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Hello! Welcome to my blog, little imps!
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{ He/him, 20s years, just call me Az or any pet name, really. }
top!male!reader getting jealous of how close shidou is getting to my pretty hips king sae?
"Oh, come on, dear. Have you seen him? With that, even Cardi B will stand with him and say, "Fuck, yes, I'm definitely bi," you know?"
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#a.n. : Don't fucking ask where I was. The main thing that I'm back, my men... Probably, lmao. But I will try. <3 That was hard to write, because... I will be too, Shidou, I will be too. It's not proofread, btw.
!!Warnings: top!dom!male!reader, sub!bottom!Shidou, Shidou theoretically discussing Sae in different matters, light choking, unprepared sex, a little pain from that obviously, VERY MUCH of dirty talk, reader forces him to talk and talk, it's kinds angst because for me jealousy is not a fleeting feeling, but Shidou is not cheating or loves Sae, really, it's just reader there is slightly or not slightly insecure, hurt/comfort kinda, VERY strange Shidou's fantasies and very strange pet names from him.
After your post I got curious â do you have any characters you kin?
Everyone has kinns!! Here are mine, according to my husband, because he knows me better than I do, I suppose.
Blue Lock cast headcanons who would be the absolute pillow prince, who would be the power bottom, who would be the dominant bottom, who would be the most submissive and eager bottom and who would just enjoy normal sex
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#a.n. : here is just a listing of characters under different categories. Here are absolutely all male characters that ever appeared in the title (for lovers of one millisecond time characters lmao, if you idk who is that that's completely ok tho), and they can be repeated, because well... Not everyone always behaves the same. Have fun. đ»
!!Warnings: bottom!sub!characters, dom!top!gn (implied male tho)!reader, and... Implied sexual activities, that's all. Read whoever wants, actually. It is not mentioned whether there is penetration or they are just lying and you are on top of them, so imagine what your heart desires. AND let me explain the difference between a power bottom and a dominant bottom from my point. The first type is someone who wouldn't mind switching roles, just someone who likes to switch (or just wants to annoy their partner by moving too slowly or vice versa, whatever, just brats in general). But the second type is more adamant that if they are dominating the scene, they will be dominant from start to finish (although they wouldn't mind switching either, but they are more strict about it, while the first type does it just for fun).
Late but I'm curious, did you see your husband in sae? I mean the way you describe both are so similar lololl
https://www.tumblr.com/hellsslibrary/776205304084955136/hi-this-is-absolutely-out-of-curiosity-i-really?source=share
I think so, yeah. I generally have a type for such characters and my husband is also similar to him or similar characters in a way.
If words could describe how much I love tall, athletic guys with a bitch face, who use one emotion a year and who are straightforward as hell, the world would be a better place. đ„
Holy shit you're alive here comes the best male reader x bllk writer world be nice â€ïžâđ©č
Thank you so much!! I am so happy to hear that. Glad you like it and considering your next message, don't worry!! You are absolutely lovely, honestly. đ»
I have a request for you!! How about a Sae being fucked after he lost a match and frustrated he fights with the reader, one thing leads to another and he ends up crying while the reader penetrates him.
CAN YOU DO IT PLEASE, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH, I DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH, I SPEAK SPANISH, BUT I LOVE WHAT YOU WRITE.
Thanks!
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#a.n. : hey, bitches. Don't ask where I've been, you can assume that life has been too good and I've been in heaven for the last... A couple months(?) and I have 89 requests. I'll do them, yeah. I'll try, really hard. I'll do a couple today. ,
!!Warnings: top!male!reader, bottom!Sae, Sae is slightly more dominant but there's no dom/sub, crying (obviously), by the way, it's mostly hurt/comfort, not sexual contact, but a little later in the beginning and at the very end it's still there (I was drawn to something more tragic, and I also just can't imagine Sae crying during sex, so I did it emotionally), pretty wholesome overall!!
Only a 6/10đ? IMO I thought it was like a 7.5/10 or somewhere around that but I also thought the plot was cool so Iâm biased ig (also didnât like the ending that much, felt cheap in a way? The villain was hot tho and I actually liked his character) I liked the short dude with the hammer the most and then the one with long hair (fubuki?) I started the second playthrough with the girl mc just to get the achievement (it took me like 47 hours to finish the game with yuito)
The ending is too obvious for my taste. That's why I only gave it a six. I would have given it even lower if the plot wasn't so funny. MAYBE my opinion would have changed if my nerves had been enough to get through the second MC, but no.
you ainât 6â7
Anon, who has never seen tall people, for you I measured my height again. And thank you for letting me know my mistake, I really am not 6'7, I am 6'4 (193 cm), thank you very much. đ»
Have you played Scarlet Nexus? I think itâs entirely plot driven but itâs a fun game (although the fighting can get repetitive sometimes) plus thereâs two mcâs with different plot lines but their stories connect
Yes!! Although I only played it from Yuito's perspective (I didn't particularly like the plot, I couldn't handle the plot from Kasane's perspective). Not my favorite type of plot, so I'd give it a 6/10, but it's funny in principle.
Can u do smut with top m! reader with shidou and sae together and nagireo together and perchance sendou being a sassy brat?? đđ
I don't write threesome, that's my biggest turn off lol. Or five... Or six? I don't know what you meant, still no, sorry. đ»
I don't know if you write for this character but I'll ask anyway, sub! eita otoya đđđ I luv him and I haven't seen much of him with a male reader đ
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#a.n. : this was really hard to write because he's literally my least favorite character??? Sorry, not a fan of playboys and that type of character in general. But it was okay to make fun of him a little, so it's okay.
!!Warnings: dom!top!male!reader, sub!bottom!Eita, protected sex, the actual plot is that Eita is a closeted gay man and the reader brings him out of it, slow sex (not romantic, just to make his brain work harder), kind of a mixture of praise and humiliation, I'm not sure, hair pulling.
YOURE SO XUTE ARRGHHHHH
I NEED TO LISTEN ABOUT HOW YOU OR HIM IDK DO PROPOSITION LIKE MARRIAGE IM VERY BAD AT ENGLISH SORRY đŠ đŠ đŠ
Of course, thank you!! We both proposed. I invited him on a cruise on the Pacific Ocean two years ago and there was an evening with a symphony orchestra and I thought "well, now I'll do it". I wanted to do it for about half a year before that, but I kept putting it off. And so, I get down on one knee, give a huge speech, end up crying (I'm a bit of a crybaby, yes), and this man looks at me with a huge smile from ear to ear and takes out a box with a ring from his pocket. It was really funny, we also got a free dinner for newlyweds, lol.
And we didn't have a normal wedding, neither of us are fans of huge parties. We just went, got married, put wedding rings on each other, said our vows, went to a restaurant and I took him away on our honeymoon (although it lasted for eight, but it doesn't matter).
I don't want to bother you so I hope this is okay
How did you and your boyfriends first kiss/time go?
LMAO, the memories of my first kiss are just awful (in a good way). When I was 9 and he was 11, we went to the movies to see some horror movie (his aunt worked at the movies, that's why they let us in in such young age). We were sitting in the back row, I was really laughing at the scenes, while he looked at me like I was an idiot (he always looks at me like that), while I was giggling when the actress on the screen was getting torn apart. Well, anyway, after he took me to the movie, I took his hand and asked him to lean over, I wanted to kiss him on the cheek, but he turned around and I kissed him on the lips...
If you want a conscious kiss, it was when we first started dating, like when I was 12. Anyway, we went on a double date with his friends one time. And they were kissing all the time, it was gross to watch, especially with the guy grabbing her ass all the time (they were 13, guys)... But I said I wanted it too, because we'd been dating for 6 months at that point, but we'd never kissed. So he just leaned over and kissed me, and then blushed so cutely (he's only blushed four times in my life that I can remember, I remember every single one).
And the first time... It happened when I was 18 and he 19 (well, almost 20).
I flew to him when I entered university. I literally ran into him at the airport, because I hadn't seen or touched him for two years, guys. Even he was clingy, well, in his own way. I moved in with him, because he was renting an apartment, well, it was just easier that way. And that same day he sent me to the store, more firmly than he usually did, well, I went without asking questions, of course. And when I come, I don't find him anywhere, until I go into the bedroom and fuck... He was lying there in just a silk robe and stockings, and I just, I don't know, I had such a strange surge of emotions then. And it was incredibly, terribly messy, because we were both virgins in a physical sense, but everything went wonderfully. I even still remember how it was. :( He sucked me off (it was indescribable), then he allowed me to do it back, and even finger him (it was terrible, but he still enjoyed it), and then after billions of times convincing me that everything would be ok, I fucked him. Well... We did this for about two hours, counting the breaks, and it was cosmically good, although I got beaten with a pillow for biting his chest too hard, lol, although almost every intimate moment of ours ends like that.
Hai haiiii!
Hope you are doing fine and dandy!
I have read your latest posts and I just wanna say that you both are so cute (ur husband and u>:))
So Soo I was curious! Since the dom/sub dynamics stereotypically depends on the height difference if not the personalities, What are your And Mr. Husband's heights if i may ask? Its completely okay if u dont wanna answer!
Oh And another question! Do u have preferences kinks when it comes to ur private time? :3 Again i think these are too personal so its oki to not answer them and sorry for making you uncomfortable in advance!
Tysm for ur time And dont forget to stay hydrated! đ€
-Z
Hi, Z!! Thank you very much!!
For us, it doesn't depend on height at all, because I'm much taller than him. I'm about 6'7 (201 cm), and my wonderful man is 6'0 (182.5 cm). For us, it's decided by his mood (I don't give a damn who dominates). It's just that if he feels especially cheeky, which happens quite rarely, then he even provokes me to dominate, lol. Otherwise, I'm allowed to dominate only if I had an irritable day at work (he is a dentist, I am a family and relationship lawyer, yes), or if he feels tired (which is also quite rare).
As for kinks and preferences in general... There's nothing special on my part, everything is pretty typical. I just want him to feel good and I just like normal, romantic sex, but he... He's a real pervert, and I don't mind. Mostly, if we don't get too carried away, he just likes to ride me (and I really like looking at his back, I repeat, I have a very big fetish for the spine, lmao). He also likes to tie me up sometimes with my own ties, or oh my god he really likes role-playing games like patient and doctor, considering that he has a lot of doctor's uniform from his internships at university.
You can read more about something specific here, sweetie.
Omg?? HELP WHY IS IT SO RELATIONSHIP GOAL CODED!! good communication, plot from a vanilla smut manga, and open expressions.. omg!
I feel really happy for the both of you! You both seem really loving (and we all love a good power bottom). I want more story times! Like how did it go? Were there any drama? How did he realize his own feelings? Etc. need more!
By the way, if we're allowed to ask more, I'm really curious about your(and his) kinks/fetishes. Again, no need to answer if uncomfortable!
Thank you, we are very proud of it. We are both two mature men after all. As for the drama, there was none, except for one moment. Literally a couple of days before the relationship began, Michael (my man) told me that he was friends with a girl (I donât remember her name anymore, but letâs call her Sarah). And then he introduced me to her, and this Sarah literally clung to him. Just so you understand, he is not tactile at all, he hates when someone other than me touches him, so imagine my shock when I see that she is literally squeezing him in her arms, and he does not mind??? I burst into tears then, to be honest. But he explained that this was a girl from his neighbor, with whom his mother introduced him and that same day he confessed to her that he was gay and in love with me. She was incredibly shocked (she is very homophobic, lol), but accepted it, because she loves me, and considered me the only option, since her son is gay. But that day I experienced such incredible stress, I thought that that was it, he didnât love me.
When we were older, we had like three fights??? But I just can't stand it when he's angry with me, so I come to him a few minutes later when he's cooled down and we discuss everything, but we never yell, he just expresses his dissatisfaction to me very sharply, but then he realizes it. So we never fought too much, just small omissions.
How our relationship started... I just asked my dad to invite him over to some made up party (he literally invited him to a "my son's first step" party). And he teased me about it and I got really upset because I still didn't know he loved me too and went out on the porch to sit. I thought he was treating me like a kid because well I'm two years younger but he just sat next to me and we stared at the sunset for a few minutes and then out of nowhere he just says "I love you, idiot. Just teasing, didn't mean any of it. If you hadn't made the first step you wouldn't have bumped into me as a kid y'know?" I then looked at him like he was the greatest miracle in the world (because he is) and just gave him the biggest hug which made us fall off the porch lol but it was more than worth it. He literally had to drag me into the house because I wouldn't leave his side (he used the privilege until I hit puberty and grew taller than him, heh).
According to him, he realized his feelings when he was about 12 years old (for comparison, I realized them exactly at the moment we met, I never stopped believing that this man was mine, even if I was 4). He was going through a hard time then, puberty, his mother was an alcoholic, his father loved his sister more, all that stuff. And he was into self-harm, not much, but it happened. His friends once saw it and laughed, saying that he was asking for attention, and I just hit one of them then, pushing Michael behind my back and threatened those guys. I donât know what motivated me then, considering that there were five of them, they were bigger, and I definitely wouldnât have won the fight, but I was scared for him then, I wanted no one to hurt him ever again. And when they left, saying they didn't want to deal with the child, I immediately started looking at his hands frantically to make sure he hadn't gotten anything into the wounds and that they were well treated. It was one of the three times I saw him cry (not counting intimate ones), I thought I had upset him then. :(
And kinks! So many people want to know about this, it's even funny. If I don't mention what I said here, then I would say that I personally have a HUGE kink for praise, I love it when he praises me and I love to do it back. I also have a kink for body worship, sometimes we even go into role-playing games like something divine or angelic, because in my eyes he is exactly that. Mmm, if you don't count my spine fetish, then I also love breasts and legs in general, no matter hips, knees, feet, really. I incredibly love sucking his chest, not even in an intimate way, I just love lying and chewing on his nipple, it strangely relaxes me. I really like to leave marks on him (it doesn't matter if it's hickeys, bites, or maybe bruises from handprints), I swear, even if he covered my mouth and tied me up (which he does quite often), I would still manage to leave a couple. I also absolutely love looking at him in feminine clothes. He has a very androgynous appearance and if he were to wear makeup, he could easily be mistaken for a girl. And he looks so otherworldly??? I swear, every time I come home from work and see him in lingerie or, God forbid, in silk dressing gowns, my knees buckle.
As for him, I can make a very long list, but I will tell you about something more common (you can ask again if you are interested). His fetishes are my hands (especially my wrists, I have veiny hands with thin fingers, he really likes that), my eyes (I have one eye divided in half by brown and green, well, the right side is brown, and the left is green, he really likes that) and my muscles in general (I am a bodybuilder, I do not hide it, and he really likes it, so of course, I work out). Kinky... He loves dirty talk, well, he loves to do the talking himself, and he's VERY good at it. But he also loves it when I talk, although I'm usually very vocal in sex and I don't have time to talk, but when I'm in that mood, then yes. He loves overstimulation or orgasm denial, he just knows that I won't argue, maybe whine, but never argue. So he just takes advantage of it (with consent of course). He also hates sex with a condom, it's easier for him to wash my sperm off his body or inside, though I don't know why, he just doesn't like the feeling (but everything is fine, we don't have STDs and we are each other's only partners, so everything is safe). What else... Does he have a weird fetish, if you can call it that, for calling me "puppy"? I don't know, it excites him, it excites me too, so everything is fine, I just remind him of a Doberman. He loves to dance for me, he seriously went to striptease, twerk, belly dancing, lap dancing for me and learned to dance them. I have a little voyeuristic inclinations, but it's more like "I like to watch and I like when I'm not allowed to touch". And oh my god, these are the best moments of my life, he's such a tease at such moments. He also loves it when I pull his hair. Not harshly, just when I pull it to kiss him or just to pull his head back. We both have long hair (mine is down to my shoulder blades, his is down to his waist), so it's welcomed on my part too. And finally... I don't know. He really loves fucking to music, he sometimes deliberately doesn't let me push into him myself (we mostly fuck in cowgirl or reverse cowgirl positions, so I don't really have that privilege, but this way I'm even more deprived of it) until a song ends or until I start begging him if he stretches it out over several songs.
i literally love the way you mention your husband sm on your blog, itâs the cutest shit ever. (just out of curiosity) would you consider the two of you to be childhood sweethearts or was there phase that the two of you werenât together??? itâs totally fine if you donât wanna answer, i just really wanted to say how cute it is that you mention him
Thank you!! I just love this man more than anything in my life. Anyway, we met in kindergarten and we had playgrounds nearby and I somehow made my way to his, and since he is two years older, I bumped into him, breaking some nightstand in half and fuck when he said "watch where you are going, idiot" and extended his hand to me, I knew that he would be mine. Then it turned out that we lived in the same multi-story building, on different floors and I was constantly running after him for walks. When he were in high school and I was 14, I finally got him to agree to a date with me (he was in love, he is just terribly stubborn). Then at 18 he flew away to another country to study and we had a long-distance relationship until I went to study there too in two years, but in a different faculty... So I would say that we were rather the only love of each other in our entire lives.