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Ena Shinonome here. My abilities are paint manipulation and I can make my drawings come to life
After the conversation you had with Mizuki, strange white orbs fell from the sky... they seemed to teleport people..
That's strange
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
She nods.
That’s… I’d like that.
After this… that’s the future. A future with both of us. It’s possible after all… Even if it’s just a short-term plan, I do want to make plans for moments outside of the present. Maybe… I do deserve a chance. Just maybe. I’m willing to try.
I'm glad to have you back them, Mizuki
I’m glad to not be alone anymore.
Ena offers her hand
She looks at it, at first wondering- but she chooses to ignore all the thoughts that were flooding her brain in that single moment, and takes hold of Ena’s hand.
Ena helps her up
Once she is back up, she seems more… stable. Still a mess, but something does feel different.
Gonna have to face my parents at some point… not looking forward to that. Their care might be overwhelming…
Their… care. I shouldnt ignore it.
Take your time. You don't have to rush anything
True…
But I’m also not going to run. I’m going to face things head on… I would be lying if I said I’m not scared, but I’ve got you. And Niigo, if the others are fine with me. And An too. I’ve… got friends.
No matter what happens I want you to know you can always come to me
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
She nods.
That’s… I’d like that.
After this… that’s the future. A future with both of us. It’s possible after all… Even if it’s just a short-term plan, I do want to make plans for moments outside of the present. Maybe… I do deserve a chance. Just maybe. I’m willing to try.
I'm glad to have you back them, Mizuki
I’m glad to not be alone anymore.
Ena offers her hand
She looks at it, at first wondering- but she chooses to ignore all the thoughts that were flooding her brain in that single moment, and takes hold of Ena’s hand.
Ena helps her up
Once she is back up, she seems more… stable. Still a mess, but something does feel different.
Gonna have to face my parents at some point… not looking forward to that. Their care might be overwhelming…
Their… care. I shouldnt ignore it.
Take your time. You don't have to rush anything
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
She nods.
That’s… I’d like that.
After this… that’s the future. A future with both of us. It’s possible after all… Even if it’s just a short-term plan, I do want to make plans for moments outside of the present. Maybe… I do deserve a chance. Just maybe. I’m willing to try.
I'm glad to have you back them, Mizuki
I’m glad to not be alone anymore.
Ena offers her hand
She looks at it, at first wondering- but she chooses to ignore all the thoughts that were flooding her brain in that single moment, and takes hold of Ena’s hand.
Ena helps her up
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
She nods.
That’s… I’d like that.
After this… that’s the future. A future with both of us. It’s possible after all… Even if it’s just a short-term plan, I do want to make plans for moments outside of the present. Maybe… I do deserve a chance. Just maybe. I’m willing to try.
I'm glad to have you back them, Mizuki
I’m glad to not be alone anymore.
Ena offers her hand
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
She nods.
That’s… I’d like that.
After this… that’s the future. A future with both of us. It’s possible after all… Even if it’s just a short-term plan, I do want to make plans for moments outside of the present. Maybe… I do deserve a chance. Just maybe. I’m willing to try.
I'm glad to have you back them, Mizuki
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
…thank you. Thank you so much.
She lowers her head as she smiles a little.
After this we can go to the mall together like we normally do if you want
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
I’m… just tired of it all.
Her legs finally give out, causing her to collapse onto the floor. As she is sitting there, perfectly still apart from the occasional sob, it becomes more clear what a mess she really is. Her hair is uneven now and extremely ruffled. Her dress is covered in dirt and rips. Everything about her… shows what a wreck she has become. She’s not going to hide those emotions.
…I know it’s selfish, but- I do want to be with you.
Then let's stay together, Mizuki
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
…!
That… can’t be right…
…ah…
Her vision begins to get blurry… potentially due to tears, potentially dizziness.
I… don’t know what to do anymore…
Just take your time. If you choose to come back I will welcome you with open arms and if not then that's your choice
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
I-if you do this… you will never be burdened by me. I haven’t actually done anything to benefit your life… there will be no difference, just a nuisance, gone.
Her voice is beginning to crack a bit.
You're not a burden. Being around you makes me happier. I couldn't ask for anyone better
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
How else will my suffering end? I’m useless. I can’t kill you, I can’t kill the others, I can’t even face the ones that caused all this… and worst of all, I’m afraid to disappear. This would be the only solution…
There has to be another way. I can find ways to help you. I am willing to do anything for you besides hurting you
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
…
Since seeing An, since my hair getting shorter… I’ve hated myself more and more. I want that hatred to result in something… so why didn’t this rush it!? I don’t want any fear- I don’t want to hold back- do I need to mutilate myself more?? To the point maybe instead of thinking I’m not a girl- people think- I’m not human-
Ena…
Kill me.
I refuse
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
She sighs- and all of a sudden, the petal she was holding falls on the ground. After swiping it across her hair. Pink strands fall onto the floor… the new length being just past her chin. The sharpness of the petal is evident.
Look at me. Pathetic.
Willing to destroy myself so easily. When I die… Will you keep acting like there’s nothing to hate?
It's not an act. I don't see any reason to hate you. You're a great friend, Mizuki
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
…
This is what I’ve been working towards this whole time… getting rid of her, and the others… so I’m not the only one hurting… so why am I unsure now? Maybe….
She lifts her hand a little, opening it- to reveal a rose petal. She lifts it carefully.
I wanted you to fight back a bit… but even that, I can’t control. Nothing in my life I’ll be able to control. There’s no point of trying anymore.
She throws the flower in her hair off.
I’m no villain. I’m just a pathetic creature, arent I?
You're not pathetic, you're just hurting. I don't blame you
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki
Why…?
Tell me… why!?
This world- I’ve only caused suffering. I’ve suffered. I’ve had enough… I hate it…
I just think you're very important to me. You deserve happiness and if getting rid of me will make you happy then go ahead. I won't fight it. Just do what you need to do
The sound of wings flapping can be heard above Ena… and all of a sudden, a figure drops on the ground.
…
The figure… it’s clearly Mizuki, but… some stuff are different. She has a black cloth over her eyes, but it is clear her gaze is piercing through the other girl.
- @mira-mirage
It's nice to see you again, Mizuki
I- Have you heard?
She takes a deep breath, having her composure remain. Can’t show emotions.
I took Kanade for a bit. Mafuyu… I was willing to fight her. I am surprised you’re not afraid.
Why would I be afraid? You're still Mizuki. I still see you as my friend
You shouldnt!
Eyes surround the pair- but disappear just as fast. She pauses, taking a step back. Lost control for a second.
You… There’s no way you forgot what you heard, at the festival. On the roof. You know the truth about me…
What I am.
I don't care about that. I care about you for who you are. I don't care if you're trans. That's just you being yourself
But-
Whenever you look at me… even if you don’t mean to… you will never see me the same. I no longer am Mizuki, the cute hero who animates on the side- I’ll always be someone you have to walk on eggshells around.
And I don’t want that.
I’d rather… eliminate the chance of anyone thinking that.
I have to get rid of you.
I promise I won't. You're still the Mizuki I always knew. You are still my friend
…
Even still… if that was true, I don’t think I can ever accept it. I’ll always be wondering… what are you thinking about me? No amount of reassurances will help that.
So I’d rather you just, say it out loud..! That you hate me!
She has given up trying to remain stoic at this point.
I could never I hate you. I just want us to continue being together. You're an important part of my life
I can’t- accept that! Your words are just that, words.
The only way for me to let go of the fear over your thoughts… is to know they can’t happen.
She walks up close to her.
I need to kill you, Ena.
If that's what will make you happy then fine. Just know you'll still always be important to people. Especially me
…what?
She shakes her head a little.
I am being serious. This isn’t a joke. I- look.
She does hesitate for a split moment, but does it anyway: giant thorny vines emerge from the ground, wrapping themselves gently around her torso.
You can fight back.
I don't need to fight back. I won't fight a friend anyway
A… friend…?
She slowly removes her blindfold, revealing dull eyes, to have a proper view of Ena. She does not cry, she does not smile… she just has a blank look.
I’m not asking for much.
The vines move away, drying as they do.
I am just asking you to hate me. Hate me enough to fight me back… I won’t resist. I was never going to.
I don't want to hate you though. I could never hate you, Mizuki