INDEFINITE HIATUS

Ｗａｔｃｈｄｏｇfor the Quєєn. Revenge is for the 𝓌𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝓔arl 𝓒iel 𝓟hantomive.

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i have once again lost my muse for ciel, at least maybe on this particular blog..

my heart nor mind can’t handle being on this blog, because it just reminds me so much of them, and how much i miss them/miss talking to them every day. they were a big part of my life for a lot of years... 

BUT

I have created an ACOTAR themed blog for cassian.

i don’t know if or when i’ll ever be back on here, or if ill ever make another blog for him, so if you need to get ahold of me/want to/want to rp somewhere else, do so there, or on my MAIN/PERSONAL blog.

i am so so sad that I am doing this, but I just.. can’t handle it. Maybe I’ll be back someday. I can’t delete the blog, I have had it for too long ( 12 fucking years??? gross. ( im old), and there’s a lot of replies/memories i don’t want to lose. 

it was an honor to be a part of this beautiful fandom, and i will never not love it, or stop reading/watching. thank you, everybody.

and thank you tara ( unless you go by something else, now ).

you're my obsession my fetish, my religion my confusion, my confession

i'll love you forever, and i'll never forget you.

im always here for you, should you ever forgive me.

goodbye,

xoxo chela

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( SEBASTIAN. )

An hour ago, Sebastian had asked their “chef”—a term to be used loosely—to prepare an English breakfast for the lord of the manor. In a fashion typical of Baldroy, the veteran had managed to cremate the bacon joint beyond recognition, rendering it utterly unfit to be served to a lord. Were he not already busy with the abundance of other requests from Ciel morning, Sebastian would have cooked the breakfast himself, a task he deemed simple enough for even their incompetent cook to manage. 

Placing a gloved hand over his chest, the butler bowed in apology for the inconvenience. “Apologies for the delay, my lord; there was another unfortunate accident in the kitchen. Bardroy and Finnian have been sent to the nearest market to purchase another ham joint. In the meantime, perhaps a continental breakfast would be more to your tastes?“ The prospect of sweetbreads so early in the day should appeal to the child’s sweet tooth, hopefully easing his sour mood.

OF COURSE THERE WAS AN accident in the kitchens. it seemed to be a daily occurrence at this point, and ciel was not surprised in the least. it was always something with those dimwits in his employ. though when it mattered most, they were always near to help and he couldn’t fault them for it. at least they were good at SOMETHING. ciel knew sebastian has been quite busy with the other tasks he’d been assigned to this morning or a REAL breakfast would’ve been properly prepared. 

with a heavy sigh and fingers pinched to his nose, he looked up from the ledger he had been writing in on his desk and up at his butler. ❝ i wager it will take them all morning to find a ham joint, so i guess a continental berkferst will have to do. ❞ he’d never say no to sweets this early in the morning, even if it was just because of a bribe. 

and yes, it would ease his sour mood.

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❝ SEBASTIAN, I ASKED you for bacon an HOUR ago. ❞

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P S A  - indefinite hiatus

not that i’m rp’ing with anyone at the time being or anything, i’m still going to announce this hiatus, just in case i have followers who don’t hate me. lmao. 

i have once again lost my muse for ciel.

my heart nor mind can’t handle being on ciel, because it just reminds me so much of her, and how much i miss her/miss talking to her. 

but i have created a lizzy blog. CLICK HERE.

i don’t know if or when i’ll ever be back on here, so if you need to get ahold of me/want to/want to rp somewhere else, do so there, or on my haikyuu blog or my oc blog. I am on both periodically right now.

I am so so sad that I am doing this AGAIN, but I just.. can’t handle it. Maybe I’ll be back someday. I can’t delete the blog, I have had it for too long, and there’s a lot of rp’s/memories i don’t want to lose. 

so .. it was fun, and i will miss a lot of of you, even if we never spoke. i love you guys !!

not-ciel out. -- 5/29/18

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stay tuned !!! new blog incoming. ( im not changing this one. lmao just gonna post one )

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i know i said iw as gonna be active

i will

some..day.. soon. sweats

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if u liked for a thing

tag me in the starter & ill reply tomorrow.

im going to make my bed, brush my teeth & go to sLEEP 

i h8 adulting

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like if u wanna do a thing

but only if ur ok with making the starter bc

im lazy & im rusty lmao

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FUCK THAT CHPTER FUCking FUCK IT TO HELl AND BACK AND BACK AGAIN

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im a terrible friend and an even worse roleplayer

help

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Kuroshitsuji / CHP. 81 / Ciel Phantomhive & Sebastian Michaelis

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Can’t wait for Sebastian to make a comeback. miss that dumb old fart.

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it’s hard having a second fall-out with someone you care so much about. but i guess god works in mysterious ways ( or w.e deity you believe in. im not 1 to judge u ), and decided it was best we weren’t friends anymore. perhaps theres something else he has in plan for us, and being friends just wasn’t part of that plan.

ill miss her, that’s for sure. and i guess im really happy for the opportunity to travel so far to visit her for the first ( and apparently last ) time, and i have to be thankful for it. i can’t say i’m not sad though. it’s been a long time since we met, and i don’t wanna lose that. we have lots of positive memories, including this blog...

though, even though this happened, i won’t delete, or re-make. too many memories and old posts i don’t wanna lose. so... i’ll just keep on keepin’ on.

I’m sorry i’ve been gone for so long, those who have been following me and payin attention to my shitposts and reblogs, and on the rare occasion an actual post, i’m going to try & be more active, and keep up ( meaning not get 2 months behind like i did recently ) on the manga.

if you’d like to plot, let me know.

psa: if i don’t respond to your pm’s, it’s not ‘cause i’m a jerk ( or maybe i am? ), but i just don’t think our characters meld together, and i can’t control that. he’s picky and if you follow the series/manga you know this.

so.. yeah. 

xoxo

<3

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im sorry i havent been around i have two full time jobs, and i also drive for uber over the weekend, so when i do have some time to myself, i am playing ps4/xbox or im out actually socializing like an “adult”. but im usually too tired to do anything. plus i have a dog who requires a lot of attention haha. but i have a discord ! so if you want to add me on it & chat and maybe text rp since im always on my phone anyway, we can do that too !! :)))

ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʟɪᴇ.#5984   <— Discord

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hisbutler-diligent:

“That is most kind, young master.” How unlike him - was he feeling well? Even after the little lord has retired for the night, Sebastian’s duties do not end. Preparations for the following day must be carried out, ensuring that the day will go smoothly from the moment the master of the house wakes. “However, it would be best if we did not dally our time any further. I shall have a full report of my findings prepared for the morning.” Working at night was usually most efficient with nobody around to hinder his progress, no small earls getting themselves into life threatening situations that required his attention. 

    𝒯𝑅𝒰𝒯𝐻 be told, he wasn’t feeling all that great. he had a headache, and the smell of his tea was only making it throb more. but he wouldn’t tell sebastian, however. he’d rather deal with it himself. though, maybe he could manage to get sebastian to get him a piece of cheesecake, or something of the like. ❝ yes.. oh, and before bed. i would like a piece of cheesecake, or something similar if available. ❞ he said. after he ate that, he’d retire. he should retire now, but he missed dessert before, due to .. unforeseen staff-related circumstances. this sweet tooth would probably be his demise before 

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If anyone has suggestions for a real life common (for icon purposes) faceclaim for Gareki of Karneval please send suggestions to my inbox !! :3c