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KATHERINE.

         eyebrows perked up at her doppelganger’s words – she may have wanted to be ALONE but katherine wasn’t going to allow it. bothering people was her specialty. a smirk crept up on her lips as she slowly paced around the human clone of herself. it was stefan she wanted, but elena would have to do for now. being with elena always seemed to summon stefan to her side.  ❝ —- i wasn’t originally here for you, elena… ❞ the words rolled off her tongue with VENOM. ❝ …but seeing as i got you instead of stefan, you’ll just have to do. ❞ she stopped beside the doppelganger & uttered the words into her ear – she wanted her to be AFRAID.   

 placing  her  hands  upon  the  table  and  watching  the  original  doppelganger,  elena  raised  her  eyebrows  at  her  words.  katherine  would  NEVER  be  here  for  her,  if  she  wanted  something  it  was  stefan.  elena  started  to  know  katherine  a  little  bit  more,  more  than  she  rather  does.  one  thing  she  did  know  and  that  was  that  she  hated  the  girl,  not  only  because  she  looked  exactly  like  each  other,  but  the  fact  she  hurted  her  friends.  ❝ what do you w a n t katherine ?? ❞  it  came  out  as  an  irritated  sigh,  facing  the  girl  with  a  cold  stare.  crossing  her  arms,  her  gaze  focussed  upon  the  exactly  same  face  as  she  had.  ❝ can't  you  just  leave ??   -           you  don't  want  me,  you  want  stefan.  and  we  both  know  what  he  will  do  when  he  finds  out  you're  here. ❞

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CAROLINE.

‘  i’m  just  saying…  adding  in  some  layers  wouldn’t  be  the  worst  thing  in  the  world.  seriously ,  when  was  the  last  time  you  did  something  different  to  your  hair ?  ’

♡  ﹠.   @holdsgrief liked for a thing.

             ❝ oh  my  god  caroline,  i  LIKE  my  hair  how  it  is.  REMEMBER  the  last  time  i  did  something  with  my  hair ??    -            it  was  when  i  lost  my  humanity.  i'd  rather  keep  my  hair  this  way. ❞

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it's  been  so  long  since  she  saw  her  best  friend,  and  elena  couldn't  wait  to  finally  see  caroline  again.  she  remembered  saying  goodbye  to  her  friend,  asking  to  take  care  of  everyone.  she  has  never  been  so  proud  in  her  entire  life,  caroline  had  been  through  so  many  things  and  elena  couldn't  wait  to  thank  her  for  everything.  she  had  followed  bonnie  to  the  cemetery,  waiting  for  caroline  to  come  out.  she  wanted  to  comfort  her  friend  after  losing  her  husband,  on  the  day  after  her  wedding.  elena  felt  so  sorry  for  caroline,  wanting  to  hug  her  and  tell  everyone  would  be  fine  -      but  somehow  something  was  holding  her  back.  ❝ caroline ?? ❞  elena  asked,  a  bright  smile  appearing  upon  her  face.  ❝ -          is  that  really  you ?? ❞

@escapesgrief CLOSED STARTER.

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it  felt  like  she  was  asleep,  but  when  she  touched  her  face,  it  felt  so  real.  it  confused  her,  because  she  knew  bonnie  was  still  alive  -        so  how  could  she  be  alive  too ??  though,  alive  wasn't  the  right  word  for  it,  elena  didn't  knew  if  she  was  alive.  the  happy  feeling  she  got  a  few  seconds  ago,  disappeared  and  made  room  for  sadness.  she  had  been  so  sad  the  past  few  months-  years,  she  didn't  knew  how  long  ago  it  was  when  kai  spelled  her  and  put  her  into  a  coma.  it  was  dark  and  elena  made  her  way  through  a  long  and  dark  hallway.  ❝ hello ?? ❞  she  spoke,  looking  around.  ❝ -          somebody here ?? ❞

@blessedemise CLOSED STARTER.

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elena  has  enjoyed  the  time  she  spend  with  caroline  at  the  whitmore  college.  it  was  something  she  wanted  since  she  was  a  little  girl,  going  to  college  with  her  two  best  friends.  though  this  time  it's  without  bonnie,  how  hard  it  was  for  her  -        elena  and  caroline  decided  to  go  without  her.  it  was  a  friday  night  and  there  were  a  few  parties  at  the  whitmore  college.  elena had  asked  caroline  to  join  her  to  one,  she  didn't  really  cared  which  one,  because  she  felt  like  going  out  tonight.  a  bright  smile  appeared  upon  her  face  as  she  saw  her  friend,  excited  to  go  the  party  with  her.   ❝ -              are you ready ??  i'm so excited for this, let's go !! ❞

@neuroticbcrbie CLOSED STARTER.

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tag dump, ships.

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tag dump, characters.

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            there  was  always  one  face  which  made  her  feel  warm  inside,  alive.   STEFAN SALVATORE,  epic  ex-lover  and  now  best  friend.  she  loves  him  dearly  and  never  stopped  caring  about  him.  a  smile  appeared  upon  her  face  when  she  saw  his  perfect  shaped  face,  she  now  realised  how  much  she  had  missed  the  salvatore  brother.    ❝ -            stefan ?? ❞  it  was  a  whisper,  it  seemed  like  she  didn't  believe  seeing  him  after  such  a  long  time.  she  expected  to  see  damon  first,  or  bonnie   BUT  seeing  stefan  made  her  feel  happy.  though  she  expected  to  feel  something  else,  maybe  it  was  because  she  just  woke  up  out  of  her  coma.       ❝ are you  -          am i ?? ❞  she  didn't  understood,  it  all  seemed  so  real  to  her.

@hisbattles CLOSED STARTER.

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deanmcn :

me:  i want to make another muse…

my inactive muses:

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i'm here, though i have this awful stomach pain. i'm writing the starters i owe and place them in my queue, so don't worry! -       you'll get your starter.

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After med school, I came home to Mystic Falls. It felt right. It’s where I wanted to grow old and I did. And that’s my life: weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and above all epic. And I owe it all to Stefan. When I met him, I had lost my parents and I was dead inside, but he brought me back to life and I’m going to live it as best I can for as long as I can. Even after our long and happy life together, Damon is still worried he’ll never see Stefan again, that he’ll never find peace. But I know he’s wrong because peace exists. It lives in everything we hold dear. That is the promise of peace, that one day after a long life, we find each other again.     // independent, selective elena gilbert -       written by mariesa 

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    if  there  was  one  face  she  never  expected  to  see,  it  was  his.  klaus  mikaelson,  the  one  person  who  destroyed  her  life.  seeing  him  was  like  she  was  looking  back  into  her  past  -          her  dark  and  horrible  past.  fear  was  rushing  through  her  body,  the  one  feelings  she  ALWAYS  get  when  she  sees  his  face,  his  appearance  -        she  has  never  been  so  scared  for  someone  like  she  is  for  klaus  mikaelson.  ❝ klaus. ❞  she  spoke,  swallowing.  ❝ never  expected  to  see  you  again. ❞

@truehorror CLOSED STARTER.

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