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By 20 i had already lost my dreams and my hope. And by 21 i lost the motivation to live. Told myself tomorrow is another day and kept living relying on cigarettes and alcohol. No hope, No dream, just a rusting soul waiting to be crumble down with time. And so did i day by day.

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They both said they didn't deserve each other, He was told he deserved better, and she was told the same. Funny thing was both were equally at fault for everything that happened between them.

Random thought

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Her,

Because I loved her so much i let her go. Because when we were together it felt heavenly, and after she left, i still ended up loving. They say men ain't supposed to be pursuing happiness. Guess that was true in a sense, i found my happiness in her happiness. Although I'm not her happiness anymore, I'll do anything to make sure that she'll get what she deserves, probably more than what she deserves. Simply because i love her, and i don't want this now one sided love to hold her back. I'll die happy granting her a better future, a better man than i was.

When my beloved sister asks how i lived, tell her a lie. Tell her i was the happiest, tell her i smiled at my untimely death. Tell her all the lies there is to it. Make her believe, hide the truth. When I’m gone, i don’t want her to hate me for the idiot i had become.

I decided my future, a plan for one. When i reach the top, don't expect me to look at you the same way i once did. Cause I'm turning my love into hate, that anger alone will be enough to keep me alive.

Dear diary

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Does it hurt? feels like drinking your life away? Then do so. Want to cry out loud? Do that. Wanna get on your knees and beg for another chance? Do that. Ultimately, it's your decision. No one else has the right to butt in... Because you did chose him/her, the one who hurt you.

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Boy crush

I got a boy crush, I got a boy crush I got a boy crush, hate to admit it but I got a heart rush, ain’t slowin’ down I got it real bad, want everything he has That smile and the midnight laugh he’s givin’ you now

I wanna taste his lips, yeah, ‘cause they taste like you I wanna drown myself in a bottle of his deodorant I want his short black hair, I want his magic touch Yeah, ‘cause maybe then you’d want me just as much I got a boy crush, hate to admit it but

I don’t get no sleep, I don’t get no peace Thinkin’ about him under your bed sheets The way that he’s whisperin’, the way that he’s pullin’ you in Lord knows I’ve tried, I can’t get him off my mind

I got a boy crush, hate to admit it but I got a heart rush, it ain’t slowin’ down

Original song: Girl crush by Little Big Town

We all have that one love we’ll never get over with. And that Jealousy is what keep most of us moving.

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I have to decide before my love runs out

Text to my friend

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After all it was your choice - you chose her.

Facebook comment

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She's not coming back!

A voice in my head

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I saw her in my dreams, day by day i was dying cause that's the only thing I can't seize.

My dream last night

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When does a man die? When his hopes and dreams are taken away.

Dear diary

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The cough

Time flew by as i gave myself into Alcohol and cigarettes. And she moved on faster than I could ever heal, and as her birthday came closer, i started coughing out blood. I realized my time was running out. I couldn’t tell her, even if I did, she won’t probably care about me. Things i bought for her were rotting down in my room. My road to misery was a highway, and i would die without she even knowing.

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I keep trying to act tough and refuse to show my tears, despite the fact that I'm actually scared. In order not to lose those important to me, I have run this far desperately.

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Your eyes are glowing again

A Voice from the past

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Learn to be happy without her!

Voice from the past

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