Holly Toto

This is my writing blog. I am a 16 year old girl who wants to become a professional author.

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Maybe I am a biiiiit hyped about this movie and series.

And I want these two to be frienemies (friends+enemies) so bad. I mean, c’mon TLG is about Kion accepting the other animals as equals, right? So why not a hyena? Please Disney, make it happen!

PS. If anybody knows the hyena’s name, please tell me so I can add it to the tags!

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I think the Hyenas name is janja

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Possible new book?

Prologue-

The sun rose up over the mountains in the distance. Piercing through the window, I awoke to the sunlight shining on me. I did not want to get up out of my comfortable bed. It was early November, and a chill had crept in overnight. I wanted to retain the warmth but I knew he would be here any minute. Standing up my small feet, my stomach immediately flipped. I knew that feeling. It was going to be a horrible day early on. The thought signaled my nerves to edge up. I tried to ignore the groggy sensation and go on with whatever lied ahead of me today, but alas I was not prepared.

    A small ‘tap tap tap’ against the hexagonal window rattled me. I noticed my best friend, Conval. Of course he was standing on the roof, again. I was irritated by his stubbornness. My word, if Father saw him…

    “Hey baby.” Conval smirked at me, and just like any child would do he drew a fog face in the window. I knew he had a thing for me, but we were far too young to be boyfriend and girlfriend. After All he was like what, 8? And I was 7.

    “Conval, get off the roof before my dad see’s you!” I whispered in exasperation. I ran to the window, unlatching it has become a breeze to open from since we moved here. He slid into my room, falling on the floor in the process. “Shhh”. I placed one finger in front of my mouth, with high hopes of quieting him down.

    “Relax. He is out back chopping wood. So... how was your night?” He stumbled over to my dresser and picked up a flimsy old stuffed dog. My favorite one too.

    “Hey, put that down!” I snapped my finger at him and immediately he retreated to my side. With a sad look he sighed. “I slept good, and you?” I wanted to draw away from the scolding and on to a lighter note.

    “I was out with the pack, Dad took me to watch the hunt! You should have seen it! It was the biggest Buck by far!” He jumped around in excitement.

    I raised my hand to stop his enthusiasm “Wait. I hear someone.” The footsteps grew louder against the old wooden floor. “Hide!” I unintentionally pushed Conval to the floor.

    “What? Where?” He scattered around like a centipede with too many legs.

    “The bed. Under the bed!” I gave Conval a good kick to get him under there, and faster than you could spell ‘Mississippi’ I was lying on the bed drawing a picture.

    “Accalia? Are you in there? I heard a bang, are you alright?” It was my father, being caring and concerned as always.

    “Yes, Daddy. I am fine. I-I dropped my pencil and fell on to the floor trying to get it.” I tried too hard to act fluently, and realized I stuttered my words. Oh crap he noticed! My heart pounded faster and my palms became sweaty.

“Let me guess. Didn’t want to get up so you tried to stay in bed and retrieve it?” Dad raised a brow to me.

“Yes.” I gulped down the butterflies. It was a gross feeling, being nervous and unsure were two things I hated, but when mixed together- It was not good.

“Okay. Well let me know if you need anything.” He got the hint that I was not in a social mood. The door slowly closing behind him made a god-awful sound. I cringed in disgust. Silence struck the atmosphere as the seconds flew by.

“Is the coast clear?” I heard Conval mutter.

    I breathed in deep. “Yes”.

    “Good because I found a piece of candy corn under here and I wanted to know if I could-”

    “You sicken me.” I cut him short.

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Looking up how to use the word “Anew” and well- It looks like somebody watches Supernatural...

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Its about to get personal.

Okay, where do I begin. 

Like Ana I was in an abusive relationship, fuck I even had a warterbottle shoved up there... I ain’t telling you this so you feel bad, but shit- it hurt like a motherfuck. I see that Christian Grey screwed Ana over emotionally, and I have been in the same position as we where left off at the end of the movie. BUT I am fine now. “Oh wow shes just a slut who asked for it.” Bitch no I didn’t. I didn’t ask to slit my own throat with a shaving razor and bleed out on the phoenix hotel floor. But guys just listen- Girls can be emotional as fuck (from my own perspective, say what you want) so please don’t use us. Or atleast don’t fool us into thinking you love us. Christian does care, he just has some issues that he has to resolve. Its fine if she asks for it, but don’t “use and loose” or “hump and dump” even “fuck it and forget it.” It does us no good to screw with our emotions. I like Christian. Not that it’s a bad thing but I have been there done that. Look at me. I am fine. Its all a personal choice. We make mistakes sometimes. Just Stop Hating On Everything. And don’t go around looking for your own Christians because I guarantee you’ll end up scarred. Unless you want that, But Do what you wish. I wouldn’t go back to my ex, but I love a dominate man. Its life. People do some crazy shit. Goodbye.

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A Thousand Years (MLP)

I had an Idea for an animation- Here are the lyrics

(Luna)

night and day

all of our promises

How does thou be brave

How can thou live when I'm afraid

To fail

But watching you rule alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One star closer

(Both)

I have cried every day

waiting for you

Sister don't be afraid

I have missed you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

(Celestia)

Moon stands still

beauty in all she is

I shall be brave

I shall not let anything

Take away

This kingdom thats standing

in front of me

Every breath,

Every night has come to this

One star closer

(Both)

I have cried every day

waiting for you

Sister don't be afraid

I have missed you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would see you again

Time has brought

you back to me

I have missed you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One star closer

One star closer

A Thousand Years is (c) to Christina Perri

MLP is (c) to Hasbro

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My book, I know the format isn't correct- I am still working on that.

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What’s Eternal Blood about?

A story about young orphan boy, Elliot, who loses everything and must become something he is not. He soon learns who and what he truly is when his father Mortifer, The Devil, shows up to guide his sons' path. When he falls in love with a family rival, whose destiny is to stop the nercopocalypse, the two of them must join together and stop it. Along the way the once innocent Elliot, now Tievel, is slowly eaten away by his "dark side". He must find the strength to face his demons, fight his father, and save his guardian angel.

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Eternal Blood Folder

Here is the link to the folder for my novel, Eternal Blood.