There is no Spoon

MLT|Casual Artist|Singer|Currently obsessed with Assassination Classroom and Art|A collection of my random sketches and whatever else grabs my attention at the moment

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Coloring practice - getting more practice on drawing digitally, the drawing pad, and the drawing program

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Chronicles of Anxiety - Perception

Last one for a while...need to step back and also draw other things to get used to drawing digitally.

As one counselor has said, people generally don’t put as much attention on you as you think they might, so all those worries about how other perceive you are only constructs of your mind. Doesn’t mean they’re not real, doesn’t mean they can’t be overwhelming, but it means that you can overcome them.

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Chronicles of Anxiety - Everybody Gets It

What sometimes bug me is when people try to tell you that what you’re feeling is just normal because everybody gets anxious in various situations. Despite their good intentions (or sometimes indifference), it doesn’t help. I’m not saying it’s always a life-threatening situation, in fact it could be rather commonplace, and I’m certainly not the only one who experience it. But that downplays the effect it has on people, who has it chronically - who can’t talk to people, whose social lives and relationships are impacted by it. The solution is not to tell people to “get over it” because “everybody gets it.” Rather, it takes positive experience to break out of the negative thoughts cycle. Commonplace =/= It’s Ok

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Chronicles of Anxiety - Crowds

As a person who feels extremely nervous about most everything, meeting strangers, being in a room full of new/unknown people, is probably one of the scariest and most stressful things. I can’t stop ruminating about what to say or how to behave, or if this or that would offend/please somebody. Even as I recognize it being unnecessary thoughts, it doesn’t really stop it from overflowing and making me clamp shut and become more like an android.

I decided to start a comic-like series just to vent out all those hyper emotions. Will continue to post more.

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45 min Penguin drawing challenge...lol. Used the wiki photo as a guide.

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Got myself a new drawing pad, going to try and go ham and improve my drawing skills bit by bit. Excited!

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Please reblog if:

•your anxiety has made it difficult for you to voice your opinion

•your anxiety has made it difficult to dress the way you want

•your anxiety has made it difficult to ask for help

•your anxiety has made you constantly worry if you are being annoying and wonder if your friends and family are valid relationships or if they just put up with you because they have to

And please know that you are not fighting this battle alone. You are worth more than your anxiety says. You matter and so does your opinion and your say. You are awesome

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Lily in fear, as requested on twitter.

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Because there is nobody else I'd rather spend my New Years with <3 A very happy new year to all!

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carrie fisher and george michael were both loud and unapologetic about existing as themselves and THAT is the spirit i want to carry forward into 2017

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Lily after a hard day's work.

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Opening presents on Boxing Day :) quick drawing that nearly disappeared because of a crashed app 😩hoping to draw more detailed drawings soon!

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That moment when the sketches app crashes and your hours of drawing completely disappears

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Victor Nikiforov latte art! 😍☕✨ (x)

Happy Birthday, Victor! ✨🎂✨ December 25th🎉🎉🎉

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And here it is, coloured! (And cleaned up a little bit) Happy birthday to Victor Nikiforov!

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I am so obsessed with Yuri on Ice right now, and finally got around to contribute to the fandom a bit (I got a feeling...it's never too late :) ) Happy birthday to our Russian sweetheart skater Victor! Might colour in later...if I'm not too distracted with reading all the tumblr YOI posts