standing up, I can walk by myself.”

“You don’t owe them an explanation, they’re just rude.”

“Just lay down, take a break. Your body needs to rest.”

“Can you bring me my meds and a glass of water. please?”

“I’m here to give you a hand if you need it, just let me know.”

“You’re real. I’m real… you’re okay, you’re safe here with me.”

“It’s okay to be upset. You’re going through something really hard.”

“I’m sorry, I wanted to go out tonight. My body had different ideas.”

“That seemed like it triggered you pretty bad. Do you need a second?”

“Don’t feel bad about cancelling, I know how bad your flare-ups can get.”

“Hey, it’s okay, you’re just having a panic attack. You’re going to be okay.”

“I’m here for you if you ever need to talk. I might not be able to understand completely, but I can listen.”

action memes

silent: one of our muses has gone non-verbal

sign: one muses teaches the other sign language

explain: one muse explains their disability to the other

hand : one muse offers the other a hand to help them stand up

bedside: one muse takes care of bedridden other during a flare-up

aid: one muse brings the other their mobility aid when they need it 

wheelchair: one muse pushes the other in their wheelchair (with consent)

chair: one muse brings the other a chair when they’re having trouble standing

panic: one of our muses is having a panic attack and the other tries to calm them down

ground: one of our muses is disassociating and the other hugs them to help ground them

hallucination: one of our muses is experiencing a hallucination and the other helps bring them back

[randomaskgames]

the violently protective … sentence starters  lots of mentions of violence and death throughout 

the protector 

“Of course I killed them. they hurt you.”

“They made you cry…? Where are they?”

“Don’t feel sorry for them, they deserved it.”

“Don’t worry, they won’t be bothering you, again.”

“These bruises are worth it to make sure you’re safe.”

“Why would you want to protect them? They hurt you.”

“Who did this to you? No, don’t lie to me… who did this?”

“If they even step foot near you, again, I’ll take care of it…”

“No, they don’t deserve any mercy. Not after they hurt you.”

“I swear to god, I’m going to rip him/her/them apart for this.”

“Stop? Why? Don’t you want them to pay for what they did to you?”

the protected 

“Make them hurt for this… please.”

“Stop! Stop, don’t hurt him/her/them!”

“There. That’s the one who did this to me.”

“Violence doesn’t solve anything, just let this be.”

“They made me bleed. Maybe you should return the favor.”

“I don’t want them dead, I just want them to leave me alone.”

“Why did you do this? Why…? I never asked you to fight them.”

“No, I don’t want you to fight them for me. It’s not that big a deal.”

“I don’t care what you do to them, just keep them away from me.”

“I’m not worth you risking your life for… for what? Getting even for me?”