Aesthetics as I see it

a limited perception and illusion of what the world seems to be when viewed with my eyes. It is the possibility of the world that I chose to accept :) Sana isang araw magawa ko na kumuha ng mga larawan na may kakaibang himig at paraan ng pagawit. the photo's rhythm (himig ng larawan)

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Save me...

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It gets....depressing.

I used to love photos. really. and I know I still love looking at excellently photographed images including those rough, unpolished and unprofessional shots as long as it has 1) a story to tell/a message to give or 2)a lot of feelings in it(photogs would know what that means..I think)

Now that I'm now a full fledged member of the society and spare time is scarce, I am now depressingly wondering, where did that passion went? I mean, looking at photos is nice and all but taking them yourself is the best.

Was that just a phase?the "in" and "hipster" way to do? or just...I've grown...lazy over it? or, to give my self some consolation and bargaining excuses, I'm just too busy.

I never owned a SLR or DSLR. I've borrowed one but borrowing can only get you so far. All I had was an old point-and-click digital camera that I named "Vanilla"(a gamer and photographer would understand the meaning of the name...I hope)

But that didn't stopped me to take photos in which I can objectively label as good photos. I was always the deep thinker when it comes to photos and a lot of frustration would surface when the product does not reflect the theory.

The world is beautiful. but most people only see the superficial beauty. I really want to take photos that would make people think, reflect and see what is really Elegant and Breathtaking. I am still to fulfill that desire.

And yet here I am stumbling in a wall that, in theory, is easy to overcome.

I am my limiter. and it pains me that even though I know it, I don't do anything about it. that makes me a hypocrite and that is the best insult that you can throw at me.

this coming 12.21.12 I would attempt to get in tune with my self and all of creation. riding the waves of change and transition. diving in to the sub and unconscious and understanding the I. and maybe I'd...no.. I'm sure to find the drive to take pictures again when that happens

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screw you

I think I still love you after all this time after all.

If we cannot be together still, then I'm okay with just treasuring our memories together no matter how ambiguous it may be.

I'm okay with just living in those memories. but don't get me wrong, I would still build my life and my own path. Just no more romance. because all the romance I need is you

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title: kaze fukeba koi artist: chatmonchy

what's pleasing to the ears is good music obviously  damn, need to compress my music files. too large for tumblr D: 

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title: get back artist: secret 7 line pop punk sounds right :) 

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Ignite

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da fuk, description vanished! anyway this blog is going to be mostly about japanese music of the rock and similar genres. still gonna post some photos though title: Densha, Suberi Ochiru, Headphone

artist: school food punishment 

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kinawayan ang kawayan na nakakawayan sa kawayanan ng kawayan

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Philippine Winter

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namukadkad akong muli.

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The darker side of cause and effect: The Grinch 

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owryt

I shall meet the dust bunny society with the hidden motive of extermination by the decree of the supreme commander and ruler of the house, okasan.

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himignglarawan:

:)

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:)

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puaahhh~ I'm back...

shit...bleak ang kinabukasan ko sa UST :(

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A long caption of a photo of distractions and nuisances but tells a story of an inseparable bond forged with...you know...love :) 

fyeah distractions...got a little free time so I checked out my tumblr. and ugh...It seems ironic that I got a sudden boost of followers (well, yeah, I consider a few people following me on a short span of time a "boost") when I decided to go on hiatus.

I can't do anything like followback some interesting followers and take new photos and post often like I usually do 'cause it's too much of a hassle right now but I will be doing that stuffy stuff stuff in the near future :)

brb whenever :)

P.S. I got my hands on a translated (well, partly translated) patch of pokemon B&W but haven't seriously played it yet.

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shiv...a?

Pshyeah friends :D