vent blog

Hey! I'm a young adult struggling with chronic pain/illness and depression, and this is my little vent corner/safe space to talk about it. ❤ please DO NOT follow this blog if you are triggered by talk/vents about chronic pain and mental illness. Potential trigger warning for s/h and s//c/dal ideation.

[hollowangel06]

☆ Welcome to my safe space ☆

My name is Noelle or Cara (either name is fine!) and I'm a young adult who's struggling with life. I have a heart condition & am chronically ill, and I also have depression & persistent s//c/dal ideation/tendencies.

If ANY of these topics are triggerring to you, please don't follow this blog and/or block the following tags: #chronic illness #chronic pain #tw s/h #tw sui #tw sui ideation #tw dark humor

I try my 100% hardest to always tag things properly, so if the mental illness side of this is triggerring to you and talk chronic illness/health issues isn't, or vice versa, I'll try to keep this blog safe for you!!

Also this is not my main blog. if i followed you and you know what my main blog is because of it... no u don't /lh

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Stay safe. People love you ♡

[hollowangel06]

:(((

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why is everyone asleep someone talk to meeeee

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i hate it when im drunk and alone

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i wanna die for the five millionth time this week

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listening to nakiso whike drunk as fuck is an experience for sure

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at least now instead of rippidng open my skin i can just slam an entire bottle of sake

no more nerve damage for ya boi

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i love alccoholllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll i feel so funny heheh

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i hate getting attatched to people. all they ever end up doing is turning around and stabbing me in the back

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not a joke btw i have been drinking HEAVY these past few months and all i wanna do is drink

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update even though nobody gives a fuck idk.

over 2 months clean from self harm and i dont want to go back to it

but uhm

the downside to stopping sh is now im an alcoholic!

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recent journal pages

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ive been clean for 24 days almost and its only cause of prescription drugs and alcohol so idk if i should be proud or not

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hey guys i made a kofi page and put a bunch of my art up!!! no need to pay i just want to see if i can build a community there

Support caranoelle

Support caranoelle

[hollowangel06]

but also im high and lonely and i wanna talk to people so nevermind this sucks /SILLY

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also realizing as much as i hate being alone nobody giving a single fuck about me here is kinda freeing cause im not worried what people think of me when i post

[hollowangel06]

guys i think iam completely mentally stable and i definitely am nkt medically high right now im totally stable and sane