Creepazoids

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[hermitprivilege]

i'm already thinking about the years i had to live in the city the way you'd recall a traumatic memory or a nightmare

[hermitprivilege]

my city-induced brain poisoning makes me hallucinate loud bassy music being played outside. then i open the window and listen & it's just birds

[bladeweave]

cannot understand why people like youtubers who are yelling the entire time. why do you let that man raise his voice at you.

[ryebreadedd]

im a protected species you fucking asshole

[hermitprivilege]

how are my showers supposed to be 3 or less minutes long when my hair is so long and thick that it may as well be an entire separate organism

[smolspacecreature]

Spectators in a meteor shower

Watercolors, marker, and white gel pen.

[hermitprivilege]

i feel like a living sunk cost fallacy... people have put so much effort into keeping me alive that at this point it wouldn't be convenient even if i died

[hermitprivilege]

have you seen the pictures of spring peepers on inaturalist? bc they're often doing something weird

what is going on

hello??

on a skateboard???

they're tree frogs??

these things are adorable

[phleb0tomist]

he would not fucking say that, but with disability.. he would not fucking be able bodied. sick n tired of characters walking away from multiple life changing injuries without a scratch. let’s get some natural consequences in here.

give that knife/sword fight survivor nerve damage. give the character who was shot in the gut a stoma. give that fire survivor lung damage and an oxygen cannula. give that leg injury survivor a cane. give that starvation survivor gastroparesis. give that spinal injury survivor a manual chair or powerchair.

while we’re at it, give your characters congenital disabilities too, just because. give them intellectual and development disabilities. give them acquired and postviral illnesses. dare to make somebody bedbound. for me.

[sabertoothwalrus]

aint it crazy how everyone is famous nowadays and yet I dont know who anyone is. there are countless people that will have more followers on instagram than the population of Sacramento and no one I know irl has ever heard of them

[hermitprivilege]

made that poll bc i just had a dream that a boy filmed me without permission so i tortured and killed him

[hermitprivilege]

had another dream where i was filmed without permission and flew into a rage that i thought i'd never calm down from, started writing "KILL YOURSELF" and plastering it across the walls of my room, then ran and ran until i was in argentina and i became feral and started running on all fours

[hermitprivilege]

living in a rural/forest area really does help me understand how ancient people felt about celestial bodies, like seeing the stars without seeing any artificial lights around them is a different experience. you stare too long at the stars and you feel like the stars are staring back at you. just earlier i saw a weird big light through the trees and my mom and i were staring at it like WHAT is that??? is it dangerous?? is someone there? turns out it was the moon

[jmfenner91]

The Neighborhood Watch The little character on those signs always scared me as a kid - I was worried if I wandered around at night that I might see him. Like he was some kind of entity lol. Had to draw him!

[hollowedskin]

I got a 4 min long video of Kimchi dreaming today, so here's a clip

You get the whole walk cycle and the little sprint at the end.

Sometimes her sprints last for like 4 or 5 seconds and she can shoot herself off the couch or into a wall if she gets a grip with her back claws. If she does it next to a wall, her head smacking into it sounds like someone is trying to break into the house. She doesn't wake up.

Later in the dream she injured her paw and was limping, and earlier she caught something and ate it.

[hollowedskin]

[hermitprivilege]

its messed up that santa claus has become a thing in so many cultures. santa claus should be like a weird tradition that's only a thing in one country and every other country looks at that country like it's insane. kind of like grýla and the yule cat

[hermitprivilege]

you should never tell anyone "that wasn't so bad". you don't know their reality

[insomniac-arrest]

Severance is so many things, a commentary on corporations and labor, on trauma, on religion, on the concept of “self”, but once I noticed how hard they actually go on the commentary of the treatment of children, I couldn’t unsee it

The little white lie “This is the tallest waterfall on the planet” brought me back to all the times I was lied to as a child—over harmless things, funny things, things that didn’t matter (holidays, magic, bedtime, death)

Lies your older cousin tells you because you don’t know any better and that’s the way of things, the power and frustration of knowing vs not knowing

Told you can’t leave, can’t explore, can’t choose what you wear or eat or do, the concept of permission dictates every detail of your life and you better be sorry (and sorry is all you are) if you violate these edicts; even deep emotions are the privilege of adults—adults can cry all they want for as long as they want; but innies? What do they have to cry about. Death and disease and devotion happen outside these walls. And you don’t belong there

[hermitprivilege]

i complain a lot about doctors, as do many people on this site, but like maybe i'm taking it too far. a lot can be said about the medical system and its bigotry, doctors being dismissive of patients and not taking their pain seriously, etc. but also i am really grateful to doctors and i think a large reason why many of them suck is structural reasons like under-staffing clinics and hospitals, making doctors work absurdly long hours, the insane workload and competitiveness of medical school, etc. basically we need more doctors working less hours and then maybe they'd be better at their jobs