The Hikikomori’s Coffin

Never Mistake Charity for Kindness

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・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ TERROR IS WITHIN ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・ THE HIKIKOMORI'S COFFIN

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["I'm My Best, At My Worst."]

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h: 164 // bmi: 25.8 // cw: 153.7 // gw: 145 // ugw: 115

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coffin.coffin.gacha - i post my gacha pulls from different games

coffin.coffin.resurrection - reblogs

coffin.coffin.final death - i talk casually

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["I STILL FUCKING HATE MYSELF."]

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hiki.log - vent post that can sometimes contain triggering content

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Hm..? You still follow me here..? Thats okay... I'm moving blogs soon. It'll be the same as before where I photo dump and sometimes vent. I'm gonna lock my reblogs since I plan to talk about my relapse again. I've been drinking a lot of energy drinks and coffee. But thats okay.

=> the-black-coffin

Thats my new account if you wanna be on my private spam for my writing account

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“Writing about dicks is actually pretty hard, y’know? I don’t have one and they all have different shapes, sizes, colors. I have to take into account the characters diet as well which can be so awful. Like Cater Diamond would have thick semen with the taste akin to hot Cheetos… What I’m saying isn’t bizarre at all. You read porn fanfics all the time. Writing sex is tedious. There’s tons of details... I am not the nerd emoji. Don’t be rude.”

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When I’m at my lowest. I buy Bang energy. The heart stopping sensation is scary. Just a little. But I cannot waste time resting. There’s not enough time.

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I keep waking up at random points. I haven't slept well in about a month. I'm just not sure what's wrong.

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I hate being alive. When is my next reincarnation?

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Please do not follow this account unless you have an ed. Please do not like posts from this account unless you have an ed. This is an ed not Sheeran account. I used to post gacha and twst stuff but it is my ed venting place. I want to vent about how im hungry and starving because i hate my body. And how I can’t allow myself to eat unless I’ve met my steps goal. Do not follow. Do not interact.

Unless you’re starving too.

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I HAVE A MIGRAINE. It’s because of my restriction being so low but if I want to reach my gw before June I have no choice and I need to get my steps in. I’m so fucking upset all I get to eat is a salad and this stupid fucking coconut gel cubes and then I can only have water. I did this to myself I wish I had someone else to talk about this with.

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400 cal restriction is so fucking hard. Seeing all the carbs too makes my head spin i wanna die.

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even though im comfortable now. i couldnt help it. i pulled the food from the trash. i couldnt stand it being thrown away.

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Sunday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Tuna mayo rice.”

Monday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Karaage mayo rice.”

Tuesday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Tuna mayo rice with lemon.”

“…”

“What? It’s-”

“Never mind.”

Wednesday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Lemon pepper chicken with rice.”

Thursday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Tuna with spinach and siracha.”

“Nothing else?”

“…”

Friday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Tuna mayo rice.”

Saturday:

“What did you eat today?”

“Cup ramen.”

“It’s different?”

“It was a dollar.”

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not hungry. just bored. just agitated. just mad.

i cant stand it. but only crybabies get upset over hunger.

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so hungry i think im sick. help me. lol. jk. im so close to being pretty. even if i cry about being hungry. everyone complains about something. it just feels nice. im going to sleep.

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i think i should die after august. finish all my siblings birthdays. then i should die.

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“Who would ever want to be your friend?” Is something my mom said to me when I was in middle school.

“There’s no point in being nice to someone like you.” Sounds similar, especially from someone I wanted to be friends with.

I will never truly forgive you. I’m sure Buddha understands. I will never let that shit go.

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I look skinnier today. I’m not sure why though. I’m happy, but maybe it’s just delusion?