Anon asked: reader sees dark!ramuda and shows that she doesn’t really mind his true personality; they do the do somehow :)
Ramuda turned away, not wanting to see your reaction, or your horrified expression for that matter.
He couldn’t reign himself in tonight, not after an attempt on your life had been made. He had arrived just in time to save you, the thugs closing in with knives and those kinds of smirks plastered on their faces. He was just going to do the usual verse or two, the type that would drop literally almost anyone… but one touched you and flipped your skirt up… and he just lost it.
He had moved so fast it was like he had materialised between you and the thugs. He tilted his head to the right, a usual gesture… but something was different in his eyes.
And the smile… it was unparalleled to the ones on the thugs’ faces. It was something more… sinister.
You barely registered anything as he moved so fast, using his mic to wipe them out brutally. But that wasn’t it… he used a weapon to make sure they didn’t follow. He slashed in all the right places, a small and concealed blade making cuts that immobilised them.
You felt like only your presence stopped him from killing them, a small, and ironically brightly coloured whirlwind of pain .
After that, your eyes wide and seeing only the men with barely an inch of their life left, Ramuda had grabbed your hand and dragged you all the way to your apartment without another word.
But you might have heard an apology.
In your room, Ramuda still refused to look at you, knowing that you heard how deep his voice actually went and how it felt like a knife being scraped against your skin.
But you weren’t afraid… you were only in awe. You heart ached though to see him sulking and distant from you. You also couldn’t find it in yourself to be mad with the facade he put up, making you wonder if you did fall in love with only a facade…
But still, you didn’t want to see him that sad. You went to him, walking slowly and raising a hand to touch his shoulder.
“Don’t.” He suddenly said, just as you were about to touch him.
“Why?” You asked after a beat, not giving him a chance to dwell anymore.
“You’re going to make me tempted to stay.” He answered in his high voice, the one you knew that was forced.
“Then stay.” You replied, grabbing his shoulder and turning him around, effectively stopping him from going out the door.
You steeled yourself for the look in his eyes. Gone was the bright light that usually filled them, the stars you could see… it was only the dark. Instead of a moonlit sky, it was like a new moon, dark punctuated by blinking lights.
You didn’t dare move and tilted his face upwards, forcing him to look at you. You reached behind him and shut the door, the click making him flinch.
“Don’t.” Ramuda’s voice broke, a deeper timbre replacing his high one.
“I’m not leaving you.” You sighed, thinking about your next words. “Is this what you hide all the time?” You ventured, your voice barely above a whisper.
He nodded once. “Yes.” He looked up at you. “But I swear, I was real when I was with you, every time… I just…” He turned away again, eyes down. “I never showed you this side.”
It explained the deep chuckles sometimes, or the small dark twinkle he got in his eyes… and it definitely explained where he gets his intimidation skills from.
You forced him to look at you again. “I’m not afraid of you.” You moved closer, close enough that the two of you were sharing breath. “I want you to show me this side of you.”
Ramuda’s eyes widened, startled. “Really?”
You nodded then smiled a little. “So you can drop the voice if you want.”
Ramuda laughed breathlessly. “Okay.”
It shocked you a little to hear that high voice mixed with that deep one from earlier… creating some tone that was… not quite either one, but it was Ramuda.
“I want you to relax around me baby.” You said and stroked his cheek. “I’m not afraid of you.” You repeated and kissed him.
Ramuda tensed for a moment but quickly kissed back in kind.
You pulled away. “I will never be afraid of you.” You kissed him again, this time your tongue tracing the seam of his lips and your fingers sneaking in under his shirt.
“W-wait!” He pulled away, his entire body tense and his hands going to your wrists. “A-are-“
“Yes.” You breathed and kissed him harder, letting him know exactly what you wanted.
“I just— wait.” Ramuda swallowed and pushed you again. “Do you know what you’re doing?”
“I want you.” You said, pressing yourself against him, feeling his own arousal. He cursed under his breath, his own body betraying him.
“Before I…” He chewed on his swollen lip. “I held… I mean, I wasn’t…”
“I want you.” You repeated, not caring how robotic or repetitive it sounded. You knew he needed to hear it. “I’m not afraid of the person I love. Don’t hold yourself back… just be you.”
He then began to push you towards the bedroom, a tad more aggressive than usual, his small body with surprising strength. You moaned into his lips as his fingers pulled at your shirt, the two of you only splitting apart to remove your upper garments, him his shirt and your dress, tossing them aside as the two of you continued to the bedroom.
Ramuda then pushed you unto the bed, air flying out of you a little. He winced at your reaction, but you quickly took his hand, telling him silently that it was okay. You back up the bed, allowing him to crawl after you. Some light returned to his eyes, that mischievous glint that caught you the first time.
The bedroom was illuminated by the lights outside, the window to the left the only source. The changing neon lights gave everything a sort of contrasting look, and when you looked at Ramuda, all you could see was him.
One side of his body was lit by the neon, the bright colours constantly shifting on his porcelain skin, highlighting the slight lines of his body. The other side was dark, the shadows off the bed long.
You guided his hands and his breath hitched as you led him to unhook your bra, even assisting him as he went. He inhaled sharply as he undid it, pulling it away.
“Don’t… hold back.” You said, taking the flimsy garment from him and tossing it off the bed. He was… incredible to say the least in bed, the dominating type that left you reeling… but this pure, undiluted side of him was another thing to explore.
He hooked his fingers on your underwear, giving you one last
“I have thought about this…” Ramuda confessed, trailing his fingers up your torso until they reached your breasts where he began to play with the nipples. You gasped, arching off the mattress. “Taking you without inhibition. Would you like that?”
And that was enough for him as he twisted your nipples, playing with them until they were peaked and hard. You moaned as he continued, your hands at his back, nails digging in.
He then dove for your mouth, a rough kiss that had you parting instantly for him, his tongue more forceful than before, like something was unlocked inside of him.
However, his hands continued to trail, brushing your sides until he found your heat, already wet for him. Usually, he would tease you, but now…
He plunged his two fingers in and you cried out, moaning his name as he pumped into you, scissoring them and brushing your spot.
He left your lips and kissed your jaw, sucking and biting there and to your neck, not giving you chance to breathe as he sucked at your sweet spots, almost instantly bringing you to cloud nine.
He pumped his fingers in and out as he trailed his sinful mouth downwards. He chuckled deeply at your sudden gasp as he curled his fingers. The deep timbre sent heat rolling down your veins, cascading over you like a warm shower. You moaned as his mouth covered your nipple, playing with it and sucking it.
“Do you like it?” He asked, his voice rough and… his lower voice was doing things to you. You only dug your nails in deeper as you nodded.
“Say it.” He asked, as if needing a verbal affirmation, his hot breath against your sensitive skin.
“Yes.” You breathed out, your head thrown back against the sheets. “Yes yes yes yes.”
He then continued downward, his mouth biting where he used to kiss. He sucked and left his mark on your body. “I want people…” He said in between kisses. “I want people to know you’re mine.”
You breathed out, a moan escaping your lips as his mouth went straight for your heat, again not giving you time to breathe as he sucked at your clit, his tongue swirling, bringing you to the edge.
You moaned as he continued, adding a third finger. You trembled as you felt an intense heat overwhelm your senses as you came, your muscles clenching around his fingers.
“Perfect.” He purred, but did not stop. “But you can keep going.”
You replied, your yes’s almost incoherent. He continued to pump inside you as you came, trembling, your body clenching. The wet sounds and Ramuda’s moans and dark chuckles were overwhelming. The background noise of the city faded to the background, giving way to the sounds of the two of you.
Ramuda suddenly pulled out of you, even his tongue leaving your clit. You pushed yourself up to your forearms, mourning the loss of contact.
He chuckled again as he took off his pants and boxers, his erection springing free. It wasn’t the longest member out there, but your mouth simply drooled at the girth, always that enough to fill you up.
He smirked at you and you felt your heart warm at the sight of a familiar smile laced with something new.
“I love you.” You said breathlessly as he crawled over your naked body again, blanketing it with his own.
He blinked suddenly, his breath hitching. He didn’t reply, only taking your hand and positioning it above your head. The look he gave was enough, and you weren’t going to force the words out, his eyes looking like they could shatter.
He squeezed your hand as he plunged in in one stroke. You gasped, lurching upwards. He met your lips with his, kissing hard as his hips moved fast, faster than you thought he was able to do. He even used his free hand to push one of your thighs to your chest, allowing him to drive deeper.
You moaned into his pink lips as you felt his cock stretch you, the skin above rubbing your stimulated clit. The sound of his balls slapping against your skin sent you reeling as he smothered you in heated kisses.
He moaned lowly, continuing to move even as you felt your body seize the second time, you hitting the peak of your mountain and falling down down down.
He moaned as you clenched around him and it thrilled you to hear it uninhibited, the roughness adding another layer to the sound of his voice.
He continued to thrust into you, his hips slamming against yours hard enough to bruise.
Soon, as his breathing turned erratic, you felt him seize, him now roaring when he would use to only let out a soft moan. His body trembled, his grip tight as he slammed into you, filling you with his seed, the sensation of it filling you up and dripping out making you tremble.
The two of you lay there for a moment, panting and tangled up in each other, the sweat mingling on your bodies.
You found your voice after a while, it hoarse after how many times you moaned. “That was…”
You gripped Ramuda’s wrist to prevent him from pulling out. “Stay for a while.” You paused, looking at him. “It was… incredible.”
Ramuda’s smile was enough to make your heart melt as he leaned on your chest, savouring the warmth of your intertwined bodies for a little longer.
