Anne 🌻

I wish I killed myself when I was supposed to 💞✨

[stupidbpdb1tch]

I know ppl are secretly tired of dealing with someone like me... I'm not blaming them... I've been tired and sick of myself for years...

[home-doesnotexist]

Uninstalled because I thought I was getting better. I was 1 year on meds and didn’t wanna be here to trigger myself again. Guess it didn’t help and I’m still the same old bag of shit I was before. Still the clown of the century letting people convince me that I’m loved and appreciated. I ruined my own damn life. I tried finding home somewhere else, with someone else. It was so good at first. I’m the problem apparently. Well if that’s so damn true then why are you all still asking me to stay alive?? Let me go gtfo?? When I want to all of a sudden you feel bad and it was a misunderstanding but when I’m taking ll of the shit in then suddenly I’m playing a victim and I never listen and I cry too much what the fuck? I don’t give a shit about being here you bunch of fucks guilt me into staying and wasted another 10 years of my life fucking being alive. Make me swear to never cut myself again? Or else you’ll leave me? By all means please leave me the fuck alone so I can mutilate myself in fucking peace

[home-doesnotexist]

I’m realizing I don’t deserve pretty girl things because I’m not pretty. I’m ugly as all fuck. Who asked me to go be ugly? Why do I complain when it’s all my fault. I don’t deserve to cry about not getting flowers. I don’t deserve to cry about not wearing pretty dresses. I don’t deserve to cry about being ugly like bitch it’s because you’re so fucking ugly get it through your head

[home-doesnotexist]

I took a violent sleep pill k can’t feel my limbs much anymore

I should just go. I’m fucking ugly kill myself

I’m not his type. He’s into perfect Japanese girls. He’s obsessed with their culture and their women. Before I knock out I eee to know

I shouldn’t deny his chance and his life. He loves his life more than mine. I could get run over by the side of the road and die in peace. God help me. He loves his life. I want to give him the best one

First I have to get out the ways.

Cut myself he will be done with me. He will breakup with me. I let him do that theb will be gone. I he choppse his new Japanese girl. With big tits and is perfect. Who is everything I’m not. Please god help find her for him.

My heart hurts so much I will never cr what he wants. The pmgwonen plan is to kill myself so he can be free to date this dream Japanese girl. I love him but now I am no one. I love him. I am nothing. Dead soon. Kill muself soon. Watch him be happy with dream Japanese gorl. Watch him treat her well and give her the world. Watch them be happy. Have your children with her. Better then the one I killed baby I dif. You marry your dream Japanese girl. Be happy. Have baby with her instead of mr. I will be dead soon. Just want you to be happy. It’s a good time to kill mysefl. Cut mshelf so you decide to breakup with me. Fuckyp yoir ultimatum so you leave me. Then you can be happy with your dream girl. I will fuck off somewhere where I have no value and care. I can die in peace. Away from you or your perfect life

[alexl0v3sbl00d]

Reaaal~

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

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[imesssy]

I want to erase my scars and make better ones

[analyfe]

Post nut clarity’s for losers and men, I’m a post cut clarity kinda girlie

[home-doesnotexist]

When you feel the person you love the most getting so fucking sick and tired of you.

[home-doesnotexist]

So extremely unlovable

[bpdmanchineel-deactivated202108]

Do you ever suddenly realize how utterly unlovable you are and just feel the urge to go hiding from everyone and just rot away?

[wvterways]

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[home-doesnotexist]

I fell in love so hard with someone I wasn’t supposed to. He doesn’t even so much as like me back

[home-doesnotexist]

Since I’m fucking fat again

Cw: 55kgs

Ugw: 50kgs (realistic) not starving, just severely restricting and abusing my body by overworking out

[home-doesnotexist]

Severely under appreciated and taken for granted this Valentine’s Day. Still wish I were dead

[home-doesnotexist]

Day 2 of the aftermath. Somehow you’re mad at me. YOU were the one who lied to me. YOU were the one who backstabbed me. YOU were the one who made me feel like I was going crazy seeing the signs. You didn’t love me. You didn’t respect me. You used me. And then you wanna act like you give a fuck about me? I’m trying so hard to survive all because of what you did and your decisions