Hi :)

Hi this is my Masterlist but i no longer write for the vlog squad. this has just become another tumblr page till i figure out what i want to do with it.

[hithisischris]

VlogSqaudWh0re Masterlist :)

Hi Lovlies! decided to make a masterlist (finally) so it will be easier to find my writings.

David Dobrik:

Down The Road part 1 

New Years Debut - Fluff

Soft Kisses - Smut 

Natalie Mariduena:

I Like You - Fluff, male reader

Her Moans - fluff, smut, cheesy

Jeff Wittek

The Things I’d Do To Her - Smut!

[collecting-stories]

Winona - Rafe Cameron

Request: no.

A/N: Just some shit about Rafe being a dad that got stuck in my head. 

Outer Banks Masterlist

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Even when Rafe was a kid there were just somethings he was absolutely sure of. One of those, the one that seemed to top every list he made, the one that rattled around in the back of his head at every family holiday party, the one he was absolutely, a million times sure of, was that he was never ever going to have a kid. Or a family at that. But most definitely not a kid.  

Keep reading

[hithisischris]

domestic rafe 🥵🥺

[illiicitarts-deactivated2021071]

tw: mentions of rape

please everyone, if you so happen to come across a story on wattpad where the author has written one of their characters to be a minor and another character is 18+, in addition to the two being involved with one another in a sexual way, report the story asap! it is absolutely disgusting and vile how many books you see on wattpad that ‘romanticize rape’. i have seen comments on multiple stories where people have defended the author, for the main reason of ‘loving the storyline’. if you love a storyline where rape is involved or there is romance between an adult and minor, there is a serious problem with you. no matter the relationship between the two before an incident as aforementioned has occurred, none of that is relevant any longer. wattpad is supposed to be a community and app that allows authors to express themselves and share stories they have worked hard on, not for authors to post tremendously inappropriate and illegal content. spread awareness, and as a community, do your best to make these apps a safe place for everyone!

tagging mutuals to spread the word: @holden-caulfield @hellohellook @astoria-malfcy @eunoniaa @acosmis-t @abbyinbookland @anchoeritic @fredshufflepuff @fjorelaant @malfycs @dreaming-about-fanfictions @justfangirlthingies @leydileyla @gxtitobxby @draconisxcaput @dracomalfoys-wh0re @babydraco04 @beforeoursunsets

[msgorillagripcoochie-deactivate]

Cruel Summer

THIS IS NOT NO FREE USE SHIT YOU CAN NOT USE MY WORK

pairing(s): sarah cameron x reader, jj maybank x reader

summary: sarah is a little too attached to jj's girlfriend

warning(s): angst, mentions of john b x jj, body shaming and unedited work

It's a cruel (cruel), cruel summer

Leaving me here on my own

It's a cruel (cruel), cruel summer

Sarah's eyes were on you as JJ twirled you around the loud music ringing in her ears. You were so free spirited, she envied that about you. You didn't care who was watching or what people thought, you were your own person you didn't need anyone.

She liked that but maybe she liked it just a bit too much.

Yep, Sarah Cameron had a crush. She almost felt as if she was in middle school again, trying to get the attention of her crush but she couldn't help it, you were perfect.

The problem was you were with JJ and she was supposed to be in love with John B, she was supposed to kiss him without thinking about how different it would feel if she was kissing you, she was supposed to be able to have double dates with you and JJ without watching you the whole time, she was supposed to be happy with what she had and not be wanting something else.

Something else.

You weren't just something else, you were the person that made her heart jumped when you smiled at her, you were the person who made butterflies erupt in her stomach when you said her name, you were the person who made her feel like she was flying when she was around you.

You were everything John B was supposed to be for her.

You were the plot twist in her and John B's love story.

She wasn't sure when it happened but all she knew was that you were so close but she could not have you. You were not hers to have, you were JJ's.

Never in her life has she ever been jealous of JJ until now, oh how did he get such a wonderful person and she was stuck with...John Booker Routledge. There was nothing wrong with John B, everything was right just nothing felt right with him.

She would've expect him to notice her clear attachment to his best friend's girlfriend or perhaps...he was just as attached to his best friend as she was to his girlfriend.

Anyone could see it if they looked hard enough, John B had a clear jealousy of you JJ thought it was because John B thought you were taking the time JJ was supposed to be spending with him but Sarah could see right through.

It takes a simp to know a simp.

But she never said anything because the more John B was forcing JJ to spend time with him the more she got to spend time with you.

Oh how she enjoyed spending time with you, the feeling of standing on the warm sand next to you, the hot summer breeze hitting you and the sun complimenting your skin just right. Sometimes she found herself dreaming about you, she dreamt about your warm skin against hers, how it would feel to drag her tongue across your warm skin.

Fuck, she was crushing hard

But at least she was good at hiding it well...she thought she was.

JJ was starting to notice her attachment to you. He leaned in close to you pulling your body close the two of you still dancing "She likes you, I'm telling you" you shook your head "I told you to drop it J" you wrap your arms around his neck "She's been watching you all night"

"Would you shut up?" you asked though you giggled a bit burying your face in his neck "She probably just wants to dance, I mean it's not her fault John B was busy tonight"

"Well she's the one who wanted to third wheel on my date"

"We're at a party JJ this is hardly a date"

"Yeah well she 's cutting in on my one on one time with you just because she has a crush" you sighed looking at him

"Would you just let it go J? she doesn't have a crush on me, I would know if she did I mean I knew when had a crush on me" you smirked "You used to get all blushy when I so much as even looked at you"

JJ blushed before mumbling a shut up and burying his face into your neck beginning to place kisses on your neck. You couldn't help it glancing over at Sarah to see her in fact looking at you, you sent her smile not wanting to be rude.

You didn't believe Sarah had a crush on you, I mean she had no reason to have a crush on you. John B often talked about how happy the couple was plus you were in a happy relationship with JJ, you liked him a lot and he was an amazing boyfriend.

You liked Sarah, she was a great friend and she was kind to you but did you like her more than a friend?

That was territory you were not ready to go on, you took a breath

You were hoping JJ was wrong, you wouldn't know what to do if he was right.

↝↝↝↝

JJ couldn't help but huff at the fact that you outside right now with Sarah. He had plans to hang out with John B today and you had planned to stay home and watch some movies, he asked you if you wanted to say and you continue to tell him no because Sarah offered to take you shopping.

You sighed pulling the tight dress up your body, it was pink and tight like really tight and you were sure everything in the store was made for the petite girls rather than you, you had tits and an ass and got knows you weren't skinny, you rolled your shoulders back mumbling a whatever to yourself yanking off the dress.

You knew you were small enough to be a kook, Rafe Cameron made sure to tell you that every single chance he got which is why you were hesitant to become friends with Sarah but she was different.

You sighed quickly pulling on your clothes walking out "You don't want it" Sarah asked when you shoved the dress into her hands. "It doesn't fit" Sarah could see that it was upsetting you even though you tried to hide it.

It shouldn't have bothered you, it never really did, you always had bigger boobs and been a bit thicker than the girls on Figure Eight but when you're in a store filled with girls the same "normal" body type and all of them stare at you like you're a pig well you're bound to feel some type of way.

"I'm sure they have a bigger size" Sarah said before calling the woman over "It's fine Sarah leave it" but Sarah refused to let you leave unsatisfied.

"Do you have this in a bigger size" the woman looked at Sarah shaking her head "I thought you this would be the perfect size for you"

"It's for my friend" Sarah pointed at you and the woman looked at you eyes shining in disgust as her eyes run up your body "Oh..."

"Well we don't sell sizes for...fatter girls" you felt a pain in your heart at her words "This shop is more for the petite and beautiful, you know sizes under Large" she spoke with a disgusting smile at her face, Sarah's jaw dropped she actually couldn't fucking believe this was happening. "Excuse me?"

"I don't mean to offend you Ms. Cameron, I'm just saying your friend is bigger, I mean she has a lot of fat in the chest area" you wrapped your arms around your chest tears filling your eyes "And her thighs are just-" Sarah cut her off

"First of all Bitch, that fat on her chest those are called tits, Maybe if you had some your husband wouldn't have fucking left you for his yoga instructor , Second if you ever talk to my friend like that again I will hurt you" Sarah yelled and the woman stared at her in shock.

"Ms. Cameron I was just saying-"

"Well stop 'just saying' and do what the fuck you're paid to do and that is get me a dress in a bigger size or else I will tear this fucking place apart" You had never seen Sarah so aggressive before, the woman stood up straight.

"If you're going to talk to me like that then I'm afraid I'm gonna have to kick you and miss Piggy out" your heart dropped and you were already out of the store before Sarah could say anything.

You quickly wiped the tears that were running down your face. You breathed out, you just wanted to go home so that's exactly what you did. You laid in your bed sobbing into your pillow hoping to just cry yourself to sleep.

"Y/N!" Your mother called "What?" You croaked out "A friend is here to see you!"

"I don't want to see anyone" you said but you already heard footsteps coming up the stairs and you sighed burying your face in your pillow.

A part of you hoped it was JJ

but another part of you hoped it was Sarah.

"Y/N?" You heard Sarah's voice on the other side of the door as she knocked softly on the door. "Leave me alone" you sniffled but she twisted the knob opening the door to your bedroom to see you turned away from her with your face in your pillow.

"Y/N?"

"What?"

"I'm sorry about what happened" she whispered walking over to you. She sighed when you didnt answer lifting up the blanket and climbing under the blanket with you. She reach out rubbing your back "That lady was just being a bitch"

You sniffled "You're beautiful Y/N" she whispered "Absolutely amazing like a fucking goddess" her hand slipped under your shirt her cold hands rubbing your bare back "Can you look at me?" She asked and you hesitated for a second before turning towards her. She looked at you and her heart broke a little at your puffy eyes and tear stained cheeks but she sent you a smile brushing some hair out of you face.

"See look at this pretty face" she wiped your cheeks "You are beautiful that bitch was the ugliest thing, she look like a fucking paper bag" You couldn't help but let out a laugh at her words.

She smiled staring into your eyes and you stopped laughing "You're absolutely perfect" she whispered "Sarah" you tried but she was quick leaning in her lips against yours. They were soft and sweet but this, this was wrong but why did it feel so right?

You pushed her away sitting up "What the hell?" You whispered more to yourself letting your fingers run over your lips. This couldn't be happening.

"I like you Y/N, I like you a lot and JJ-"

"JJ's my boyfriend" you told her climbing off the bed when she reached out for you "I know, I know but JJ doesn't deserve you"

You were trying to put the pieces together and trying to handle it the best way. "I think you should leave"

"No! No you can not sit here and act like you don't like me because I know you do" Sarah accused pointing a finger at you "What? Are you serious right now?" You scoffed at her, you couldn't believe this was happening right now.

"JJ would've dropped everything to hang out with you! But you denied him and chose me! ME!"

"Stop it Sarah" a part of you knew she was right, JJ would've threw John B under a bus if you wanted him to and it wasn't that he didn't want to hang out with you, you didn't want to hang out with him.

"Look me in my eyes and tell me you don't feel anything for me" you refused to look at her because deep down you knew your eyes would tell her all she needed to know. "Look at me"

"Sarah you need to leave now" you went to go to the door but she grabbed your wrist pulling you back "Look at me"

"Please leave Sarah" you spoke softly looking down at your feet. "You felt something when you kissed me didn't you?"

"Sarah i felt nothing!" You said more trying to convince yourself "I felt nothing at all! Okay?"

"Liar"

"Sarah-" you tried but she grabbed your face kissing you once more and this time you hesitated to push her away.

"What the fuck?" you quickly shoved her away from you looking to see JJ at the door.

"You fucking bitch"

a/n: this is kind of wack but PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK and I'm kinda thinking about doing a part two so TELL ME IF I SHOULD and feel free to request

[hithisischris]

This was soooo good I wanna see a part 2 😭😭😭

[elena-mayfair]

Dark!fic, smut, non-con, daddy kink aka ladies we gotta talk! What the hell is wrong with the community?

WARNING! Ramblings of the disappointed female reader.

I'm scrolling through Tumblr in search for some well-written fic with my favorite characters and all I see is fics that are starting with warnings such as: dark!fic, non-con, degradation, possessive behavior, breeding kink, non-con/rape (like WTF!!!???), forced pregnancy (is that turning people on?!!), daddy kink (ugh), and all the other...you get the idea. And I'm wondering, what the hell happened to people?

Fanfiction used to be about expanding borders of our imagination, about creativity, writing our own stories with the characters we love, it used to be written with care to the smallest details, engaging with multilayered characters and plot. It was about building on the known lore but with the addition of our own take on it. Characters were treated with care and genuine respect. Fanfiction writers cared about their work and source material. I know that there are still writers like that out there, writers who are writing fanfiction which is better than some books. Please if you read this...don't ever change <3

Sadly lately more and more I see stuff that is well...pure porn. Which butchers our beloved characters for a sake of some dark fantasy. I'm sorry, I do get that this is a FANfiction but pains me when writers take e.g. Steve Rogers aka Captain America, aka one the purest and most noble and virtuous characters in pop culture, and turn him into the rapist and sadist. Same story with Dean Winchester, Bucky Barnes, Bruce Wayne, John Wick freaking Peter Parker. Like guys, come on!! Let's strip away all that is good and pure and noble about these characters and turn them into abusers. Why? Is morality not trendy in 2021? Is that what we became? I'm the kind of person who is fascinated by people, truly interested in psychology and sociology and stuff I see lately baffles me. I'm scrolling through and reading some of the aforementioned fanfiction (research) and I cannot help but wonder what happened to us? When people got so dark and twisted? When did we lose our virtues?

Often I see warnings related to lack of consent/rape/forced pregnancy. Is that really turns you on guys? If yes, damn!! you really need to work on your self-esteem! I know it's just fanfiction, just a fantasy but often than not fanfiction writers use the pronoun you in their work. You really fantasize about being abused, treated like a piece of shit, like a worthless thing, talk down, forced to do things you don't want to do, raped, impregnated by force? Really? I am a rape victim, it wasn't a dark alleyway, it was a man who I loved, and let me tell you this sisters, THERE IS NOTHING GLAMOURUSE IN BEING RAPED OR USED BY A MAN WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT.

I get that people have different fantasies, I do understand that. And it's not like I'm a prude, I enjoy a bit of kink. But these tags...it's just shocking. In a world where women are loudly fighting for equality of opportunity, equality in the workplace, equality of payment of jobs accessibility here on Tumblr women are subjects of their abusive men. Where is logic in that? In my country, women and men started huge manifestations because our government forbidden by law any type of abortion no matter what...here on Tumblr we write about forced impregnation.

When did we swapped writing about strong female characters, writing to inspire ourselves and our readers for writing about women who are being abused by and subjected to men? Why?

Am I the only one who finds this:

Better than this:

[hithisischris]

THIS IS SO FUCKING TRUE. I am into some kinky ass shit but y’all have hypersexualized these characters SO FUCKING MUCH. It makes reading for them boring. I can’t just scroll past all of these posts when it’s what fills up the tag. Imagination and reality are two different things but y’all take it to a whole new level. You guys make it so that other girls and women normalize and glamorize it into their own life. You guys don’t realize it but writing these fics give off the same energy as a guy watching porn and thinking that is what sex is actually like.

[hithisischris]

someone should save the clip of natalie saying that before it gets deleted and all these people walk away from the ignorant shit they’ve said and done clean. literally haven’t heard anyone talk about this

I agree. I feel like so many famous people have said and done horrible ass shit and when it comes out and they lose followers and sponsors, they give us a half assed apology, claiming that they have changed. You can grow up from being ignorant but there is no denying that you only apologized after you have lost follows. I am not saying that cancel culture works because to be honest i wish it did. I seriously wish that these people will completely fall from the face of the earth and just not be heard of anymore. How do we allow people to be idolized without consequences?????

[hithisischris]

Hello. Sorry for being gone almost a whole year. I’ve been stuck on a long writers block and with the news of what’s happening with David i no longer want to write for him. I always knew he was stupid and made everything into a joke but he made me laugh a lot so I always looked over his sexist jokes. His silence speaks. If you’d like to continue requesting for Natalie, Jeff I’ll try writing for them.

[hithisischris]

Update: after what the anon has told me. This blog has just been temporarily closed. Thank you for following me. If you unfollow me that’s okay. I might adjust this blog and turn it into something different lol but for now this is where it’s at. I’m leaving my work up bc I know sometimes people still find them and like them. Thank you for your support and hope you understand

[hithisischris]

Natalies literally a Zionist, she said on hoot and a half that she supports Israel and that it’s her birthright as a Jewish person to go there when thousands of Palestinians are dying and living in horrible conditions because of this ideology. No ones talked about it, whenever I said an anon to anyone they don’t post it because “no Natalie hate she doesn’t deserve it”, she’s literally a whole ass Zionist

I didn’t know this :(. Bruh I’m not calling you a liar but if you have the link can you send it to me. Seriously can’t believe that the entire group has issues. I’ve literally watched them since I was in middle school what the fuck. Thank you for telling me this.

[hithisischris]

Hello. Sorry for being gone almost a whole year. I’ve been stuck on a long writers block and with the news of what’s happening with David i no longer want to write for him. I always knew he was stupid and made everything into a joke but he made me laugh a lot so I always looked over his sexist jokes. His silence speaks. If you’d like to continue requesting for Natalie, Jeff I’ll try writing for them.

[sprmint-bkgsoda]

Just like I said. Illegal adoption.

https://abcnews.go.com/Blotter/immigrant-mom-loses-effort-regain-son-us-parents/story?id=16803067

[stephanemiroux]

Here are the thieves btw:

[waluwadjet2-deactivated20180727]

im actually physically ill

[dontwantthenextcommanderiwantyou]

Keep this post alive so that when CARLOS is old enough he’ll know these KIDNAPPERS stole him from his MOTHER!

[dopeluminarydreamer-blog]

Guatemalan mom: “Please help me my son was taken from me”

Those two assholes: “Lol finders keepers bitch lmao”

[one-time-i-dreamt]

Carlos was taken from his mom, Encarnacion Bail Romero after she was arrested during a work raid. Her words, “Nobody could help me because I don’t speak English,” are still resonating deeply within me. This child was kidnapped from a loving mother, and she went to hell and backwards trying to get him back, and a judge literally told her she had no rights to her own child.

https://twitter.com/evanchill/status/1010399759088193536

Completely unfit parents can get their children back like it’s nothing and this poor woman who loves her child and just wants him with her again cannot? How is this not human trafficking/kidnapping? 

Also:

The judge said the biological mother had no rights to even see her child, according to the mother’s lawyer.

Asked if the Mosers would allow Bail Romero to see the child, the Mosers’ attorney, Joseph Hensley, said the couple was “not willing to comment on that at this time.” source

[rock-fish-deactivated20201231]

reminder that many children are funneled specifically to Christian families and communities for the same reasons they always have: destroy culture, stack votes, add bodies to communities that otherwise wouldn’t hold majorities. it is literal, actual trafficking.

[trashmouse]

This is a part of genocide.  Removing the children from their parents, who generally desperately love and want to raise them, and placing them with white American families is a way to erase their culture from existence without the ugliness of directly killing children.  But it’s still ugly, and it cares nothing for the actual welfare of the child.

[ameliapondthehistoryqueen]

Another way in which the US is already like the Handmaid’s Tale

[babygirlgirlgirl-deactivated202]

Im scheduling this post for 2023 , so Carlos will be old enough to know about his past when he finds this post…

[ginazmemeoir]

i’m so disgusted

[kiyokospeaks]

Kellyanne Conway just fucking leaked her 16 year old daughter’s nudes on twitter.

[kiyokospeaks]

I’m so fucking scared for her.

[sonicrainbooms]

People better not ignore this just because Claudia is rich and white and raised by conservatives. Claudia has always been open about her mothers verbal and physical abuse, and how cps hasnt done anything about it due to her mothers status. She does not support her mothers views. This is a horrible, disgusting thing to go through and Kellyanne will probably not face any consequences since the only media talking about it is Twitter (so far, anyway)

Please don’t look for the fleet. If you find leaks please report them. And don’t ignore it because of the life Cladia was born into.

[error-404-fuck-not-found]

understand that she’s a minor, and distributing pictures of her naked is child pornography. kellyanne conway can be charged under federal law, so please PETITION THE NEW DEPARTMENT OF JUSTICE TO HAUL HER ASS BEFORE A JUDGE this disgusting pig of a woman shouldn’t be allowed to harm anyone ever again. just getting her away from her children isn’t good enough. she didn’t have to be near Claudia to do this to her, after all.

[hithisischris]

What kind of fucked up pig can do this to her OWN CHILD. Disgusting.

[deducemyheart]

OH MY GOD PREACH IT 🍿 👀💅

  (x)

[ladydawnkyria]

Ummm… I’m pretty sure this is romantic. If he was following her around or doing this in front of her door it’s creepy, but a guy doing something that hurts literally no one to try to romance a woman is not a creep. You are just hyper sensitive.

[halfhardtorock]

??? Men literally do these things publicly to make women feel pressured to respond the way they want.

You know what is actually romantic?? Respecting boundaries and choices.

If he fucking HAD to do some stunt, he could of at least kept it between him and her, not turned it into a public spectacle so she would be forced to respond or be labeled a cold bitch for holding her ground.

[phantom-solitaire]

4 months they were together.

He got punched in the side of the head and told to stop being a fucking stalker. This isn’t romantic at all. It’s controlling, manipulative and evil. He was embarrassing a woman he dated for 4 months, stalking her, ruining her life. He was and is a totally pathetically creeper

[oxymorons-are-seriously-funny]

It’s pressuring…disguised as romance. Pathetic. That poor woman. He is trying to back her into a corner. This is not romance/love, this is just a little boy that throws himself to the ground kicking and screaming until he gets what he wants.

[hithisischris]

I miss @nataliesgringa-deactivated20201 :(

[hithisischris]

Build up to the smut is hard bc you know what you want for the smit but don’t know what u want for the build up

[4k2]

[hithisischris]

I see a photo like this in Jeff’s camera roll 🤠

[hithisischris]

For some reason I can’t click on the smut for Jeff. The link doesn’t work

hey, thanks for letting me know. I think I fixed it, can you try it and see if it works now.

[hithisischris]

Ahhhh I’ve reached 200 followers 🥺 thank you so much for liking my writing