The boy who destroyed the world.

Arron Wilkinson | 20 | Kentucky You've probably got a lot to say about me. rp blog.

[charlie-fabray]

Need some company? 

[heyarron]

Yeah, that'd be nice. I feel so fucking lonely.

[charlie-fabray]

You’re not forgotten, promise. 

[heyarron]

I wish that were the case.

[heyarron]

Man, I dunno why I've felt so fucking sad these past few days. I feel like my life is just this big mess that has no meaning whatsoever, like I'm alive but I'm not actually living. I'm just there breathing.

I feel like a ghost that everyone's just forgotten about.

[heyarron]

I've been watching American Horror Story in secret because I didn't ever want to admit to liking it but dear God, Evan Peters as Kit Walker... Marry me.

[heyarron]

Misfit.

[hurricanejinx-deactivated202103]

[glitterpills666]

[awolfcriedboy]

I don’t think you understand where I live. It’s not a campus dorm. My neighbors are real people who would either call the police to complain about the noise or come upstairs to try and fight my ass. I haven’t been on campus in forever. Ah, fuck, that sounds horrible. Did you press the emergency alarm in the elevator? That’s why I always take the damn stairs. Unless it’s like more than five flights of stairs because I’m lazy as fuck.

You’re still welcome!

[heyarron]

Oh, I see. Well, you're just shit outta luck then! Make a noise complaint or somethin' if it gets too irritating, like if they could do it to you then you could do it back. I want to try and find an apartment but I dunno if there's even a point anymore. Dude, I was in there for two hours. I pressed the button after like ten minutes of panicking, jumping around and trying to force the door open. Then the maintenance people thought they could get the door open themselves so were fucking about with it for ages until they finally called the fire department and it took them fucking ages to finally open the damn door. I usually take the stairs but that one time I was feeling lazy and I got stuck, it was so typical.

[chadmichaelmurrayofficial]

[awolfcriedboy]

Or they’ll get pissed off and turn their shit up even louder. You gotta be careful. Some real assholes live in this complex. The other day I saw someone keying someone else’s fucking car because they parked in their “spot”. We don’t even have assigned parking here.

Fuck. You’re welcome then. 

[heyarron]

Then it'd make for a huge ass battle! I reckon everybody should purchase nerf guns so we can start WWIII, nobody would fuck with you then. That is pretty shitty though, I mean an angry note would have sufficed. When I got stuck in the elevator the other day, some asshole just laughed at me and didn't even go and get help. I dunno what is wrong with some of the kids here.

It's not exactly an image that I want in my head, no offence!

[cheekylittledarling]

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Well I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself and I don’t make a sound but my eyes scream out help. And I start to struggle to hold myself back from thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass. And I’m tired of falling for girls that don’t care and breaking my back to try to make them aware that I’m more than depressed and their time won’t be wasted. But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with. Now I’m lost in this hole and I’m sure I am stuck. And I can’t run away ‘cause I’m lazy as fuck so I sit on the floor as I gather my thoughts and they’re full of broken promises that only piss me off. Well I lost control when I was only a boy, the world taught me angst when I deserved joy. Now I’m breaking down as I struggle to breathe, ‘cause I believe in a god who won’t believe in me.

[helenabatmanova]

[awolfcriedboy]

Nah, I can’t fuck with that screamo shit. I get a headache listening to it and I’ve already got 80’s pop nearly drowning out my movie. 

That would’ve been pretty hilarious if they would’ve been playing Beat It while I was going at it. 

[heyarron]

That's the whole idea, hardly anybody likes them so they'd hear it and be like, what the fuck? And turn their MJ shit off. Oh God, that would be so beautifully timed.     Although thank you, now you've said that I'm never going to be able to hear Beat It without the image of you jerking off appearing in my head.

[karina-padilla]

[ahdor]

You punish yourself for being yourself.

My counsellor (via bl-ossomed)

[larmoyante]

Do you know how much thinking and feeling I’ve done? It’s terrible. And nothing’s come of it.

Andrei Platonov, Happy Moscow (via larmoyante)

[heyarron]

Cinnamon roll gum is the best gum. I taste incredible.