iphone air being the best phone apple has ever put out doesnāt exactly shock me bc my mac air from 2013 is still going strong but they shouldāve been leading their marketing with ādoesnāt need a fucking caseā which is smth I personally decided for this phone but after like 40 drops in the past month alone on everything from hardwood to concrete I stand p firmly behind that claim this thang is lit
I think Iām the luckiest girl in the world born under a lucky star
Iām getting high before doing my lil janitor job for a lot of the day bc I left the whole weekās tasks for today in favor of being lazy , and I was wandering around the property looking at the plants and things while having my coffee cigarette combo morning meal as I oft do
I wanna share my home
Last night it stormed all night , and itās supposed to storm all day , but I happened to walk outside during the one morning hour today thatās sunny , so everything is wet and damp but bright and pretty . Hereās the view when I walk out my door
itās not a wonder of the world but to me itās very gorgeous . secluded yet not . im in the city but i have no neighbors . tons of ppl come here but i also get a lotta time just us or just me here , and i love that . when u look to the left u see the church
its small and not especially grand but its nice and welcoming and chill . Cleaning this building will be my first task today . 8 years ago when I was having a stroke , the first indicator was double vision , which I noticed right here . was sitting on the stoop having a smoke and saw two crows on the roof of the church there perfectly in sync . asked Kyle if he saw two crows , but there was only one . if I was religiously inclined then thatād probably be some good symbolism I bet
as an aside I put together a couple hanging baskets that Nora gave me in front of the door and im happy theyāre like doing well bc i just bought some burlap from Home Depot and put it in there with some soil and hoped itād hold well . it did ! idk what a single one of my flowers are
around the side of the house is the patio where Iāve put a lotta time and effort and money into lol but itās rly become a haven to me
the swing bench can also lay out flat like a bed , everythingās very comfy . itās not especially pretty bc Nora and I never got around to properly finishing it and the canopy she sewed for it is functional and ultimately thatās all I rly care about . I have matching fabric I bought for her to sew into seat covers . I bet we wonāt get around to it until next year
my collection of plants Iāve been fostering all spring and summer . idk what any of these are except for the money tree Iāve had for probably over a decade now . theyāre my lil fam . thereās a bird feeder here too not shown bc too tall but the resident birds have made it a hangout . thatās a little water bowl thing I made for the birds and bugs and squirrels and bounce mundi (the rabbit who lives in the grove next to the patio)
I spend a whole lotta time sitting at the swing bench right here staring at the sky . this used to be where atlas used to play but itās just me and the plants and the birds now . but I still like staring out here . thereās a group of crows who live here and they like hanging out in the graveyard down there appropriately . that big building on the left is the other building I gotta clean today . A diff church holds service there and rents the building from the og church and thatās largely how we stay in business and I get a paycheck . they just signed another 2 year lease so thatās another 2 years we got here . great news
this is my room . this is where im sitting rn . its very messy rn but whatever i think thats more reflective of me
Anyway . I love this place . I love the years Iāve put in here and lived here . itās been over a decade in this old house . hope we can stay here another decade or maybe forever im not sure . itās not rly the most badass swag aura place to live , the house is ancient and some parts are pretty fucked but to me itās a genuine diamond in the rough and im happy to be here in the Midwest chilling and going thru my eras . the way this place is situated makes me feel like separate from society like i'm hiding out over here outta bounds . and there are so many plants and the sky is so big . at night there are so many stars . i dont take for granted the fact that i can aimlessly walk with my head craned back staring up at the clouds or the stars and that's all i can see and i don't need to worry about bumping into anything . so much open space to just kinda float around or bunker into . when it snows rly heavy in the winter we get trapped here and even that is fun
maybe ill take some more photos of the other cool spots here where cool plants happen or something in da future . didnāt even get to the Japanese maple side of the house or even the living room . typical
I think Iām the luckiest girl in the world born under a lucky star
Iām getting high before doing my lil janitor job for a lot of the day bc I left the whole weekās tasks for today in favor of being lazy , and I was wandering around the property looking at the plants and things while having my coffee cigarette combo morning meal as I oft do
I wanna share my home
Last night it stormed all night , and itās supposed to storm all day , but I happened to walk outside during the one morning hour today thatās sunny , so everything is wet and damp but bright and pretty . Hereās the view when I walk out my door
itās not a wonder of the world but to me itās very gorgeous . secluded yet not . im in the city but i have no neighbors . tons of ppl come here but i also get a lotta time just us or just me here , and i love that . when u look to the left u see the church
its small and not especially grand but its nice and welcoming and chill . Cleaning this building will be my first task today . 8 years ago when I was having a stroke , the first indicator was double vision , which I noticed right here . was sitting on the stoop having a smoke and saw two crows on the roof of the church there perfectly in sync . asked Kyle if he saw two crows , but there was only one . if I was religiously inclined then thatād probably be some good symbolism I bet
as an aside I put together a couple hanging baskets that Nora gave me in front of the door and im happy theyāre like doing well bc i just bought some burlap from Home Depot and put it in there with some soil and hoped itād hold well . it did ! idk what a single one of my flowers are
around the side of the house is the patio where Iāve put a lotta time and effort and money into lol but itās rly become a haven to me
the swing bench can also lay out flat like a bed , everythingās very comfy . itās not especially pretty bc Nora and I never got around to properly finishing it and the canopy she sewed for it is functional and ultimately thatās all I rly care about . I have matching fabric I bought for her to sew into seat covers . I bet we wonāt get around to it until next year
my collection of plants Iāve been fostering all spring and summer . idk what any of these are except for the money tree Iāve had for probably over a decade now . theyāre my lil fam . thereās a bird feeder here too not shown bc too tall but the resident birds have made it a hangout . thatās a little water bowl thing I made for the birds and bugs and squirrels and bounce mundi (the rabbit who lives in the grove next to the patio)
I spend a whole lotta time sitting at the swing bench right here staring at the sky . this used to be where atlas used to play but itās just me and the plants and the birds now . but I still like staring out here . thereās a group of crows who live here and they like hanging out in the graveyard down there appropriately . that big building on the left is the other building I gotta clean today . A diff church holds service there and rents the building from the og church and thatās largely how we stay in business and I get a paycheck . they just signed another 2 year lease so thatās another 2 years we got here . great news
this is my room . this is where im sitting rn . its very messy rn but whatever i think thats more reflective of me
Anyway . I love this place . I love the years Iāve put in here and lived here . itās been over a decade in this old house . hope we can stay here another decade or maybe forever im not sure . itās not rly the most badass swag aura place to live , the house is ancient and some parts are pretty fucked but to me itās a genuine diamond in the rough and im happy to be here in the Midwest chilling and going thru my eras . the way this place is situated makes me feel like separate from society like i'm hiding out over here outta bounds . and there are so many plants and the sky is so big . at night there are so many stars . i dont take for granted the fact that i can aimlessly walk with my head craned back staring up at the clouds or the stars and that's all i can see and i don't need to worry about bumping into anything . so much open space to just kinda float around or bunker into . when it snows rly heavy in the winter we get trapped here and even that is fun
maybe ill take some more photos of the other cool spots here where cool plants happen or something in da future . didnāt even get to the Japanese maple side of the house or even the living room . typical
this morning I begin my journey of trying to get over my fear of death by going to consult my therapist from the past that I havenāt talked to or seen in years and Iām not starting up therapy again routinely frankly bc I canāt afford it but also I been therapized abt my mental diseases p hard for like 8 years like Iām good now but if Iām gonna get another mri after all this time then I need the wise woman to advise me like this is my final boss fr I gotta get over dying or being told that Iām not gonna live v long
I donāt wanna kno ! But I also want stimmies so I can achieve my life goals before I die . And I want that more than I donāt wanna kno about my fate . And to get the stimmies they have to look at my hemorrhaged brain and see if it can handle it . So . Okay . Deep breath !
my therapist and I were catching up and she said sheās divorced now and I said oh the closet bisexual has decided itās time to live life for herself and explore the whole being gay thing and she did a little sigh smile and said āyouāre very good , I remember thatā and I told her I wasnāt gonna go full tony soprano on her but . anyway
I didnāt get over my fear of death or the mri from her wise words immediately , she wants to see me next week like keep doing the therapy shit until I manage to actually schedule the mri thatās been like ordered already fuck , I said girl I canāt afford you like I canāt afford groceries bro this is a one time thing and she said just pay what u want and I was like bitch whatever fine . call me when youāre ready to do the gay life shit . said it way smoother than that but canāt remember . doesnāt matter . either way looks like Iām seeing her next week
this morning I begin my journey of trying to get over my fear of death by going to consult my therapist from the past that I havenāt talked to or seen in years and Iām not starting up therapy again routinely frankly bc I canāt afford it but also I been therapized abt my mental diseases p hard for like 8 years like Iām good now but if Iām gonna get another mri after all this time then I need the wise woman to advise me like this is my final boss fr I gotta get over dying or being told that Iām not gonna live v long
I donāt wanna kno ! But I also want stimmies so I can achieve my life goals before I die . And I want that more than I donāt wanna kno about my fate . And to get the stimmies they have to look at my hemorrhaged brain and see if it can handle it . So . Okay . Deep breath !
great timing the way i am reinvigorated for art + need money really bad and now ppl are hitting me up for commissions i love this for me thank u universe i rly trusted in u and now i am grateful-chan
speaking of if anyone wants me to draw them smth cool i'm always down . wiggles eyebrows
i should be saying all this on my actual art blog but here i am saying it to like 5 ppl here who already kno this shit lmao whatever whatever i'll get there
great timing the way i am reinvigorated for art + need money really bad and now ppl are hitting me up for commissions i love this for me thank u universe i rly trusted in u and now i am grateful-chan
speaking of if anyone wants me to draw them smth cool i'm always down . wiggles eyebrows
great timing the way i am reinvigorated for art + need money really bad and now ppl are hitting me up for commissions i love this for me thank u universe i rly trusted in u and now i am grateful-chan
speaking of if anyone wants me to draw them smth cool i'm always down . wiggles eyebrows
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