oli

he/him ☆ISTP☆

[hiilikeanimelol]

IM BACK BITCHES

Hi im oli! (He/it)

I am a bisexual, trans and intersex guy, I am 18 and in my first year of university studying policing

-also hi cute little side note, it's highly likely that I am autistic so tone tags are always appreciated because tone just makes no sense to me ♡

♡KIN LIST♡

Undertaker (BB) we have matching piercings finally!

Tomura shigaraki (BNHA) I love him

Viktor hargeeves (UA) his coming out scene made me weep

Mammon (OM!SWD) my love

Rook hunt (TWST) French man

10th,11th and 12th doctor (doctor who)

main fandoms that I will waffle on about are:

GOOD OMENS MY GIRLFRIEND GOT ME INTO GOOD OMENS AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT AND THEY SAID WE CAN GO TO A HALLOWEEN PARTY DRESSED AS CROWLEY AND AZIRAPHALE SHES SO SLSNSNSSNSBS

Doctor who

Twisted wonderland

Obey me

My hero academia

And

Attack on titan

Heartstopper

Umbrella academy

I am a massive music geek and am constantly listening to music, a lot of my playlists are made up of:

Random hand

KoRn

Slipknot

Green day

My chemical romance

Ricky Montgomery

Mitski

Waterparks

Metallica

Arctic monkeys

The virgin marys

CRASHFACE

A lot of the time I will waffle about my personal life too all of which will be under #ollie rambles

Any vents or rants will go under #ollies vents

Feel free to just block both these tags if you're only here for memes

I try my best to keep this blog organised but I've had it for a fucking while now, I lowkey want to start a new one thats organised but im afraid I've grown attached this blog over the time I've been active on it

I've made some amazing friends on this app and im always down for making more (heads up that I will be awkward for the first week of talking but then I'll settle down, social is difficult)

If anyone ever wants any other social media I have then feel free to send me a message or an ask and I'll give you my username in dm's, doesn't matter if we talk or not I just don't want my Snapchat and Instagram usernames out on tumblr

Little bit about me physically:

I have an industrial on my left ear and most of the time a silver skull hoops in my first lobes and skull studs in my seconds, I also have my helix pierced on my right ear which is also silver. I've got a silver septum which i have to flip up around familt because they told me i couksnt have it so i did it anyway lol. My hair is currently down to my chin (it needs cutting) and my roots are atrocious.

DNI IF YOU ARE

Racist

Homophobic / transphobic

Ableist

Sexist

Pro-life

Trump supporter

Believe MAPS are a part of the lqbtq

Are ginger /j

And also, do not come into my asks on anon and accuse me of faking ed's, self harm and suicidal thoughts. I have better things to fucking do then deal with your bullshit. Also don't just leave anonymous messages of

"She" "girl" "woman" "tranny" "faggot"

I have enough shit on my plate, go seek mental help xx

And also my dm's are open to anyone at all times, whether you just need a friend or if u want someone to talk to. I will never turn someone down if you want to vent or anything, ill listen to anyone about anything, if you want advice then I shall try my best and if you just want me to listen to get stuff off your chest then thats also fine.

If I think of anything else I'll add to this, ill make notes down here of when I update anything

~ the one and only oliver xx

Og post : 14/11/2021

First of many edits: I changed the physical stuff a bit 27/11/2021

Second edit: 04/01/2022

Third edit: age change 28/02/2022

Fourth edit: rewording and piercing changes 29/03/2022

Fifth edit: removed lost ear cuff in the physical description 16/04/2022

Sixth edit: added heartstopper into what I waffle on about 28/04/2022

Seventh edit: dyed my hair purple again!! 02/05/2022

Eighth edit: got second lobes pierced 17/05/22

Ninth edit: got helix pierced, hair colour faded baddddd, changed jewelery and added umbrella academy to intrests also added a current kin list 27/06/2022

Tenth edit: dyed my hair purple and got a silver septum ring and a silver lip ring 20/07/2022

eleventh edit: hair faded and im no longer a first year at college lol 23/08/2022

twelfth edit: got a job and dyed my hair red 08/09/2022

thirteenth edit: I'm now legally an adult 28/02/2023

fourteenth edit: updated my kin list from just the 10th doctor to the 11th and 12th too 15/03/2023

fifteenth edit: tone tag mention and changed my jewelry 04/04/2023

sixteenth edit: mm hair dye 16/04/2023

17th edit: I'm back! Still severely depressed but I'm here. been working mad hours and spent the last 7 days high with no breaks 08/08/2023

18th edit : got my septum pierced, broke up with my SHITTY ex and got with someone who treats me the way I'm supposed to be treated AND I've started uni 11/09/23

19th edit : GOOD OMENS EEK!! 17/10/2023

20th edit : got a mullet kinda thing and dyed it dark blue 12/12/2023

[hiilikeanimelol]

Nya~

u motherfucker. go away

[hiilikeanimelol]

Mimimimi

mimimmimimi

(yes hello I am still alive. uni is hard, working 2 jobs is hard)

[hiilikeanimelol]

Hello Oliver……………………….. guess who…………..

actually go fuck urself

[hiilikeanimelol]

hi! life's going well. loving with my gf fulltime. got a bong for christmas and we can smoke weed in our room.

[hiilikeanimelol]

guess who just became homelesssss 💕💕

[hiilikeanimelol]

guys omg I'm not dead. turns out trying to do uni, work and having a social life is really fucking exhausting! but I'm here still, honestly I haven't lost interest in any of my random I just totally lack the time to think of content. I'd love to get back into regular posting here cuz I do miss it but I got a lot of shit on my plate already.

gotta be up for uni and work in 4h 45m so I'm gonna crash tf out now.

love u all <33

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.❤. <- ants who are in love

[hiilikeanimelol]

MATE HUH

[hiilikeanimelol]

why don't I deserve to have accepting parents, what did I do wrong, why do my friends get accepted as trans by their families and I don't, why do my girlfriends parents accept her but mine don't, what do I need to do to be seen as a boy.

am I not masculine enough? am I not boy enough? do I act wrong? talk wrong? like the wrong things? why am I not a boy?

I just want to be a boy

[simnostalgia]

happy mother's day!

[pukicho]

What was the first post you made on tumblr?

It was this one, it's ass. I was 14 years old. I'm not exactly sure what I was thinking. How is anyone supposed to bounce off this comment? It's not endearing, a careless dog happens a billion times a day. What a small ignorant fool I was back then. Also fuck me for using the word 'phased' like it's cool. I'm not cool, you fucking idiot.

[gamey-geemer]

Was your dog phased today?

[pukicho]

Nah she's dead

[hiilikeanimelol]

Tw: drugs mention. Nothing bad tho

Started doing LSD and fuck me. I didn't realise how many bottled up emotions I have. Being able to do this with my partner and first off trust them but to be able to open up about things and talk about mental health issues is such a relief, and they do the same too. I could sit and listen to her talk for days. We did LSD and MDMA on NYE and smoked a shit ton of weed and we ended up cuddled on the sofa in our matching jack skellington oodies his mum got us and just talking about old memories, our families and friends and each other. The shapes and colours that come with psychedelics are ace but no one ever talks about the actual high. It's fantastic. I cried the first time I did acid and so did they. Not because we were upset but because we finally got to release shit and talk about things that have effected us in the past. I cried over my boss sending me a message about supporting me being transgender and I complimented her to the point that he started crying. We laughed so hard on NYE we both ended up with tears streaming down our faces and then zoned back in to the TV and remembered we were watching the amazing world of gumball (watch this on lsd its fantastic) and just lost our shit laughing. We sat in am empty carpark in the shelter and talked and smoked cigs and listened to the rain for an hour and it felt like 5 minutes. I really really do love him

[hiilikeanimelol]

TW self harm and SA

Started having really graphic nightmares about how my ex SA me and I'm sleeping a maximum of 6 hours a night and haven't slept more than 6 hours since she did it which wasssss just over 2 months ago. Most nights I'm getting about 3 hours sleep and it's driving me insane. I'm physically exhausted and mentally drained too. I don't give 2 flying fucks about the fact that I dumped her and my current partner just treats me so well so I don't miss her in the fucking slightest and would smash her head into a glass table if I was given the opportunity but the nightmares are really getting to me mentally and I've relapsed into self harm so many times since then. All of my left arm from my wrist to my elbow has raised scars. I didn't think they'd actually scarred I thought it was just the fact that my skin is naturally mottled but I've compared it to the inside of my right forearm and you can clearly tell which arm is perfectly fine and which arm has these perfectly imperfect white raised lines on it. I just want one good night's sleep. The only time I actually sleep is at my boyfriends house because I most of the time have him cuddled into me, or i get to lie my head on her chest, or I get to big spoon them and I get to be the little spoon too and just knowing that I'm with someone who isn't going to treat me the way she did stops me being scared to sleep because I feel comfortable and safe with him but it doesn't always stop the nightmares and waking up at 6am when we went to sleep at 3am. All I want rn is my boyfriend in my arms and a good night's sleep

[pukicho]

Puki will you leave tumblr because everyone’s acting like it’s dead now :(

oh yeah its SO dead.

1000 notes this post. Now

[pukicho]

that took 3 minutes.

[pasta-yy]

i literally fucking blinked and this shit happened istg y’all are insane—

[pukicho]

Fuck it. Spread this post to every nook and cranny on tumblr. Prove to everyone that this site is ALIVE and FLOURISHING and that it will last for fucking DECADES

[lilboreddev-blog]

reblog if your name isn't Ashley.

[thatblackwatchdouche-blog-blog]

2,121,566 people are not Ashley and counting!

We’ll find you Ashley.

[skadiyoko]

This post is scandalous.

[malevolentpooka-deactivated2015]

reblogging because ashley cant. 

[comeinwiththarain-blog]

If you scroll past this I am going to assume your name is Ashley.

[the-haiku-bot]

If you scroll past this

I am going to assume

your name is Ashley.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[straightboyfriend]

I know you’re a lesbian n stuff but I’m a gay man n I figured it was worth a shot. I think you’re attractive and wanted to know if you would ever want to DM and maybe send each other pics?

are you trying to ask me if i want to sext you through the tumblr anonymous feature

[straightboyfriend]