it's a birdcage

when the door's closed, there's no escape.

[helianthologies]

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[possessable]

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

[transgendz]

Trying to keep this short, but I have several surgeries coming up, and a PET scan which will tell me if i have cancer. They're thinking i have lymphoma. Below is some of the paperwork from my oncologist with personal info redacted. I need s lot of help to ensure I can have surgery and be prepared for chemo if thats my next step, bc if it is, I won't have much time to prepare.

PP--V--kofi--$C--gfm

$529/$2,000

[transgendz]

No updates aside from the fact that my surgeon didn't wanna do the biopsy now that I have a PET scan scheduled. She said the PET scan will be more definitive than the biopsy, as biopsies are often negative with lymphoma anyways. This is all still urgent and progress has stopped.

[lostxanadu]

the thing about being bullied for being weird as a kid is that even if you've always embraced being weird your brain is still always looking for the line where it's too much. you can be as proudly and intentionally weird as you want and you can love being weird but your mind is still convinced there's a point where you get too weird and people start treating you like a weird looking bug again. also it feels like you reach that point 500 times a day even if everyone you've spoken to today found you pleasant and likable and even if you're completely alone in your house with nobody looking at you at all.

[whimsigothy]

mutual 4id request

hi, one of my friends irl is a black trans person who is disabled and has no income. he is struggling with homelessness. he currently needs help getting basic toiletries for hygiene such as toothpaste and deodorant and food.

im leaving his links here if anyone wants to help out. anything is appreciated, even $5 goes a long way. thank you.

c4sh 4pp

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v3nmo

[minotauri]

[louder than everyone] MAN I THINK IT DEPENDS!

[treasuredplanet]

the epic highs and lows of things that don't really matter to anyone but you

[helianthologies]

is it possible to have every kind of ocd known to man or am i just a broken person

[helianthologies]

i will never stop learning the lesson that it is a bad idea for me to get into a show that is still airing and has an active fanbase because if a new season comes out the fandom will make me want to kill myself repeatedly regardless of the quality of the season

[helianthologies]

once again asking you to Go watch hadestown. if you can get to a theater to see the proshot do that if you cant go listen to the soundtrack. i dont care if you dont like musicals or greek myth you have to do it. YOU HAVE TO!!!!!!

[polartss]

Suddenly I'm holding the world in my arms

[helianthologies]

corey michael smith jumpscare in the trailers AHHHHH

[helianthologies]

at the theater locked in ready to sob clean thru my kn95. lets get it on cunts

[helianthologies]

going to see hadestown in theatres in about three hours. surely it will have a happy ending this time

[transgendz]

Trying to keep this short, but I have several surgeries coming up, and a PET scan which will tell me if i have cancer. They're thinking i have lymphoma. Below is some of the paperwork from my oncologist with personal info redacted. I need s lot of help to ensure I can have surgery and be prepared for chemo if thats my next step, bc if it is, I won't have much time to prepare.

PP--V--kofi--$C--gfm

$529/$2,000

[transgendz]

We have recieved $105 to the gfm. That won't hit my account for a few days, but is none the less appreciated. My biopsy in a few hours, and we have had several expensive emergencies in the past couple of days, setting us back quite a bit. This is extremely urgent.

[peach-pot]

I’m starting to think some of y’all haven’t actually felt the rain on your skin… which is crazy because no one else can feel it for you

[helianthologies]

hadestown proshot TOMORROW