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Dancing to the Beat of Her Heart

Chapter 8 is a go! I love it so much, Elio has my whole heart. Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 8 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

[bythelynx]

You create the characters.

You design their personalities, their past, their dynamics.

And then they refuse to behave

the way you planned.

At some point you stop arguing with them

and just take notes.

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Dancing to the Beat of Her Heart

Chapter 7 is live! It was going to be completely different, but I have to do what the muse calls me to lol

I hope you enjoy!

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[the-bar-sinister]

"I need to stop starting fandom projects so I stop disappointing people."

it's okay to disappoint people

it's okay to work slowly

it's okay to let yourself rest

it's okay to drop projects

Stop treating yourself like you are the workers at a fast food franchise.

Your writing is a hobby, don't let it turn into a source of guilt, shame and frustration instead of a source of joy.

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Dance AU

Hey guys so if you've been following my Dancer AU with Anissa you know how much I love these guys. Well I wrote them a future au. Here we are. @anjelifyace @tiantea @sunflowertroupe Percy's 21st Birthday Party - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

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Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart

Chapter 6 is live with ART @sunflowertroupe is awesome and amazing for drawing this!!! Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 6 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

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Dancing to the Beat of Her Heart

Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 5 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]| Chapter 5 is available to read. And we get a new character introduced!!!

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Dancing to the Beat of Her Heart

Chapter 4 is up and we've got an ELIO POV PEOPLE... Very excited Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 4 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

[tiantea]

spring mc (addie) x percy they make me feral

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Choked Words, Cold Hands

I don't know what it is

Got me wrapped around your cold fingertips

Maybe it's my fault I can't walk away

Maybe I just started feeling a little shame

-Unethical, Faouzia

Closing the door behind you, you sank to the floor and tucked your knees up to your chest, a sob lodged in your throat as you went over the day once again. As you remembered his dismissiveness, his coldness, his lack of anything that showed he cared about you even a fraction of the amount you cared about him. How he just stood there while you broke and cracked down the center of your being. A single tear had rolled down your face then and that was the tipping point. That was the moment when you realized… he was never going to care about you like you cared about him.

He was never going to love you how you needed to be loved.

Looking into Jamie's eyes you had known. Known for a long while now that while he cared about you, while he saw you in a way that was special to him, he wasn't willing to… to sacrifice for you. He wasn't willing to compromise even when you bent and gave every single damned day the two of you existed as an us.

Biting down on your hand to muffle the sound of distress leaking from your body, your throat, your eyes, like broken faucets, you shook and broke right there on your bedroom floor. The pictures of you and Jamie were up on the walls, his knowing grin and your bright one staring down at you with a knowledge that this was always going to be how it ended. Never were you going to get to keep him and keep yourself in the process. It was one or the other never both. Never a gray in the black and white that was Jamie fucking Porter.

Stifling a sob, you reached up and locked the door so that Deja and Cam couldn't, should they learn what was happening, come in and find you. And they would find out. How couldn't they when he was their friend too. How could this stay quiet when you just broke your own heart and walked away from the man who should have held it together. The man who you loved with every fiber of your being, but not more than you loved yourself. Never more than that.

Tasting the salt of your tears, you leaned over your knees and swallowed every wail that wanted to escape. Bit back every cry of anguish you wanted to release. Maybe it shouldn't matter. Maybe you were the one to end things. Maybe you should feel strong and empowered for standing up for yourself like you did.

But you didn't.

No, you didn't feel anything but bleeding, searing, aching pain in your chest, in your stomach, in your throat, in your soul. Clutching at your mouth and biting at your lips, you choked again on the tears that were flowing so freely down your cheeks.

You did right by you and that was what was important. You wanted to believe that. Wanted to understand that leaving Jamie was for your own good. Because if he loved you, it wasn't enough. It wasn't the love you needed. It wasn't the type of care that you craved and cherished. It was a dismissive kind of love. It was a type of love that could leave you in the cold for days at a time before he remembered to turn on the heat or even give you a blanket. Jamie Porter knew how to love, he just didn't know how to love you.

Letting your hands fall from your face you swallowed the sounds of despair that wanted to exist in the world. You had things to do. People to see. Friends to make understand that you did the right thing…

You had to pretend, just as you had before, that Jamie Porter wasn't going to destroy you from where he stood. Shaking away the last of the tears that you would let yourself cry today for Jamie fucking Porter, just as you had yesterday and the day before, you stood on shaky legs and made your way over to your closet. You needed to change. You needed to shower. You needed to breathe and then… then maybe you could remember who you were before you encountered the man that still held a large piece of you in his cold,so fucking cold, hands.

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Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart

Chapter 3 is live!!! This one was supposed to go on for longer, but it was getting to be too long. I hope you enjoy it all the same.

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Chapter two is LIVE. I love him your honor. I love him so much. Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 2 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

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Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart

So, I haven't posted on here in awhile and I don't know if I will often, but I really want to share this fic I'm becoming incredibly proud of. So...

Dancing To The Beat Of Her Heart - Chapter 1 - Hiddenwriter1028 - Keyframes (Visual Novel) [Archive of Our Own]

If you like it drop me a comment, they make my day brighter. Thank you <3<3<3

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Day 6

Bump. Ba-bump. Bump. Ba-BUMP.

That was the beat of Hitoshi’s heart in his chest as his hair was pulled back and Izuku’s face fell. “It’s simple, Little Hero. You make him bleed and I let him eat something.” It was insane how it had only taken a month for them to get used to this. How it had simply fallen into a routine of blood and food. At first they fought back and tried to avoid it, but then they got hungry. Not just hungry, but starved. They were struggling to even stay awake at that point and the promise of food was too much to pass up.

It was only a bit of blood after all. That was what Hitoshi had told himself. He would happily bleed if it meant Izuku, his love, his gorgeous human, got to live a bit longer. Except they switched it up regularly. It wasn’t that simple. It was never that simple.

A bit of blood turned to a broken bone to a river of crimson red swimming in their eyes and down their skin. Just a bit of blood, a bit of pain and it would all end and they could eat.

Their captors kept them on the edge of dying so easily that it was clear this wasn’t their first time which always left Hitoshi wondering who they had done this to before and what happened to them. What caused them to be thrown away.

How he could keep that from happening to Izuku.

“I can’t. I can’t today!” That was also a problem. Izuku had become so broken that he couldn’t lift his arms. His shoulders both dislocated and his hands smashed beyond repair. He was going to lose them if they ever made it out. If they ever made it free then Izuku’s career was over as well as his sanity. Hitoshi would stand by him through it all, but that would only happen if they got free.

He had so little hope for that.

Their captors hands clamped down on Izuku’s shoulder making him drop to his knees. “Well then maybe dearest Hitoshi could help you out. See how far that pretty little quirk of yours goes.” A pit formed in Hitoshi’s stomach. That had been a development just days ago. When Izuku could push no further, could barely breathe through his agony, Hitoshi was forced to use his quirk on Izuku. His quirk that had protected him against so much was now used to harm Izuku, his love, and himself.

Ba-bump. Bump. Ba- ba- ba- bump.

“Toshi…”

He just couldn’t do it today… Not today.

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Day 5

Spitting out the blood that had pooled in his mouth from biting his tongue, Katsuki glared harder at the fingers fucker in front of him. He had held out so far, but a small, so small it was almost unheard, was questioning. Katsuki had been stuck there for days, strapped to this chair and unable to move as Finger Fucker let Bloody Bitch and that gods be damned Nomu beat him bloody. The stupid doctor then came in to patch him up as if they weren’t the damn reason he was a mess in the first place.

If he accepted their deal he would be free…

It had been days of cold, chilling air. His hands ached from their restrained position and his pants were soaked from where he wet himself. If the Nomu didn’t kill him, if Bloody Bitch didn’t drain him dry of his blood, then humiliation might just do him in. He was hungry and thirsty. Katsuki was cold, damp and most of all he was tired. The League of Stupid wasn’t allowing him to sleep and it was showing after three days. He had even started hallucinating stupid Deku coming to save him with Fucking Shitty Hair in tow.

They weren’t coming. He needed to accept that they were never coming.

“Oh don’t be like that. Just agree to join us and all of this will be cleared up.” Katsuki’s vision was going blurry when an unfamiliar clicking sound filled his ears. Looking up and ignoring the vision of Deku being held by Burnt Asshole. The shiny metal of a gun pressed against fake Deku’s head by Finger Fucker. “Just agree and I’ll even let the broken one go.” There were tears in Fake Deku’s eyes as Katsuki spit out another mouth full of blood. Fake Deku had a gag in his mouth and he looked miserable. Looked scared in an oh so familiar way.

“Eat shit and die!” Katsuki’s voice was rough from all of the blood, but it was still loud. He was always loud. He had to be.

The creepy grin that stretched across Finger’s face was enough to have Katsuki looking once again at Fake Deku. Fake Deku who looked relieved. “Have it your way then.” When he pulled the trigger and Deku fell, red and pale, Katsuki felt his heart stop.

He should have known it was Stupid Deku all along.

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Day 4

Patching up Touya was just a part of Natsuo’s life. He had always done it when Mother couldn’t or just didn’t. It was routine at this point, Touya had training, he went to far, Father yelled, hit him, yelled some more and then Natsuo came in with the first aid kit. He thought, in the future when all of this was a painful memory, he might be a doctor. Touya called him stupid for that. As if they would ever let someone like him be a doctor. Someone with ‘Evil and Stupid’ as parents. Someone who was Quirkless and Useless.

He wasn’t useless. Natsuo knew that. He also knew that Touya didn’t believe the words he said, even if hearing them still hurt really bad. Touya was his brother, his Big Brother who protected him so that he didn’t have to deal with what Touya did. Father never looked at Natsuo so long as Touya was around to take the brunt of the pain.

All of this was to say that it was strange when Touya told Natsuo that he didn’t need him after an afternoon with Father. It was strange and painful when Touya turned him away and didn’t let him help. Even as he limped down the hall with a determined look on his face, Natsuo knew this was the first chip in their routine. Natsuo healed and Touya hurt. Those were The Rules. Touya breaking The Rules hurt more than it should.

“I’m fine, Natsu.”

“Nothing happened, Natsuo.”

“It didn’t even hurt.”

Lies. Lies. Lies.

Natsuo didn’t understand why Touya didn’t want his help anymore, he didn’t get it and it burned. It burned hotter than Father’s fire. Stung worse than a thousand bees and made him so irrationally angry that his stomach was in constant knots.

Maybe that was why he let Touya leave that night.

Maybe, just maybe, Natsuo was so angry and hurt he didn’t care what happened to Touya anymore.

Maybe, possibly, he hoped Touya would get hurt bad enough to come limping back to Natsuo.

Maybe if Touya hadn’t left Natsuo alone, maybe then Touya would still be alive.