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indie and highly selective original character for 2004's van helsing. this blog is mutuals only and low activity due to the mun running two other blogs. please read all pages before interacting.

[vanhelsiing]

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[chaoticmusing]

Reblog if your muse has frequent nightmares

[melamemea]

dirty levels .

001 . ————- flirting .

“hey gorgeous… is this seat taken?”

“your body looks s o good in this light”

“care to dance? i’ll teach you how hips work”

“how about i get you a drink and you tell me about yourself?”

“here i dreaded going out… and i was lucky enough to meet an angel”

“come closer baby”

“want to come and join me?”

“oh you got a little something there… let me fix it for you”

“your eyes are gorgeous”

“your lips are so beautiful”

“do you come here often?”

“your place or mine?”

002 . ————— behind closed doors.

“oh baby… you’re so hard/wet.”

“kiss me… harder.”

“kiss me — there…”

“please… i need you”

“shut the door — quickly… i can’t wait to fuck you”

“your breasts so beautiful”

“unzip me ~ slowly…”

“hurry up… i’m getting impatient ~”

“how about… i pour champagne down your stomach… and get a little naughty”

“are you a naughty girl/boy?”

“that’s right baby, spread open for me”

“how does it feel? ~ you like that?”

“you’re driving me crazy… ! ”

“keep them on… i like it that way”

“You really know how to make a girl wet…“

“Tell me where you want to touch me first.“

“I can’t wait for you to put it in me.“

003 . ————— in the act .

“Bite my neck and fuck me harder.”

“I want you to cum all over my face.“

“Don’t stop.“

“Fill me up.“

“You like how I fuck you?“

“Cum for me.“

“That’s… s o good —”

“Mmm… please… ”

“G—god, more… more!”

“That’s it — that’s the spot baby!”

[lilyjamessource]

[blood--in--the--water]

“You can’t hurt someone, whose scars go beyond the flesh. Those people become immortal.”

— Lillith Regina, Immortal Scars (via: poetic-sanctum)

[ladylancelot-deactivated2017080]

I just love female muses so much. Reminder to all writers of female muses oc or canon that you are doing amazing work and are talented as fuck, and your collective giant middle fingers to the rampant misogyny in the rp community is just the light of all fucking life. 

[holyaligned-blog]

MARISHKA.

          a terrible scoff is exhaled through her nose, not an ounce of worry to crease the space between her brows. normally she would dispatch a hunter on sight, but she has fed recently and feels no rush to shed needless blood. she has faced both wiser and more experienced killers and dispatched them all. this girl will be nothing to her. “ run away, little hunter. do not start what you will not be able to finish. ”

she felt INSULTED, she’d spent most of her life training to become a weapon against the supernatural, she wouldn’t be debased by some blood sucker.  and out of the all the creatures that existed, she despised vampires the most, it became personal whenever she was assigned to hunt one down, she could only hope that one day she’d be assigned the vampire that had murdered both her parents right in front of her.  she’s already got her gun ready, “you would be wise not to test me, i’ve killed dozens of your kind already.”

[holyaligned-blog]

@valianthunts

“if you do anything STRANGE, i will put my knife in your most beloved region.”  going into a manor with hundreds of vampires wasn’t exactly wise, but this was she’d been assigned to take care of all the way in america, having been enlisted to help an independent hunter.  “surely you lack manners, most american men do.”  she’s being harsh, but this isn’t exactly an outfit she can get around in, nor is it comfortable, she already misses her riding clothes.

[holyaligned-blog]

@grimwtch

she’s EXHAUSTED, it’s not easy to go three days without sleep, it also didn’t help that the order was currently using her as a messenger.  she’d been sent all the way to america to deliver said message, they were truly insane.  “how long is it going to take for you to fill their weapon order? otherwise, i may start hunting here until you finish it, they want me to return with something.”

[holyaligned-blog]

does anyone want a starter?

[thedarkside-and-thelight]

strong female characters are allowed to have relationships, be it with a hero, an anti-hero, a villain, whomever.  being in a relationship DOES NOT diminish a female character’s strength or their agency.  a female character does not have to forever be a lone wolf in order to validate her strength. 

[avengertm]

okay, i’m going to go off for a second, bc it’s something that just really needs to be said over & over again because for some reason it’s still a problem. & i know i’m probably going to lose followers, & i’m probably going to look whiny & pathetic. i don’t care.

the way the rpc treats female muses & female ocs is DISGUSTING.

there is no way to justify it or try to come up with a reason because the reason is obvious & transparent as hell. even if you are a completely fair & unbiased person, you know what i’m talking about, because chances are you’ve seen it too. that’s how bad it is.

do you know how it feels to have a canon character in a fandom reach 1k+ in 6 months while your oc, IN THE SAME FANDOM, has been up for almost two years & struggles to pass 200

do you have any idea how pathetic it feels to reblog the same memes over & over again & to reblog your own open starters & starter calls constantly because you don’t have the energy to make new ones because you KNOW they’re going to get ignored because of something so trivial as the GENDER OF YOUR CHARACTER

seeing people who actually have writing partners & feeling so lost & upset because you can never get any threads no matter what you do. mutuals who follow you on your canon blogs ignoring you when you follow them from your oc blog, again, from the same fandom 

& don’t tell me it’s a case to case basis, because honestly, it’s really not unless you’re SUPER FUCKING LUCKY. the rpc has such a gross tendency to see a female character in the icon of a blog & just skim right over it like it’s garbage without even clicking & giving the blog a chance. that is so, so nasty.

people will talk openly about how much they LOVE female muses & female ocs & yet they do the exact same thing, whether they realize it or not.

& the thing is, me saying this probably isn’t going to change anything. that’s how deep rooted of a problem it is. so this post is probably useless, but whatever. i just needed to get it off my chest because i am so, so, SO CLOSE to giving up on all my blogs save for this one (which is likely only thriving because it’s for a canon male character, which is all most of the rpc seems to give a shit about)

anyways, that’s it. sorry if this was harsh or negative, but i just needed to vent.

[classic-starters]

starters from the 1977 fleetwood mac album, RUMOURS

“i know there’s nothing to say.”

“i ain’t gonna miss you when you go.”

“I’ve been tossed around enough.”

“someone has taken my place.”

“you want your freedom.”

“who am i to keep you down?”

“but listen carefully to the sound of your loneliness, like a heartbeat drives you mad.”

“players only love you when they’re playin’.”

“you don’t know what it means to win.”

“i’m never going back again.”

“she broke down and let me in and made me see where I’ve been.”

“don’t stop thinking about tomorrow.”

“all i want is to see you smile.”

“yesterday’s gone.”

“loving you isn’t the right thing to do.”

“how could i ever change things that i feel?”

“you can call it another lonely day.”

“for you, there’ll be no more crying.”

“to you, i’ll give the world.”

“and i love you, i love you, i love you, like never before.”

“and i wish you all the love in the world, but most of all, i wish it from myself.”

“i never did believe in miracles.”

“you make loving fun.”

“i don’t want to stand between you and love.”

“i don’t want to know.”

“how can you love me?”

“if there’s been a fool around, it’s got to be me.”

“i can’t walk away from you.”

“dig your grave.”

“rulers make bad lovers.”

“you better put your kingdom up for sale.”

“well, she did make you cry.”

“pick up the pieces and go home.”

“you could be my silver spring.”

“i would be your only dream.”

“can you tell me was it worth it?”

“i loved you years ago.”

[themusewhomuses]

I  BEGGED I  PLEADED  I  CRIED

           ( “Don’t take them from me” )

[lilyjamessource]

First look at Pride, Prejudice and Zombies by Entertainment Weekly w/ Lily James

[heireating]

   BOOK STARTERS VOL.35    THE SONG OF ACHILLES    MADELINE MILLER

❛ Name one hero who was happy. —- You can’t. ❜

❛ I feel like I could eat the world raw. ❜

❛ We are like gods at the dawning of the world. ❜

❛ I could recognise him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world. ❜

❛ There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw. ❜

❛ You can use a spear as a walking stick, but that will not change its nature. ❜

❛ He is a weapon, a killer. Do not forget it. ❜

❛ Some men gain glory after they die, others fade. ❜

❛ I am made of memories. ❜

❛ Will you come with me? ❜

❛ I wish I had let you all die. ❜

❛ It is right to seek peace for the dead. You and I both know there is no peace for those who live after. ❜

❛ Bury us. Let us be free. ❜

❛ Go. He waits for you. ❜

❛ Nothing could eclipse the stain of this dirty, mortal mediocrity. ❜

❛ I know I have told you of this. ❜

❛ I don’t know how you remember them all. I swear they look the same to me. ❜

❛ Perhaps you should get some new stories, so I don’t fucking kill myself of boredom. ❜

❛ I yearn for the darkness and silence of the underworld, where I can rest. ❜

❛ There is no honour in betraying your friends. ❜

❛ There is no answer. Whichever you choose, you are wrong. ❜

❛ Divine blood flows differently. ❜

❛ How is there glory in taking life? We die so easily. ❜

❛ This is what I will miss, I think. I will kill myself rather than miss it. ❜

❛ How long do we have? ❜

❛ Do you think we fight hopeless wars? ❜

❛ There is no law that gods must be fair. ❜

❛ I do not fear ridicule. I never have. ❜

❛ You were always better with words than I. ❜

❛ Who can be ashamed to lose to such beauty? ❜

[holyaligned-blog]

Even though I walk through the valley of the SHADOW of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they COMFORT me.  indie original character from the movie van helsing.  written by tay.