Just an update about me, mike and this blog;
( After going back and forth with Tumblr & Hotmail, i finally got access to this blog again. I just came on to let everyone know that after i posted my last ooc post. I did take some time off Tumblr to do some thinking. I talked to a couple of people who help me decide what to do. those people who i was communicating with knew what i was going through, i was a mess. After taking some advice of clearing my head and rewatched pretty little li*ars, my inspiration and muse for mike came back. although i was still very much uncertain about bring him back especially after everything. so i made a test blog to see if i could bring him back which it did. i felt comfortable and happy, something that i haven’t in a long time. i didn’t have the pressure of people thinking that my mike was too ooc or even the doubt that someone wasn’t into our ships/threads. i also didn’t feel so alone like i have felt over a period of time. there were even times where that was one of the biggest things that got to me. honestly, there were a lot of factors that played into me wanting to give up mike. it ultimately became too much and i no longer felt mike. i was forcing myself to do replies, and i felt uncomfortable on this blog so much that i asked to take on more hours at work to avoid being on. i shouldn’t have felt like that which is why i threw in the towel. that was until i talked it through with some people. when i made the new blog i surrounded myself with a small group of people, mostly my fellow pll-rpers, and a select others. it was nothing but positivity which made me feel great about mike. slowly i started to out branch more seeing if i was ready to actually go outside the small group. unfortunately, it seemed that some people got offended that i didn’t inform them about my return. so much so they felt the need to badmouth me, i can’t say it didn’t hurt especially since i had my reasoning. if they would have message me on that new blog, i would have explained myself but they didn’t. it’s the reason why i came back to make this post and gain access to this blog again. i just wanted to explain myself and give everyone an opportunity to ask any question about my sudden departure and return. as well as inform everyone of what going on with me and mike, thank you. )
