hilarbees art

where i dump my [mostly old] art

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I tried to finish the doodle and I ruined it... 😭

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I haven't truly done much art in years 😭 my health has gone downhill dramatically and I have an intermittent tremor that generally deters me from even trying, BUT MY HORRIBLE SHAKY HANDS DOODLED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES THIS CUTIE (plz ignore all the ugly bits aka most of the picture)

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I received my Colors SonarPen! I'm so happy!!

You should check out ColorsLive if you want! I will be drawing and posting again very soon!! Username: hilarbees

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Here is another old picture... and I won’t be able to get the better quality version exported from my 3DS. Turns out, if you go over that program’s playback limit, it won’t let you export the better quality AT ALL :’C

But this is a silly drawing I did of Small Lady Serenity as a/n teen/adult and then redrew like year later and had the best time ever coloring and throwing sparkles everywhere... by hand... individually... orz

This one definitely didn’t transfer to the PC very well. Eventually, I’m going to buy myself an actual drawing tablet...

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Another art dump for my queue... One of my first pictures drawing with Colors!3D on my 3DS after getting used to the program.

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A couple of my first Photoshop pictures! Even has my super oooold deviantart url on the pic of Rhi! I mostly dropped the username heartages ages ago… my heartages tumblr is still hanging around here somewhere, though…

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Aaaaahhhh I thought I’d try my hand at this “draw the screenshot in your style” thing I’ve seen going around aaaaaannndd...

It’s too hard~!! I’m not good at fanart~! Everything about this is funny looking~!! *runs away crying* TTATT

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The first is another old Tegaki E picture. I had to reference this 3D pose site, because I’m terrible at coming up with poses and then trying to get the anatomy right. But eventually I’ll learn that I need to use references for everything and it helps a ton every time...

The second one I actually did in Photoshop. I’m still looking for an RPG that follows a female main character, preferably a silent protagonist but still exuding personality, the way Link seems to... but that’s why I ended up drawing a female Link back then.

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Two more Tegaki E pictures I did way back when of my OC Kay. Not sure why I decided to draw her lounging about in her undies or why I still can’t anatomy properly (like I’m still making those exact SAME MISTAKES).

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My OC Kay from a story I’ve been working on forever. These are a few of the first doodles I ever drew of her.

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Naruto! It’s been a while since I last watched this show… I never finished it, actually. But I actually did a fanart! I’m not very good at fanart. Still, this is pretty old. From a few years ago, at least.

EDIT: I FORGOT TO FIX HIS EYE BECAUSE I FLIPPED STUFF AROUND WHOOPS

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More from ~2010. I used to be really into Tegaki E, in fact that’s pretty much where I learned how to do digital art, so all of this stuff is basically me trying to figure out how the heck to do anything...

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ART DUMP! I JUST FOUND A TON OF ART FROM LIKE 2010 WOOO

BEHOLD! MY ANCIENT ART! ,>D<,

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So, now that I’ve located the save file of my actual art and am not restricted to using the lower quality stuff I already had uploaded to the internet (except for you, you fiend), I’ve been replacing the pictures I already had uploaded with the better quality versions. Yay! Check them out, if you’d like :3

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I redrew a suuuuuuper old drawing of mine since I’ve been on a Sailor Moon kick. I didn’t even try to fix her lifeless pose or crooked body, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

She’s a character I made up when I was probably 13 or 14, so like... forever ago >o<; Her civilian name is Hoshikuzu and she becomes Sailor Stardust. She was Koan’s daughter in my head :P

ALSO CAN I RANT THAT MY 3DS WOULD NOT LET ME EXPORT THE HIGHER QUALITY VERSION OF THIS PICTURE AND I’M SAD THE END

HERE IS THE HORRIBLE ORIGINAL 

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I have to say this.

Thank you Netflix. Thank you Invader Zim. Thank you  Jhonen Vasquez.

Watched this movie last night. Immediately afterward I started doodling, getting ready to draw my serious picture of Gaz that I really want to do. This was probably the first time I have actually wanted to draw this year.

This was definitely the very first serious drawing I have done this year, if not IN YEARS. 

My struggle with depression and anxiety has had me in a place where I felt like I didn’t even know why I used to enjoy doing the things I did. I want to cry right now because I’m suddenly starting to remember. I’m actually excited to draw the picture of Gaz that I want to do. I’m ready!!!

SO THANK YOU!!!

You can see a lower quality playback of how I drew it here since I’m lame and only ever draw on my 3DS.

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Sounds like a pretty fun character

Thank you >//u//< I really enjoy her <3 I’m probably so self-conscious about her because I’m not comfortable writing actual fanfiction. I love writing stories, but I’m afraid to touch someone else’s characters because I don’t feel worthy to write them ;A;