Vents

Side blog for vents and other stuff Pretty sure I have major anxiety, depression, ADHD, etc Life is grand

[hewwovents]

I’d love to carve into my skin that he’s the reason why I’ve done it, I’d do it right on my face so if they gos forbid have a funeral for me, everyone can see that he’s the one who drove me to it

[hewwovents]

Feeling like killing my self (jkjk fbi agent im playing around) but feeling like killing myself kn front of my dad because the greatest shame I can bring to him is doing that

[hewwovents]

The way that I feel like the worst thing I could possibly do to my dad is to kill myself because then he gets to live with the embarrassment of knowing that his kid killed themself and now he would have to face the quiet judgement from the rest of the family, not because I was goaded into it, but judgement that he raised someone who would even consider suicide in the first place

[hewwovents]

Me, blowing off the dust off of this old venting blog of mine: hey besties I’m back with more mental illness and a stronger desire to be fucking dead✨✨✨💖💖💖💖

[hewwovents]

I hate when I run out of empathy. I stop caring for those around me, I feel burnt out, I don’t care for the hurt that I cause. I just feel blank, empty, and tired

[alwaysuncanny]

Gotta make room for new mistakes in 2021!

[hewwovents]

I’m so tired

[hewwovents]

I’m literally crying and having a bit KF s breakdown and I don’t know what to do

[hewwovents]

Every week has been so long and it’s been so hard and I’m so tired I’m really really tired I’m so tired

[solardrake]

my erectile dysfunction is so bad today dude i hate having adhd

[solardrake]

EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION

[hewwovents]

Why am I so desperate for something to give me a purpose in life? I have nothing going for me. I have no hobbies. I’m not talented at anything. I’m not passionate about anything. There’s nothing I’m interested in. I’m absolutely useless. Why am I still alive? I never looked to or thought about the future when I was younger because I never thought I’d live past 16. I broke down when I turned 18. I cried when I turned 20. I’ll be 22 soon. Why am I still alive? What am I alive for? There’s nothing.

[gaphic]

why are moms capable of just leeching vibe arsenic into the atmosphere when they’re pissed

[gaphic]

my mom: is very slightly annoyed by even one thing

me, already feeling bone nausea: I have to get out of this house

[uncooldotcom]

People that sing the “I don’t want to die, sometimes I wish I’ve never been born at all” part in bohemian rhapsody a little bit louder than the rest rise up

[fairycosmos]

just found out that if i stay in my room all the time my life will eventually shrink to the size of it and i will lose all memory of how to function as a person. shocked & upset

[idkmaybeitsbpd]

Friend: Why didn’t you text me back?

Me: I forgot I existed, then I remembered and got more depressed, and went back to sleep

[hewwovents]

I feel like bashing my head against a wall and busting it open just to see that I do have a brain

[guerrillatech]