Kiersten

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get to know about me -> @sydneberkelaar

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Grian angst rant for the day

uhm. copied directly from a conversation w/ a friend. so its unpolished, sorry

!-!

he just. 

fanonically has a lot of trauma and stuff

theres lwk a bit of codependency there too

+the fact he a watcher

so idk theres trauma there

i think the most popular story is that he and pearl were raised by watchers and its r e a l l y bad

cause watchers are meant to be impartial right? so the fact that they get attatched. and. then realise. this should not be happening. and the watchers are like. no. we will keep doing this

also

theres the sort of fear (in grian and pearl- not so much jimmy cause his memory is #notthereanymore cause hes never won) that the watchers could take players and hurt them or even hide them so gri&pearl are constantly operating on this very thin line of defying the watchers but not so much that their friends get punished

but again they are watchers too so (in my favourite watcher fanon) they ALSO need to feed of pain&suffering

this is venturing into more personal theories now

grian&pearl will hurt THEMSELVES instead

pushing everyone away (read:pearl) or being overprotective and cautious and self-sacrificing (more grian)

bcuz right noone else knows noone CAN know

so their suffering alone.

so the desert rite?

test run one

and grian. well. hes- hes never had a home before.

(theres a difference b/w lifers and hermits somewhere. like different versions of the same person)

so he gets in.and. well. hes. this isnt how hes meant to feel. hes not supposed to care. isnt supposed to feel like he belongs with this ragtag group of misfits and weirdos. isnt supposed to have fun. isnt supposed to make friends. isnt supposed to feel protective of scar. isnt supposed to CARE

and then and then

well

it comes down to him and scar. which is hows its supposed to go. this is how hes supposed to feed. hes supposed to enjoy the suffering

but all he can feel

is sorrow.

because he misses them. his friends.

he killed se of them with his own hands. and hes about to kill scar

hes supposed to want this

but he cant

and scar is letting him win

and that hurts so bad because he doesnt deserve this. he doesnt want to remember. doesnt want to lose someone else.

and then hes left there

alone

like hes meant to be

but he misses them

he misses them and and hes not supposed to. he mourns them. and hes not supposed to

he wants this to never happen again

and hes not supposed to

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if Etho doesnt win Past life, the one where he's MOST EXPERIENCED in, the one where he's BEING ASKED FOR HELP by ohter players-

if he dont win i will throw something.

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i threw something.

namely one of my stuffed toys

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already comparing hc s11 joel to hh alastor help what. what is wrong with this man. i love it.

[misswitchgale]

Misadventures has so quickly became one of my favourite smps and I am still obsessed with Katherine and Avid, they’re a fun duo.

Like, these two give off so many vibes which I am here for. They just mesh so well with being whimsy but also catlike and-

Misadventures Katherine and Misadventures Avid just make me happy, they feel like the two kids in the neighbourhood who go around all joyous and I love that for them. Overall, more Katherine and Avid duo, they are so :3 coded

[misswitchgale]

@frys-the-cat

Misadventures smp is my first time watching Avid so I don’t know where he is completely on the pathetic wet cat scale but I have been watching Katherine since X life, all I have to say is she is a complete wet cat in the most affectionate way. From her being a cursed princess in empires, the dirt witch in X life and now in misadventures she’s losing her horse practically everywhere, finding her horse stuck in a completely random spot and accidentally killing Avid in the crypt in misadventures just is a little wet cat like but it’s ok because I’m the exact same.

I think Avid is probably also a wet cat but I don’t know too much about him yet to make a clear decision so I’m going off the fact he’s less wet cat like based on the fact he’s already established an underground milk business with Drift and calling himself the milk father within three episodes.

That’s mainly why I think he’s a little less wet cat like, I just don’t have enough experience in avid content but I have a good amount in Katherine content.

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.* tunnels up from teh ground * me too!!! I just LOVE their dynamic!!! Also? Just?

Avid and Katherine in the sewer/catacombs/thing (i cant remember the name?) was just... adorable. so wholesome.

i rlly hope misadventures comes back soon so we can have more content

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Scott. respectfully.

what the FUCK

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so i understand completly that Lizzie & Joel don't want to share deets on their baby (who is ADORABLE i was sobbing for a while when i saw her)

but.

does taht mean we can make her a persona if we're writing Jizzie...?

omfg imagine her being a tumblrian when she grows up and just seeing us squeal over her and shit omfg i got derailed help...

OMFG ACTOR AU BUT THE JIZZIE KID FINDS THE FANDOM AND SHE JUST GETS INTO IT

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can we all just imagine the end of past life and grian & pearl just show up and hang out in gems hermitcraft lighthouse because... something.

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Desert Duo fan out in the wild (im going clothes shopping)

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(woah 3 posts in one day)

while we're on the subject of hc's

truly, 100%, living on this hill, believe that Grian & ParrotX2 are brothers.

seperated @ birth.

both went to different servers

i may write a fanfic.

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if Etho doesnt win Past life, the one where he's MOST EXPERIENCED in, the one where he's BEING ASKED FOR HELP by ohter players-

if he dont win i will throw something.

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Empires & Life Series

So this is my personal hc abt how Empires & Life Series are related, as there are quite a few character crossovers!

So my hc is that Pearl was "assigned" to run Empires, like how Grian has the Life Series. (I'm pretty sure she didn't run it, but my thought is that she was the Watcher assigned to.. y'know. Watch over it.)

Anyways, ESMP1 starts, Watchers are observing via Pearl (like a link). And its fun to watch these little people run around, but soon they get bored of the whole "everyone's happy! nothings going to go wrong!" and start digging around in the "lore code" and come up with Scott's lore- the gods, Xornoth- and they decide to have some fun and release him into the server.

And then they find that they like all of it, the bloodshed and pain and betrayl. They get their first taste of it and they want more.

Then it ends.

So they try again, making another one, but this one, while it still has some of that angst and betrayl, doesn't feel quite as cohesive as the first. They try linking Hermitcraft, a nearby server with one or two character crossovers, to add some chaos, but it still doesn't feel as good as the first.

So they decide to get Grian to make the Life Series, and they love it. It's exactly what they want.

so yea thats the hc hope u like it.

(maybe i'll find something to link Jimmy to? Maybe he's in "training" or something? idk.)

[aoneko-lee]

in light of new developments my troubled mind has created a new scottho AU:

Every day, on his way to work, Scott sees this white siberian husky with heterochromia living on the streets, rummaging through trash cans for food and sleeping in the rain. He's a bit feral, threatening to bite passersby and other strays, but he's actually pretty pathetic: a skinny, filthy animal who probably won't survive long without shelter.

Scott starts feeding the dog every morning, and when he finally gains the animal's trust, he lures him into his home where he offers him food, water and a warm bed.

The dog, which he decided to name Etho, is suspicious and even growls when the human suddenly approaches, but is still too hungry and tired to try to escape.

When Scott comes home from work that first night he expects to find feces and urine all over his carpet or even his house half destroyed, what he doesn't expect to find is a tall but very thin man with white hair sleeping on his couch.

He is still debating between screaming for help or silently calling the police when the stranger awakens revealing Etho's two-colored eyes.

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PLEASE FANFIC PLEASE PLEASE BEGGING

[goatedgreen]

click for better quality :)

wanted to draw that one trend with jimmy throughout different series !

version without colour filter under the cut

[moss-moths-eyes-and-whimsy]

@solidaritygaming-fanblog 🫵🫵

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okay Scott has two wins now

heres a thought

what if the watchers punish Scott for breaking their no-2-wins by inflicting him with curses from previous series?

Suddenly theres coral in his throat and a ticking in the back of his head, poppies and dandelions bloom everywhere he goes, whenever he's near Pearl and she takes a little bit of damage, some transmits to him, too. There's a secret burning in his lungs but he doesn't know what it is, everyone seems to be out for something secretly- are they or is that just his mind? Occasionally, Wild Life Cards will happen around him momentarily- snails seem to be everywhere, why is everyone asking questions? Did Tango just eat a redstone torch or wait- no- is that- no thats a steak- right?

[randomapplekey]

There is no corpse of Scar to be found in the desert

There no face to with a smile to look at

There is no body to bury in the sand

There is no hand to hold one last time

Just his items on the floor, just like where Grian's body too soon to fall

[poppitron360]

And good morning to the Scarian shippers how y’all doing today-

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*sobbing a little*

we're doing just fine

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kay so i did a martyn drawing (will rb with it as soon as i find it) and wrote these words next 2 it-

Just give me- 1 more day 2 more minutes Just 3 more words to say-

went 'cool thats angsty move on'

and now theres a tune attached to it

and an thought-idea:

Lets make a hermitshipping angst song. or song series. ect.

so will post updates if i ever continue this.

onward.