I'm gay and I'm not proud
neither am I ashamed
im just myself
I'm just gay
I don't like to scream it everywhere I go
I think it's funny and cute yet not offensive when someone assumes I'm hetero
I like girls and it's not a secret but it's also not what defines me
it's something I do
something I like
something I'm into
I don't feel the need to remind everyone that I'm different
I don't need their acceptance or validation
I do hate when people question my sexuality because I haven't prove it, because I haven't made out with a girl
I like girls
annd that's it
I'm aware I'm privileged enough to be gay and not have to defend it
it does make me sad that people are no accepted, validated or respected for their sexuality
but I feel constant pressure, each year
when people remind me that it's pride month
I'm happy with who I am
I love being this way because I genuinely enjoy it
but I'm not proud I like girls
I'm proud I'm smart, I'm proud I'm strong
I'm proud I can love
I'm proud I've made it through life so far
I'm proud of becoming the woman I've always dream of
but I'm not proud girls turn me on
I'm not proud and I'm tired of the pressure to be
of people being proud for me
I did literally nothing
I'm just being myself
it does make me sad that people need to be proud of their sexuality, bc that means they've put up with all society's bullshit
but I'm not proud
I'm not proud
just let me be gay
just let me chill and vibe with my sexuality
I don't need to intensify it
I don't need to scream it
















