An Apology
I feel I probably need to say here that I regret I cannot answer every person sending me fundraising requests, I literally get hundreds of them every week on multiple platforms and I spend hours a day boosting them and giving when I am able but my finances are very limited at the moment due to current unemployment after a serious injury. I am doing what I can to improve my situation but things are very difficult. Of course I will never know pain, fear, anxiety, hunger and sickness like the beautiful people of Palestine, Congo, Sudan, Yemen, West Papua and Tigray, I know there's a lot more I and every other person in Western countries need to be doing, I know what we have done so far is not enough. I promise I am trying to do better and will continue to try to do better, you are never far from my thoughts and I pray and cry for you daily. I *am* going without food and meds so I can donate, I *am* fighting my own mental health issues and feelings of hopelessness and despair over the sheer evil we're seeing every day from Isr@el and the US, I *am* trying to persevere through the endless shadow bans and censorship on social media platforms and to prioritize Palestinian liberation over everything else including foreign interference in my own country's affairs. I'm not saying this to defend myself - I know I and every other Westerner need to do a whole lot more. I don't want to centre myself in this because my feelings ultimately aren't important here, I'm not the one being bombed, starved, shot, deprived of medicine, bulldozed, erased, forced into displacement camps in horrendous weather. No one has ever arrested me for what I wear or where I live, for my religion or ethnicity, no one has killed my loved ones or dragged me or anyone I care about off to a torture prison or flattened the city I live in. The litany of crimes by the murderous apartheid regime is too long to put in one post. I say all this because I am sorry that I have not done more, that I continue to struggle to keep up with it all, that I can't help more people directly. You are right to be disappointed and angry, I would be too. I don't ask for your forgiveness, you owe us nothing - not gentle words or a polite tone, not understanding or patience. WE owe YOU. Because what is the point of anything if this is allowed to continue? To everyone else, thank you for your efforts. We all need to do better, to do more... some of you are doing a lot more than me and I know you're tired. Kia kaha (stay strong), look after yourselves and don't stop until Palestine is free. Arohanui, Dan
















