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YOU LONG TO END YOUR LIFE [...] SO YOU NEVER WILL DIE

[syrnis]

           ocean waters rising above your neck  , you feel the glass … start to crack

               ind. highly selective. private. ruka gojou from nanbaka. penned by: cam                               (verses for bnha, kny, tbhk & more). rules & about.

[hellspawnd]

terushima plays drums fuck being a hair stylist this mans on tour.

[lizzyisameme]

Send in ‘🚬’ to catch my muse smoking.

alternately:  send in ‘💨’ for my muse to catch yours smoking.

[hellspawnd]

haha what if i wrote a teruyama fic 

[hellspawnd]

do  y’all  care  for  mom  friend  ?

[hellspawnd]

@dokitm is making me add yttd muses.

[hellspawnd]

@fukenzena​​ spoke:  “  maybe you’re right.  ” yuuji! ♡

“  huh  -  ?  ”  that  was  rare.  people  didn’t  often  admit  you  were  right  ,  so  you  weren’t  to  sure  if  you  heard  correctly.  though  ,  her  tone  seemed  more  dismissive  than  anything  else  -  maybe  she  just  wanted  you  to  shut  up.  nonetheless  ,  you  will  take  opportunity  of  this  situation  ,  after  all  she  had  handed  you  a  golden  ticket.  (  a  golden  ticket  to  be  a  complete  asshole.  )

“  of  course  i’m  right  !  so  are  ya’  gonna  hand  over  your  number  like  i  was  talkin’  about  ?  like  i  said  before  ,  if  ya’  give  me  your  number  there’s  a  likely  chance  i’ll  leave  you  alone  faster.  ”  a  whole  idiot.

[hellspawnd]

@  edelgard  muses.  fight  him  behind  dennys  you  COWARDS.

[hellspawnd]

@fukenzena​ spoke:  “  what happened here?  ” lev!  ♡

“  kuroo  is  what  happened  !  ”  a  loud  complain  ,  not  unusual  for  you  ,  but  still  loud  enough  to  earn  a  glare  from  kuroo.  scowl  turns  into  a  pout  ,  arms  cross  with  exasperation.  volleyballs  scattered  all  over  the  gym  floor  ,  along  with  sweat  -  (  &  some  of  your  tears  !  ).  during  practice  ,  you  had  slipped  on  the  sweat  ,  &  bashed  your  face  against  the  floor  under  you  -  causing  your  nose  to  bleed.  you’re  convinced  your  nose  is  broken  ,  but  kuroo  said  you  were  overreacting.  holding  the  tissue  up  to  your  nose  ,  a  whine  soon  to  follow.  “  if  he  didn’t  push  me  so  hard  i  wouldn’t  have  slipped  !  ”

[hellspawnd]

@fukenzena​​ spoke:  “  what are you waiting for?  ” kageyama  ♡

the  other’s  presence  had  startled  you  ,  a  voice  seemingly  out  of  no  where.  (  usually  so  aware  of  your  surroundings  ,  yet  she  had  basically  snuck  up  on  you  !  ).  hands  shoved  in  gym  pockets  ,  eyes  dart  from  her  back  to  the  machine  in  front.  quite  embarrassing  to  be  honest  ,  flush  tempted  to  form  on  pale  cheeks.  “  uh  ...  my  milk.  i  pressed  the  button  ,  but  nothing  came  out.  ”  have  you  tried  kicking  the  machine  ?  yes.  but  did  it  work  ?  clearly  not.  so  instead  of  giving  up  your  money  ,  you  will  wait  for  the  machine.  too  stubborn  to  just  walk  away  ,  the  drink  machine  will  not  beat  you  !

[promptfairy]

𝟑, 𝟒, 𝟓   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄

“  let’s go home.  ” “  um,  excuse me?  ” “  you broke it.  ” “  need a hand?  ” “  please,  help me.  ” “  i missed you.  ” “  i’m not sorry.  ” “  tell the truth.  ” “  what happened here?  ” “  got a minute?  ” “  life’s a bitch.  ” “  you’ve done enough.  ” “  i’m still learning.  ” “  don’t touch me.  ” “  was that you?  ” “  there’s no god.  ” “  you deserve better.  ” “  you’re a saint.  ” “  you are enough.  ” “  maybe you’re right.  ” “  this will pass.  ” “  you complete me.  ” “  you got this.  ”

𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

“  don’t be so dramatic.  ” “  no guts,  no glory.  ” “  i’m calling for help.  ” “  run away with me.  ” “  it’s always been you.  ” “  some things take time.  ” “  you’re being awfully quiet.  ” “  please don’t hurt me.  ” “  snap out of it.  ” “  did you miss me?  ” “  how do i look?  ” “  i wanna get better.  ” “  whatever floats your boat.  ” “  i’ll love you always.  ” “  what are you waiting for?  ” “  at least i tried.  ” “  give me a kiss.  ” “  what’s the fucking point?  ” “  god,  i love you.  ” “  i’m doing my best.  ” “  i waited for you.  ” “  you woke me up.  ” “  stay with me tonight.  ”

𝐅𝐈𝐕𝐄

“  you can’t keep doing this.  ” “  i think i love you  …  ” “  you make me feel special.  ” “  are you upset with me?  ” “  you need to heal first.  ” “  let me see the wound.  ” “  is your brain even on?  ” “  don’t give up on me.  ” “  you are perfect to me.  ” “  i can’t take this anymore.  ” “  you are my favorite person.  ” “  you had me at  ‘  hello.  ’   ” “  i wanted to see you.  ” “  don’t give me that look.  ” “  you’re a work of art.  ” “  i’m not scared of you.  ” “  i have  …  so many questions.  ”  “  do you think i’m stupid?  ” “  just tell me what happened.  ” “  i just want to help.  ” “  we need to be careful.  ” “  what did you just say?  ” “  i miss talking to you.  ”

[hellspawnd]

terushima & nishinoya were leash kids.

[hellspawnd]

sayu / gosutm​

      the violin continues playing a majestic music which echoes throughout the empty lands. sayu sits by herself, with closed eyes whilst a low sigh escapes her lips. though, by the looks of it, her ears are not alone. the moment she hears footsteps coming, a hand works on finishing the music faster henceforth sparks of unnatural flames continuously flowing through strings. when she’s done, the prince sat next to her.  ❛ a-ah….prince zuko… ❜  the maiden speaks out softly before setting the instrument on her lap, the expression ever so sad.  ❛ yes, i’m fine…uh, i just wanted to take a break and, well… practice my music. is there something you needed…? ❜ 

her  music  was  always  so  peaceful  ,  yet  backed  up  with  emotions  some  never  get  to  experience.  pain  ,  trauma  ,  loss  ...  everything  she  felt  was  put  into  mere  notes  ,  it  resonated  with  you.  her  music  was  like  ...  well  music  to  your  ears.  it  made  your  heart  soar  ,  yet  it  gave  you  a  sense  of  home.  she  always  gave  you  that  feeling  ,  of  warmth  &  home.  only  a  feeling  that  people  closest  to  you  can  give  ,  yet  you’re  too  blind  &  naive  to  see  the  truth.  “  i’ve  told  you  before  ,  just  zuko  is  fine.  ”  wanting  to  drop  the  royal  status  that  held  you  down  ,  chained  to  your  ankles  ,  chained  to  your  father.  “  i  was  just  checkin’  in  on  you  as  all.  you  looked  ...  ”  you  hesitate  ,  glancing  at  the  instrument  on  her  lap.  “  ...  distraught  ,  i  guess.  ”

[hellspawnd]

ebony / mschfmakr​

     you almost sigh in relief but then you note the way he lifts up a lance of his own, watch as he points it towards you. so it would be like that then. own lance is settled in palm, both hands gripping to twirl it lightly within grasp before it’s held out once more towards the other. the two of you had trained together before, of course, but this would be a first. no one around to call things for one another, but rather something for you both to call yourselves.

     ‘  …alright. you’ve got yourself a deal, dimi.  ’ body lowers itself into proper fighting stance, lance held with point towards him while a grin paints itself across your features. ‘  whenever you’re ready then.  ’

you  take  it  upon  yourself  to  lower  your  stance  ,  just  enough  to  give  yourself  swifter  movements.  you’ve  examined  her  fighting  style  ,  as  a  house  leader  should  do  with  each  of  their  members.  you’ve  yet  to  memorize  her  techniques  ,  but  you  know  enough  to  snag  a  win.  hand  tightened  around  your  lance  ,  before  you  lurch  forward.  instead  of  just  swinging  at  will  ,  your  eyes  watch  her  movements.  will  she  back  up  ,  or  measure  up  to  the  challenge  &  leave  it  up  to  brute  strength  ?  either  way  ,  you  have  a  plan.  you  will  get  her  to  take  a  break  if  it  kills  you  both.

[hellspawnd]

riku / bloedend​

 @hellspawnd​

                        ‘ Hmmph! ’

The searing pain that coursed through Riku’s muscles, prominently in her forearms and thighs, begged for momentary abatement: a brief repose in which the aching would be able to alleviate. The ball which she had tried to receive had leaped into the opposite direction, not the change in course she had aimed for. Eyebrows pulled together into an irked frown and with her wrist, she wiped away beads of sweat that had formed at the temples.

‘ Sorry, Asahi-san, but could you give me one more? ’

The Ace was panting himself, hair which was previously pulled into a bun now in total disarray, brown strands of disheveled hair framing his face. ‘ One more? It’s getting a bit late though, Toshiro. Maybe we should start cleaning up? ’ He feigned a smile, mind frantically searching for ways to get out of her request.

‘ I have not been able to dig up most of your spikes. Please, I will get the last one. ’

Her senior sighed in defeat and pressed his lips down to form a thin, firm line. A hard, obvious swallow and he averted his gaze towards the other libero which stood in the gym.

‘ Say, Nishinoya, can’t we just pick this up at another time? ’

frustrations  written  on  pale  features  as  sweat  drips  down  your  forehead  ,  brows  knit  together  as  stance  tightens  ,  knowing  you  should  be  loose  but  -  this  was  so  annoying  !  almost  missing  every  single  of  of  asahi’s  new  spikes  ,  how  can  you  call  yourself  a  libero  !  a  guardian  deity  !  protector  of  the  team  !  it  was  embarrassing  to  miss  each  spike  so  far.  eyes  dart  to  the  other  ,  glare  for  a  moment  before  softening  your  gaze.

“  are  ya’  giving  up  so  early  ,  riku  !?  i  haven’t  been  able  to  properly  receive  all  of  these  -  i  can’t  just  leave  !  ”  filled  with  energy  ,  coursing  through  your  veins  with  each  little  movement.  “  one  more  !  ”  you  yell  to  the  ace  ,  hand  waving  in  excitement.  hinata’s  &  kageyama’s  endless  amounts  of  energy  must’ve  rubbed  off  on  you.

as  the  other  sent  another  serve  ,  harder  &  stronger  than  the  last.  faster  than  the  speed  of  sound  you  move  ,  acting  on  instinct.  the  ball  hits  your  forearms  ,  causing  you  to  stumble  back  slightly  ,  the  ball  being  knocked  off  course.  biting  lower  lip  ,  brows  furrow  together.  “  tch.  ”  anger  more  prominent  than  before  ,  but  better  to  keep  a  cool  ,  level  head. 

“  fine  !  we  can  take  a  break.  asahi  you  can  go  home  ,  i’ll  have  riku  serve  for  me.  ”  smiling  at  the  girl  ,  excitement  still  clear  on  your  features  despite  the  anger  from  a  moment  ago.

[hellspawnd]

no. 3 / shaashin​

          jet   black   sleeve  pressed  against  shy  lips ,  bird - like  hand  resting  by  his  side  as  the   freshly   baked   mystery   eyes  the  girl  with  braids   &&   vintage ,  but   stylish   glasses.  pink  iris  locked  onto  the  female  mystery ,  only  blinking  as  he  allows  for  a  bit  of  silence  to   drag   on   after  her  question.  hand  lowers  when  the  pinkette  takes  a   breath   just  before  speaking.     ❛     ah.  y ─ yeah !  guess  i  am.  i’m   mitsuba  ,   &&   i’m  the  current   no.   3  ,   i  think.   i’m …  still   NEW   at  all  of  this ,  though …  tsukasa - kun  didn’t  really   explain   much  about  it.  he  kinda  just  gave  me  these  cool  clothes   &&   said  that   mirror   place   is  my  boundary  or  something  like  that …  u ─ um !  am  i   in   trouble   or  something … ?  is  that  why  i’m   here  ?  tsukasa - kun  told  me  to  visit  the   art   room  ,  so  i  just  listened …     ❜

“  no  need  to  panic  -  i’m  not  going  to  hurt  you.  it’s  very  nice  to  meet  you  mitsuba.  ”  smiling  softly  at  the  younger  of  the  two  ,  you  can’t  help  but  be  nice.  unsure  of  how  to  deal  with  younger  people  -  but  you’ll  try  your  best  to  be  nice.  knowing  how  awful  tsukasa  can  be  first  hand  ,  wanting  him  to  feel  safe  ...  at  least  for  a  little  bit.  turning  back  towards  your  painting  ,  one  leg  crossed  over  the  other  ,  cerulean  eyes  unwavering  from  the  canvas.  you  hate  it.  you’ve  always  hated  it.  but  you’ll  pretend  you  enjoy  the  chaos  you  create.  “  well  ...  i  asked  him  to  get  you  actually.  i  figured  us  mysteries  have  to  stay  together  -  so  i  wanted  to  get  to  know  you.  ”  a  soft  stroke  of  the  brush  to  follow  ,  smiling  softly  to  yourself.

[hellspawnd]

kageyama / crowconquer​

        FROM HIS PERIPHERAL, kageyama sees one of nekoma’s players. lev. kageyama knows the boy’s name, since hinata is the equivalent of a pokedex. instead of reciting pokemon, hinata will list of any && all volleyball players he knows. kageyama blinks once he realizes that lev’s approaching him. the genuine nature to that smile catches kageyama off guard. ❝ && you’re lev ?? ❞kageyama glances at the ball, then looks back up with a subtle grin. ❝ might be fun to see kuroo get a little mad. but sure– i’ll help. ❞ he leads lev to an area on the court where they can practice. ❝ i’m kageyama, by the way. ❞

oh  !  he  actually  remembered  your  name  !  thinking  the  setter  knew  nothing  of  him  ,  a  bit  flattered  didn’t  even  begin  to  cover  it.  following  the  other  like  a  lost  puppy  ,  a  smile  rests  on  your  lips  ,  much  larger  than  before.  you  might  not  be  the  best  at  volleyball  -  not  by  a  long  shot  ,  but  overwhelming  positivity  is  where  you  shine  best  !  “  seeing  kuroo  mad  is  not  fun  ,  so  thank  you  kageyama.  ”  be  sure  to  remember  it  !  standing  near  the  back  of  the  court  ,  giving  a  thumbs  up  to  setter.