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i am always in love
i have matured more weirdly. im at this crossroad between in the internet and out of it. one time my friend told me i went off the grid. is this what peace is or controlled isolation?
also it is apparent that i have lost weight i mean my job is physical i just idk cant see it fully. the change? people do treat me different but i go hours without looking in the mirror thinking i am way below. i then look at myself and it just confuses me like thats me? i find relationships and friendships difficult. i have screwed up my psyche.
i think my ed is actually healing if that makes sense? i mean i was never too active recently with it but it loomed over my head every day. im starting to go to the gym and eating more whole foods. hopefully i see results if not i hope i dont fall back in worse.
im so scared of the thought of being put on adhd medication and turning into a zombie
its so weird how like i have the control in me to get back into my ed but at the same time i just never fall back into it because im SO FUCKING BORED and gotta do something to distract myself from my intense emotions. not even stimulants help my boredom like i genuinely think once i get ahold of nic its gonna be rough but being sober/sh free feels like im trapped i literally cant be this normal. i think i might put this energy into working out or something it’ll probably do me better.
Dealing With Executive Dysfunction - A Masterpost
The “getting it done in an unconventional way” method.
The “it’s not cheating to do it the easy way” method.
The “fuck what you’re supposed to do” method.
The “get stuff done while you wait” method.
The “you don’t have to do everything at once” method.
The “it doesn’t have to be permanent to be helpful” method.
The “break the task into smaller steps” method.
The “treat yourself like a pet” method.
The “it doesn’t have to be all or nothing” method.
The “put on a persona” method.
The “act like you’re filming a tutorial” method.
The “you don’t have to do it perfectly” method.
The “wait for a trigger” method.
The “do it for your future self” method.
The “might as well” method.
The “when self discipline doesn’t cut it” method.
The “taking care of yourself to take care of your pet” method.
The “make it easy” method.
The “junebugging” method.
The “just show up” method.
The “accept when you need help” method.
The “make it into a game” method.
The “everything worth doing is worth doing poorly” method.
The “trick yourself” method.
The “break it into even smaller steps” method.
The “let go of should” method.
The “your body is an animal you have to take care of” method.
The “fork theory” method.
The “effectivity over aesthetics” method.
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Having your main anxiety response be Avoidance is crazy cause you'll think you're chillin and then one day you're like waitttt I've been paralyzed with fear this whole time. Damn
Was anybody else playing dead the whole time they were teenagers or is that just a me problem. Like I'm 20 now and I'm like Oh shit I didn't do anything. Because I'm scared
i kinda realized this throughout my whole life but ignored it and now hitting a new age of 19 and im like whoa i really wasted all these years because of fear? its hard to break the cycle especially if thats all you been taught as a child but slowly getting there hopefully.
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there is a special kind of loneliness that comes at the end of summer. even as the sun’s warmth lingers, there’s a quiet feeling that something has slipped away. like the last echo of laughter carried off by the wind. this time of year always brings a touch of sadness & melancholy but within that sadness, there’s also this strange comfort. a hope that despite the ending, new beginnings are just around the corner
can I not earn a living wage simply from being a genuine joy to have in class
it's been one of those weeks pass me the thinness of my life quote
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do you ever feel like yay!!! .. and yippee!! .. yahoo!!! ..but then you feel urgh ..... urghhhjjhggh ...... uurghghjjjggkghgghhg urghhhh .....
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girl help i've trapped myself into a self-fulfilling prophecy of loneliness and isolation
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