f a t i g u e

25 y/o • scorpio • infp-t • vegan • sensitive soul • spotify: melly.blume

[hingezogenheit]

it's really your loss, love. you missed out on someone who gave everything until there was nothing left to give. who poured out their heart and soul to you, despite the hurt, despite the betrayal. you lost someone who loved you in all the little ways you failed to notice, despite you pushing me to my breaking point and then turning it around on me. and i'm proud of myself for staying tender-hearted, despite all the excrutiating pain and the heartbreak you caused, despite, despite, despite–

[weltenwellen]

“And I’m a master of speaking silently—all my life I’ve spoken silently and I’ve lived through entire tragedies in silence.”

— The Meek One, Fyodor Dostoevsky (b. 11 Nov 1821). 

[hingezogenheit]

“The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.”

—

[remanence-of-love]

[hingezogenheit]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. This may be me at my best.

— Kaveh A., from “Personal Inventory: Fearless (Temporis Fila)”, Calling a Wolf a Wolf

[weltenwellen]

Athena Nassar, from "Love Is Not Always Song, but the Swelling"

[leatherandmossprints]

‘Sketch for Eros and Psyche’ by John Singer Sargent, c. 1917-21.

[prussian-officer-iii]

chessboard_of_bb

[remanence-of-love]

[underwelmed]

source 

[birdasaurus]

@wolfcubwolfcub 

[remanence-of-love]

[beethrill]

I felt something like this nowadays... ahh shoot.. here we go again

[missanniewhimsy]

Know / that I never chose / which way the seasons turned. That it was always October / in my throat / & you: every leaf / refusing to rust.

"To My Father / To My Future Son" by Ocean Vuong from Night Sky With Exit Wounds

[aslowyear]

Reading Times, Pennsylvania, Oct 14, 1926

[weltenwellen]

Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

[mournfulroses]

Adonis, from a poem titled “Unintended Worship,” featured in If Only the Sea Could Sleep

[cirkinkadininutopyasi]