? with love, Keiji ?

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

[heyitskeiji]

The feeling you get everytime you hold his/her hand. A safehaven in a form of a human being.

Ang cheesy masyado pinapakita ko lang talaga ‘yung nail polish ko HAHAHAH

Nail polish from Orly in the shade Passion Fruit (ata).

[heyitskeiji]

POSTED A PICTURE OF MYSELF HAHAHA WTF WAS I THINKING

[heyitskeiji]

Getting Braces

March 28, 2019 (Installation)

Today my bottom brace was installed. Nakabit na a week ago (March 21) ‘yung upper brace ko but I decided na ngayon ‘to gawin and ipost and make March 28 the official day of my brace installation because both na silang nakakabit.

March 21

So I went to my dentist (Dr. Padron) para makabit ‘yung upper brace ko tbh I really wished I brought my lipbalm with ‘coz man! I’m telling you my lips were dry af! Hirap na hirap pa ‘yung doctor because my mouth was small, I have difficulties opening my mouth wide kasi hanggang maliit na buka lang talaga ‘yung kaya ko. He was pushing the sides of my mouth para lang maabot yung last 4 teeth ko. SWEAR MAIYAK IYAK AKO NON! Ikaw ba naman banatin labi mo diba)

So ayon, after the upper brace installation it kinda feels weird syempre I wasn’t used to have something in my teeth. I don’t feel pain (swear di sya masakit medyo annoying lang that I feel like I have a tissue inside my mouth) but I was able to eat pa ng maayos (it was my cousin’s birthday) and man, braces didn’t stop me drom eating pasta and lumpia!

So the next few days came and I started to feel the pain LIKEEE FOR REAL! I can’t even chew I survived those days by eating mami, soup, and sabaw. And I developed sores huhu SINGAW!! But after 5-7 days nawala din then tahdah it’s the for the bottom brace installation.

March 28

I was pretty chill. “I survived the first week with my upper brace I can do this” is what I keep telling my self. So ayon same thing pahirapan ikabit but nakabit din ofc!

So as usual, i didn’t feel any pain at all! My mom even brought me KFC’s double down burger (THAT WAS SO DELICIOUS BTW!!) and I was able to peacefully eat it. “Keri naman pala” I said. UNTIL THE NIGHT CAME. Dude gabi pala magsisimula ang kalbaryo ko.

Another reason why I wrote this was to share how f****** painful this s*** is! TANG*** ANG SAKIT TALAGA! Iba ‘yung sakit niya dun sa upper brace lang tolerable yung sa taas tolerable din naman ‘tong bottom BUT!!! If I would compre siguro yung upper brace 50% of pain lang tapos itong bottom ngayon 75% PAANO PA BUKAS.

Hindi sa maarte or anything but I really want to cry. Di pa ko binigyan ng dental wax so idk what the f I should do pero when I tried drinking cold water parang nawala yung masakit na feeling but di ko naman pwedeng itambay lang yung tubig sa bibig ko diba?!

I WANT THIS BRACES OFF RN! HUHUHU I DON’T THINK I’LL BE ABLE TO STAND THIS KIND OF PAIN SA IPIN PA HUHUHU!

My dentists shoul’ve given me some medicine or wax to ease the pain but I should’ve asked it myself earlier!

I want my old teeth back! Wala na ko paki sa sungkis ko sa baba and sa gilids! Idc nadin if super liit ng mouth ko or iba shape ng bibig ko. Just take this metal shits off my effin teeth!

Pero sabi nga nila tiis ganda PERO AYOKO NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Pain level: 6/5 (for my bottom brace) 2/5 (for my upper brace)

I’ll keep you guys posted about my braces life story.

—- Heyitskeiji

[heyitskeiji]

2017

I admit, 2017 wasn’t really that kind to me I cried, I lost people important to me, I was lost. But this year also made me realize some things and made me stronger than ever because I know I need to be stronger.

This was the year I met people, I made friends, I went out with friends, I experienced things.

2017, was the year I lost someone very precious to me - my brother. I cried, alot. It was so fast but I also learned, you shouldn’t really take time for granted you never know when the person’s last day would be. Make every second of your life worthwhile.

This was the year that I almost lost myself. The year wherein I don’t understand myself anymore. I’d cry without actually knowing why i’m sad. All I felt was emptiness inside. Alam kong nandyan kayong lahat, alam kong swerte ako than others pero bakit ang lungkot parin? I had suicidal thoughts 💭 i’m sorry.

But this was also the year that I started regaining myself. It’s not that easy, it’s a long process. I’m still trying to be positive in every way possible.

So Thankyou, to all the people who’ve been part of my 2017 I thank you all. I don’t know what I’d do without you guys. I may look strong on the outside but I’m a softie on the inside.

Ps. I’m not a good writer but I hope you get the message clearly.

[heyitskeiji]

Save me

[matabangutak]

Marami ka kasing nakikita kaya nalilito ka. Subukan mong mag focus sa isang tao. Ewan ko na lang hindi mo pa makita ang kagandahan ng katangian ng taong yun. Once kasi na nagpapasok ka ng nagpapasok ng tao sa buhay mo. Iisipin mo lahat espesyal sila eh.

Kailangan mong magsakripisyo. Hindi pwede sayo lahat. Kaya ‘yon na lang ata pinaka the best eh. Yung alam mong sa dami ng tao na related sa isang tao.Once na pinili ka niya eh dun mo malalaman na sobrang espesyal ka. Stick to one lang dapat. Mas masaya ang buhay.

[heyitskeiji]

So I’ve been away for quite sometime.. bare with me I transferred schools and I’ve been bingewatching some Korean Dramas I left unwatched LOL so here I am I’m backkkk yey ~ 

Kdrama reviews? who wants?

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The good thing about loneliness is that it creates the strongest bond between people.

[chunchaiii]

Magkaiba yung nalulungkot sa nasasaktan.

[heyitskeiji]

Hurrah for roadtrips/long drives with friends ❤️️💓 sml sa mga taong 'to.

[heyitskeiji]

☆ with love, Keiji ☆ turned 6 today!

[heyitskeiji]

I wanna go to Baguio

Or kahit Tagaytay lang :(

[heyitskeiji]

You don't need anyone to save you, you only have your self and God 💓 don't let anyone take away your happiness.

[kathypatoootie]

“Nakakawalang gana na lahat ng bagay.” “Paano ulit maging masaya?” “Pagod na pagod na ako.” “Ayaw ko na.”

Dear self, what’s happening to you? You’re too dark on the inside. When is the last time you smile and laugh? Don’t let your light die.

[mydarkenedeyes]

[heyitskeiji]

Why let the wind, or destiny, or something else you can't see, do all the work? If you love her, go after her. Don't wait for the wind to blow her back to your direction. Pull her towards you. As long as you can. Don't let go.

- That Thing Called Tadhana