❛ 𝒉𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒆.

[hellfireleads]

𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑳𝑭𝑰𝑹𝑬𝑳𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑺. an independent, semi-selective eddie munson blog. a 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒅𝒚 in: using your wardrobe as armor, never feeling good enough, humor is the best defense, and trying one last time to make things right. 

as loved by bonnie, she/her, est, 21+. established june 2022.

𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕. 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒓. 𝒎𝒖𝒍𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒆. 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒔. 𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒔.

[dorkleads-archivedagain-deactiv]

pls i am begging #

cell phone headcanons    

[hellfireleads]

     hi, everyone ! so i’ve been kinda mia in the last couple of weeks because of my vacation and then i unfortunately got c*vid ( which i feel so much better now and am fine ! ) but of course, i’m about to be moving to a new city and starting a new job. i’m going to be really mia on the dash for awhile just because it is like everything that can be happening right now is ! but if any of my mutuals want to add me on disco, just shoot me an im ! i’ll be there and on wire for the time being until things settle down. love n miss u all. 

[dorkleads-archivedagain-deactiv]

𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇  𝐀  𝐁𝐈𝐆   𝐄𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇  𝐓𝐇𝐔𝐌𝐏  𝐎𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃    ,     𝐈   𝐂𝐀𝐍   𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐍   .   𝐈   𝐂𝐀𝐍   𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄  ,  𝐘'𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖   ?  

───      DORKLEADS .    an  independent  ,  private  ,  highly  -  headcanon  based   STEVE  HARRINGTON  from    netflix’s   stranger  things .     loved  by  ziggy  ,  est  2019  /  revamped  june  2022   . promo credit ! 

[ghstmemes]

ANONYMOUSLY OR NOT, TELL ME SOMETHING YOU LIKE ABOUT MY MUSE/BLOG

it could be about my portrayal, my headcanons, my blog’s aesthetic, my muse’s dynamic with someone else’s muse, etc. 

[cheerslead-arch]

CHRISSY   CUNNINGHAM.   STEVE   HARRINGTON.   EDDIE   MUNSON.

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄'𝐒   𝐀   𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌   𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐖𝐎𝐍'𝐓   𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃   𝐘𝐎𝐔   /   𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒   𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐒   𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄   𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍   /   𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍   𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘   𝐃𝐎   𝐈'𝐋𝐋   𝐁𝐄   𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓   𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐒   𝐘𝐎𝐔.

[leneemusing]

IT’S  ALL  ABOUT  THE  YEARNING 

❝  you need someone.  let me be that person.  let me be what you need.  ❞

❝  look,  i dunno if i’m the kind of person you need or even want right now.  but i’m looking around and i’m the only one who’s here.  ❞

❝  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasn’t there.  ❞

❝  you asked me once,  if i would ever take a chance on us…maybe that ship sailed.  but.  ask me again?  sometime— doesn’t have to be today.  maybe tomorrow just.  ask me again.  ❞

❝  i know i can’t protect you from everything,  but i wish you’d let me protect you from the things i can control.  ❞

❝  i used to have so much faith.  maybe not in deities or something but,  in the world.  the universe.  i believed their was a purpose to it all.  i’m not sure when i lost that.  ❞

❝  have you ever had something…missing?  like something just doesn’t feel right inside you but you don’t know what it is.  ❞

❝  sometimes,  i just need the world to be beautiful.  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.  ❞

❝  i was sort’ve hoping you needed me.  is that selfish?  ❞

❝  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.  i want to be that person for anyone i can…but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.  ❞

❝  sometimes i feel i’m being crushed under the weight of everything i’ll never be.  ❞

❝  you’re looking at me but you’re not seeing me.  do you know how that feels?  just see me.  please.  ❞

❝  i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you.  ❞

❝  i know i fucked up.  i know i did but don’t shut me out anymore.  let me in.  please let in.  ❞

❝  every time you smile at me,  i memorize it.  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.  no matter what happens between us,  that’s what i’ll remember.   ❞

❝  i can’t help but think there’s got to be something out there for me,  somewhere.  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.  ❞ 

❝  the world is so big.  why do i never feel like i fit into it?  ❞

❝  when i’m with you i feel like myself.  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.  and i feel good about it—  i feel good about who i am when i’m with you.  ❞

❝  do you like me?  i know you love me.  i know you care about me but.  do you like who i am?  ❞

❝  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.  ❞

❝  just take my hand and close your eyes.  pretend we’re anywhere else but here.  ❞

❝  so,  what would you be?  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,  what would your life look like?  ❞

❝  do you even know what it does to me?  every time i see you cry,  any time you’re hurt even the smallest bit it just— do you realize how deeply you’ve imbedded yourself into my heart?  ❞

❝  i don’t feel like a whole person without you anymore.  i don’t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.  you’re part of who i am now.  the most important piece of me.  ❞

❝  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.  ❞

❝  i’m only really living in the moments when we’re together.  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.  ❞

❝  it feels like there’s a string around my heart and it’s connected to you.  everywhere you go you’re just tugging me behind,  pulling me towards you.  ❞

❝  you’ve got me in the palm of your hands.  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.  ❞

❝  i no longer know where i end and you begin.  you’ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,  you’re all i feel anymore.  ❞

❝  you’ve stolen my heart,  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.  ❞

❝  i don’t have perfect words.  i’m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.  i don’t know if you want me.  but i’m yours.  and at this point however it is you need me,  i’m here.  ❞

❝  you’re the only thing that matters anymore.  i can’t eat,  i can’t sleep—  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.  you’re all i think about.  i’m useless except when i’m yours.  ❞

❝  i haven’t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.  i’m hoping i’ll get to hear it again.  ❞

❝  when your eyes are on me,  i feel like something worth seeing.  ❞

❝  just let me look at you for a little bit.  ❞

❝  i would do anything for you.  all my lines and rules.  they mean nothing when it comes to you.  it’d cross and break them all just to make you happy.  ❞

[simbasources]

𝐏𝐔𝐓  ’ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ’  𝐈𝐍  𝐌𝐘  𝐀𝐒𝐊  𝐀𝐍𝐃  𝐈  𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋  𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓  𝟏 - 𝟑  𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓  𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃  𝐌𝐄  𝐎𝐅  𝐎𝐔𝐑  𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄𝐒  /  𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏.

[pyrlspite]

due to personal reasons I will be cheating death

[loisnclark]

Send “Because I love you!” for your muse to blurt that out during an argument!

[teal-deer]

what was your first impression of me VS your current impression of me

[askboxmemes]

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

[soulrph]

send in " nodding off... " for the exhausted sender to fall asleep against the receiver's shoulder, and for the receiver's response to this.

[smollnekoo]

Do it for yourself 🌻

[kinsey-jinn]

"see something you like, Harrington?" a little sketch requested by sweet @ cherrymustdie on twitter Eddie really likes Steve's cozy sweater hehe

[hellfireleads]

ghostress​.

her   cheeks   swell   with   puffy   air   of   protest,   lips   tightening   into   a   thin   line,   and   she   opens   her   mouth,   determined   to   say   something,   but   a   new   thought   plants   itself   in   the   verdant   garden   of   her   brain,   and   the   trajectory   of   her   words   change.   “ is   that   a   subtle   way   of   telling   me   that   i   don’t   usually   act   normal ? ”

     well,  eddie  certainly  didn't  think  this  one  through.  but  he  doubts  she'll  get  too  upset,  right?  "do  you  want  me  to  be  honest?"  he  asks,  a  hint  of  a  smile  across  his  features.  but  he  shrugs,  thinking  that  he  actually  can  save  this.  "but  i  mean,  i  also  don't  act  normal,  so.  i  think  we're  both  freaks."  what's  the  saying  ...  bird  of  a  feather?  "normal's  boring  anyways."

[djo]

You’re not a freak. Yeah, I am.