Tw: Vent
I'm upset, sad, disappointed in humanity... I don't even know what the hell I feel.
I was on my way home on the bus, and right in the middle of the damn street was the dead body of a kitten. Headless, squashed, and with all its organs hanging out. Cars kept driving over it like nothing was wrong.
And the worst part is, because of the severe impact, he probably didn't die instantly. He was probably run over multiple times.
I cried a lot, too much. And in fact, my heart still aches. My mom told me I shouldn't cry, that I'd see worse things studying veterinary medicine.
But damn it, seeing its organs doesn't upset me, it doesn't even disgust me. What upset me is the way in the cat lost his life, it hurts that he died in pain and cruelty.
I can only wish he's in a better place, far from the streets and scavenging for food in the trash. But oh, how I hate us.
