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Also here’s something for me to debate….

The guy I had a crush on IRL a few months ago…. Well I accidentally ghosted him while I was mentally unwell however…. He has…. Reached out….. and would like to hang out…………..!!!!!!!!! And I’m NOT SURE how to proceed. He actually doesn’t live that close ~ but we DID have plans a couple of months ago to hang out when I was gonna visit family but then I cancelled lmfao……… HMMMMMMMM

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They also get tested a lot for Covid… Idk.

Do I do it so I can touch someone? Mayb

Also here’s something for me to debate….

The guy I had a crush on IRL a few months ago…. Well I accidentally ghosted him while I was mentally unwell however…. He has…. Reached out….. and would like to hang out…………..!!!!!!!!! And I’m NOT SURE how to proceed. He actually doesn’t live that close ~ but we DID have plans a couple of months ago to hang out when I was gonna visit family but then I cancelled lmfao……… HMMMMMMMM

#he is a very talented drummer….#I just….. don’t know……#and I don’t feel confident enough to present myself irl

I genuinely would like to be stomped on bcos I FCKN HATE LIVIN

How tf do I tell everyone to not fuck with me today on this dumb app without losing sales lol pls kill me

Holy fuck

I haven’t ferry this fucked up in a while and what angers me the fckn most is that I was just trying to fckn help myself and go up on these stupid fcking meds and no I feel like a fckn freak and can’t sleep or be myself I fckn hate this shit

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*me, flirting* so which songs are you going to permanently associate with me?

Mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn I’m literally insane

#I miss talking lmfao #I am DUMB.

Chill😌girl😌vibez😌today😌

#naxen #black metal #Spotify

#townes van zandt #Spotify

It’s just like I was so bummed and thought I did something wrong and said something weird or sent something ugly but then was like omg nooo u dumb stupid bitch they aren’t doing well- nothing to do with you (and I mean it rlly isn’t me I guess) but it’s like oOoooOoOooOoo there were others who…. OK‼️‼️‼️

#pls let me never have a crush ever again #and grow contrnt eith my vibrator and being a pet parent lol #I just wish my friends were SINGLE #but I also don’t cos they are all happy 🥲#I’m unhinged lol

Prob should delete all the nice screenshots of messages 🙃🙃🙃

#I AM DUMBBBBBBB #why would I ever believe anyone lollolololololololololol #my head HURT

Idk why I ever let myself get convinced by other ppl that they are actually interested in me

#because literally they will always find something better #or more interesting lol idfk #I literally didn’t even know ppl still support ED blogs but lol #that was kinda mean #but man Idk! I hate being bamboozled #and NOW IM RUMINATING #and feeling all STUPID AND SAD