i. DELICATE.

independent original muse from the twilight saga. written by ana.

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BRAVADO.    an  opposite  effect  when  she  pulls  her  hand  back.  this  deadly  girl  has  captured  cities.  has  seen  valor  stained  heroes  fall  to  their  knees.   ichor  drips  from  her  lips  like  it  is  nothing  to  behold.  like  she  is  everything  to  behold.  coquette  lover   ;   makes  them  want  to  die !   yet  this  has  not  been  her  usual  routine.    ❝   what  is  it  you  think  i  want  you  to  be?  ❞     she     /      tides.  for  this  is  such  a  calm  nature.   the  gentle  zephyr  over  a  lake’s  morning  pull,   but  she  has  swallowed  gods  like  oceans.   ❝ you  stupid,  stupid  boy.  all  you  have  to  be  is  yourself.  isn’t  this  freeing?  you  think  this  gift  is  some  sort  of  prison.  it’s  one  i  begged  for,  once.  you  can  be  cold  as  ice.  you  can  be  a  god.  or  you  can  be  as  gentle  as  you  wish.  stop  weeping  for  your  own  self  and  begin  again.  ❞

  IT TAKES A  moment before his self - control is seeping from his body.  hand snaps out to grab a hold of her wrist.  there is nothing left guarding him.  something within his soul blazes deep within, like an open flame  /  she is the gasoline.  his fingers tighten as eyes lock with hers.       ❛   nothing about this is freeing, jessamine.  i am trapped here.  with you.  i can’t leave in fear i’m going to kill someone.  there is nothing i can do except stay here.  i will never see my family again.  i will never be myself again.  ❜      he’s not sure where his sudden outburst has come from, but with another step he’s closer than he’d ever been.       ❛   don’t call me stupid.   ❜

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❛  i’ve got it,  i’ve got it!  i’m all right!  ❜ ❛  you fell down two flights of stairs.  you went through a window.  ❜ ❛  i’ll do whatever it takes to make you safe again.  ❜ ❛  i’m alive because of you.  ❜ ❛  i’m stronger than i thought.  ❜ ❛  you’re in here because of me.  ❜ ❛  ( name ),  calm down,  everything’s alright.  ❜ ❛  you just can’t say stuff like that to me.  ever.  ❜ ❛  rip him apart and burn the pieces.  ❜ ❛  where else am i gonna go?  ❜ ❛  where should i meet you?  ❜ ❛  uh-huh.  i heard that before.  ❜ ❛  like that’ll help.  i can smell her/you from across the field.  ❜ ❛  i put a new can of pepper spray in your bag.  ❜ ❛  i’d never given much thought to how i’d die.  ❜ ❛  c’mon,  we gotta talk boys!  are you being safe?  ❜ ❛  dying in the place of someone i love seems like a good way to go.  ❜ ❛  i have to go home now.  you have to take me home.  ❜ ❛  you were a stubborn child,  weren’t you?  ❜ ❛  do you trust me?  ❜ ❛  what’s my other option?  ❜ ❛  when everything’s done,  i’m going to come back and get you.  ❜ ❛  you know i won’t be able to stop.  ❜ ❛  leave me alone!  it’s over!  get out!  ❜ ❛  she’s only got minutes left.  ❜ ❛  that’s gonna be a home run,  right?  ❜ ❛  i’m gonna make it go away.  i’ll make it go away.  ❜ ❛  what am i gonna say to him?  ❜ ❛  death is peaceful.  easy.  life is harder.  ❜ ❛  i just want to try one thing.  stay really still.  ❜ ❛  i can’t hurt him.  ❜ ❛  ( name ),  you are my life now.  ❜ ❛  this isn’t real.  this kind of stuff doesn’t exist.  ❜ ❛  we can do more stuff together.  ❜ ❛  you’re not gonna drive home right now.  ❜ ❛  ( name ), c’mon. i just—  i just got you back.  ❜ ❛  i can’t ever lose control with you.  ❜ ❛  why don’t you lemme drive?  ❜ ❛  if i don’t leave now then i’m just gonna be stuck here like mom.  ❜ ❛  what if he kills one of us first?  ❜ ❛  babe,  c’mon,  it’s just a game.  ❜ ❛  is it enough just to have a long and happy life with me?  ❜ ❛  i’ll keep her safe,  ( name ).  ❜ ❛  you’re ready right now?  ❜ ❛  i/we won’t be bothering you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i dream about being with you forever.  ❜ ❛  if anything happens,  i swear to god.  ❜ ❛  i’m not gonna end your life for you.  ❜ ❛  i think it best if you leave.  ❜ ❛  you don’t know what you’re saying.  ❜ ❛  what,  now he’s coming after me?  ❜

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*    shecraved      :

OH    ,    NEWBORNS    !          their  fate  lies  solely  upon  the  intentions  of  their  creators    .          mayhem    ,    companionship    ,    or  simple  impulse    .          the  possibilities  were  endless    .          this  particular  one  intrigues  her  though    .          inquisitive  mind    !          she  must  know  why  he  was  made  and  what  a  certain  plague  created  him  for    .          ❛          i’d  like  to  know  you    ,    that’s  all    .          ❜          deceiving  grin   .          she  plays  the  role  of  a  nymph    .          ❛          i’m  octavia    ,    and  you  are    ?          ❜

  HOLLOW CHEST  ;  HE  wonders if he would feel different if he was still alive.  if he would be scared of the look within her eyes.  he supposes he would.  but he isn’t now.  instead, he feels a lot like his chest    /    hollow.       ❛   bored.  why do you want to know me  ?   ❜

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COTTON  CANDY  SWEET!    it’s  in  the  eyes.  the  doe  of  the  mourning.  sepulcher  two.   she  does  not  allow  room  for  gaucherie.   ❝   and  so  you  should  be.  i’ve  done  nothing  to  harm  you,  and  i  never  will.  i  saved  you. ❞   petals  part,  her  mouth  lingering  in  the  smallest  of  separations  in  faux  contemplation.  then  the  search  of  those  brown  hues,  as  if  she’s  searching  for  a  reason  he  could  hate  her  so  much.  this  is  of  her  volition,  to  be  so  vulnerable.  ❝   how  could  you  hate  me  so  much?  why,  connor?    am  i  not  good  enough?  ❞   a  soft  plea!  as  if  she  is  truly  broken  apart,  inside  and  out.  

  UNNECESSARY BREATH FALLS  between stone - cold lips.  eyes turning away from her red orbs.  just seeing them causes a shiver to run up his spine.  even now.  she is mostly correct.  she saved him after all, but at what cost  ?  he will never be himself again    /    he wonders if he should adopt her personality.  pretend to be better than everyone else.  FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT.       ❛   i don’t know how to be this, jess.  i’m never going to be what you want me to be.   ❜

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kisses !!

  HARDENED LIPS PRESS  to his hardened cheek  ;  and it takes ever ounce of strength not to pull away from her.  she is too much for your heart.  she wishes too much from you.  she wishes things you’re not able to provide.  she wishes strength, power, wisdom.  you lack the things she wants.  you wonder when she will tire of you.  when she will leave you to fend on your own.  would you even survive without her by your side  ?      ❛   good morning to you too.  you’re in a  ...  happy mood.   ❜        /        @ardorers.

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  connor    ‘    i will literally never be happy again ever    ‘    mason  .

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SHEATH  AGAINST  KNIFE.     it  is  with  some  difficulty  that  she  reigns  in  her  impatient  desires.   this  is  not  how  she  behaves  with  some  common  enemy.  this  takes  much  longer.    ❝   there’s  so  many  things  you  hate,  it’s  hard  to  keep  track. ❞    snippy  tone!   it  is  true  she’s  a  creator  of  abattoir.  she  massacred  his  past  self,  brought  him  into  this  other  world.  an  eclipse.  a  sudden  change  from  that  slaughter  of  a  girl.  she’s  now  falsified,  coated  in  pretty  lies.   that  is  what  gods  do,  after  all.  they  create  and  evolve.   ❝   you  are  so ..   you  know,  i  truly  hate  it  when  you  get  like  this.  it  hurts  me.   ❞

  FACE STAYS UNMOVING.  it is so much easier to remain unphased now.  he wonders how he would have reacted to her if his human heart could still beat.  would his cheeks warmth with the attention she gave him  ?  would his hands shake from her touch  ?  he supposed he would never know.       ❛   how very sorry i am to hurt your feelings jess.   ❜      it’s incredible now foreign his own words feel against his mouth.

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*    didn't know how but i always had a feeling.

independent original muse from the twilight saga. loved by ana.

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  EYES FOCUS ON  the woman in front of him.  a part of him is almost scared to ask, but another part off him can’t stop the words from tumbling from his lips.       ❛   is there a reason you’re looking at me that way  ?   ❜        /        @shecraved.

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ANCIENT  BELLWETHER.   she,  dawn.   the  scene  around  them  is  fading  to  a  close.  night  has  fallen  already,  and  she  can  hear  the  steps  next  door  as  people  fall  into  their  beds.  hers  is a  wicked  grin,  laced  in  belladonna  fire.  it  blossoms  like  lunacy,  with  her  eyes  wide  and  mirthful.  this  is  not  one  to  trust    /     it  speaks  volumes  of  prickling  flowers.  ❝  what’s  wrong,  doll?   am  i  not  enough?  ❞    oh,  listen  to  her  dulcet  voice.  the  octave  of  symphony.   nepheliad.   petty  biting  thing.   with  her  hand  she  takes  his.  she  presses  it  to  the  dead,  cool  spot  where  a  beating  heart  once  sang.  ❝   is  this  not  enough?   ❞

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  FINGERS TWITCH BENEATH  her own.  he would never say it, but a part of him hates her.  this was never a life he would have wanted.  but he has no choice.  staying with her to keep himself in check was the only choice he had.       ❛   don’t call me doll.  you know i hate that.   ❜      a sigh falls from his lips as he pulls his hand away from hers.  a part of him wonders if he should be grateful.  it is because of her he is no longer in pain   ...   but then again, a part of him has died at her fingertips.