Hey There

Hi, unfortunately I exist. • I like music and listen 24/7, you will rarely find me without headphones in (free to ask for recommendations) • • Social anxiety amongst other things • • I’m always bored so send asks • • this is my entire life on this blog starting 2020 • • buckle in bitches & enjoy the ride • • putting the bi in “bitch” since ‘03 •

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2021 is an experience so far, but it's not as bad as 2020, despite the fact I'm in (my third?? fourth??) lockdown.

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In case it wasn’t clear…

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I am so ready for the first of Halloween.

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Give a ghost the right pair of shoes and they’ll conquer the world.

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Super hot where I am today, so have a summer spook.

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Send me pics of your ghost costumes :> 

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Why is everyone into dom ghosts…?

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They’re single and ready to mingle~

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if I ever reblog a long as shit post, it’s this

sorry

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It’s ONLY October 1st and already y’all are reblogging the weird shit!!???

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This is the longest set of cursed images I’ve ever seen

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i t i s t i m e

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SPOOKY SEASON

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@midnight-spectrum-again IT’S HER! THE POLTWHOREGHEIST

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Fun

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Sorry if this is too personal of a question. You don't have to answer this if you don't want to. What's it like having social anxiety?

Well it’s sorta different depending on the person, but for me:

I get really anxious in large crowds if it’s really loud and it’s people I don’t know

I constantly think people are judging me to the point sometimes It’s a real struggle to go to school

I always freak out over how conversations work 😂 but that might just be a ‘me’ thing lol

I bite my nails all the time as a distraction

I’m usually always tapping my foot

I hate doing things first, for example I can’t be the first person to order food in a restaurant, someone else has to do it first so I can do it exactly the same to not embarrass myself

Constantly feel like everyone is watching me if there’s loads of people around

Bring up any form of formal presentations in front of me and I get the strong urge to run a mile

If something bad happens and I end up having a mental breakdown, it can turn into a panic attack if I think people know what’s happening or if I think they’re watching

Panic attacks/anxiety attacks before large social events (for example there was this one time I had to do a performance with friends in front of a load of people and the headmaster ended up walking in on me having an anxiety attack...) or presentations.

Phone calls. Nope nope nope. I don’t do them. Ever. I have exactly three people I will answer the phone for when it rings.

I find it easier to do things sometimes if I’m pretending to be someone else? So for example there was this one time my friend ordered food for the wrong time and freaked out and couldn’t cancel her order so I managed to phone up and cancel it for her because I wasn’t “me”, I was “Sarah”

Yeah, that’s my experience with social anxiety. Its a little personal, but I don’t mind talking about it :)

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how do i make it so i can see this tweet every friday

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another fat fuck friday is upon us

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Fat rat fat rat fat rat

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Self harm/ suicide tw

Fucking brilliant day. Had to talk my friend out of suicide, while he carved words into his wrist over FaceTime with my other friend.

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Create a 4th Emergency Service for Mental Health Crisis Intervention

Got an email about this and signed it literally straight away

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Chemistry again today, but new binders arrived! On the bright side, even if I don’t have my shit together in time for exams, at least it’ll look like I do 😂

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Honestly could think of no better way to say goodbye to 2019 than a good old Andy Wu mashup.

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Procrastinatingggg

Yeet guess who’s procrastinating again by writing out this post!

Yes I am listening to pitch perfect at this exact moment in time. 👌

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