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Blood in the Water | Brendon Park x Lawyer! Reader
Chapter Two: Legally Blonde
Summary: The court date looms ever closer, and the administration begs for a settlement to stop this case once and for all. But, Brendon--stubborn as ever--refuses to move on his stance. In an effort toΒ
CW: Brief descriptions of sexual harassment, nothing overtly described--just alluded. Please take care of yourself. Β If you'd prefer to skip it, don't read from βWhat you did,β to βBrendon hears the familiar footstepsβ¦β Canon-typical depictions of death, medical terminology, and medical procedures. Alcohol drinking. Horniness. Inaccuracies up the wazoo. Please let me know if I forget anything!
A/N: I may be on a lot of ibuprofen and antibiotics, but nothing could stop me from finishing this chapter. It practically wrote itself.Β
Masterlist
WC: 5k
βOkay, tell me about what you recall of the events following the operation.β
You were sat in the administrative offices where you had carved out a small cubical to do all your paperwork and consult with clientsβmostly healthcare workers who wanted a legal consult but it proved useful in this moment to see Brendon fit himself into a rather short chair.
βThe surgery took one hour and twenty minutes from the first incision to when we closed up the surgical site. Because Mr. Berger was a candidate for ERASββ
βHold on, you have to explain it to me like I donβt know a single thing about medicine. Whatβs ERAS?β you prompt, spelling out the acronym.
βEnhanced recovery after surgery, itβs a pathway that we as a health care team follow to decide when the best discharge timeline looks like,β he looks at you a bit like a lost puppy, if he was a giant anatolian shepard puppy with paws the size of your hand. You nod to encourage him to continue. βSo because Mr. Berger was a candidate for same day discharge, the nurses and physical therapists consulted with him to ensure that he was prepared. He had his wife at home, could walk and ambulate comfortably by himself, pain was being managed by morphine in hospital with a script for oxycodone. He was urinating and otherwise had stable vital signs. So, when I checked on him to decide if he was able to be discharged, I deemed him fit and they left six hours after surgery.β
You nod, scrawling notes onto the familiar yellow legal pad. βAt any point, was there any indication that Mr. Berger had an infection?β
βNo, there was not, otherwise I would have not discharged him.β
More notes are scribbed into the margins. βAnd, during the surgery, was there any indication you may have left a surgical tool or gauze inside of Mr. Berger?β
Brendon scoffs at the thought, his eyes darkening. βOf course not.β
βI have to ask.β
βThe thought that someone, especially me, would not count out all my tools and sponges is ridiculous.β
You sit back in your chair and take all of him in, paying attention to the frown creasing his brow, the rigidness of his stature, and the tautness of the skin around his clenched fists. A smile passes across your face before you can stop yourself. Brendonβs frown grows even deeper and his voice comes out so low, it is almost a growl.
βDo you think this is funny?β
βOf course not, I just have to remind you that as obvious as surgery and the rules around surgery may be second nature to you, a jury of laypeople wonβt see counting out sponges as a obvious fact.β You have to pity him for just a moment, considering the reality that although heβs incredibly intelligentβhe doesnβt understand the social finesse that comces with being in a court room. While he studied anatomy books, you were in front of professors and peers arguing a point. It was fascinating to say the least. βYou need to convince them that you, as a person, cared about Mr. Berger enough to ensure the sponge count was perfect. The law is fickle to say the least, especially in a civil case where the burden of proof is a lot lower than a criminal case. Iβm already doing things on my end to create a case, but your deposition and testimony have to be rock solid.βΒ
He shrinks slightly in a way you didnβt think he could. You see the thoughts racing through his head, navigating the interpersonal wordsmithing that has to occur in lieu of just describing the science.Β
βHey,β you reach across and take his hand, gently smoothing out the tension when you stroke your thumb over the back of his palm. βYou are a passionate and skilled surgeon. Not once in your entire surgical careerβincluding when you were a resident and fellowβhave you shown any incidents of malpractice. I would know, I audited all of the reports youβve written up.β
Brendonβs eyes brighten in shock. βThatβs hundreds of reports.β
βYou found me at the cafeteria table didnβt you? Why do you think I was so tired?β
βI donβt know, reading laws?β
You burst into a laugh, quickly stifling it behind a hand when you see a couple of your officemates turn in your direction.Β
βGod, youβre a joy.β You incite a small chuckle out of Brendon thatβs more like a puff of air, but his frownβs been replaced by a smile so you accept it as a victory. Checking the time, you sigh and slip your hand out of his to begin packing up your notes. βItβs probably a good time to stop, itβs getting close to quitting time. For me anyways, and I need to make a phone call that Iβve been dreading. Iβll walk you out.β
The two of you rise and begin walking out and you have to will your face to not get flushed when he assumes his full height next to you. Although he was still taller than you sitting downβhis fully stretched out legs really emphasize the shocking difference.Β
βWhoβs the phone call to?β he asks, holding the door open for you. You can almost feel your heart skip a beat in your chest.
βJust a paralegal Iβm talking to about getting a warrant for a forensic autopsy,β you sigh and pause just outside the doors of the administrative wing. βI know that Callahan doesnβt want to bother because he wants this to end in a simple settlement rather than risking the hospitalβs reputation on a whole trail but I believe you, Dr. Park.β
Your eyes meet his, crystal blue like Lake Como in Italy and you can only wonder if he really knows how beautiful he is in spite of his sharp features. Especially when youβre lucky enough to get a rare smile.
βWhy doesnβt Callahan want the forensic autopsy?β
You deflate. βHe doesnβt want to ruin relations between the widowed Mrs. Berger and the hospital so that the damages sheβs suing for stay low. If we require the law to give us the body of her deceased husband, it could further the charges of emotional damages which Callahan wants to avoid. But he hasnβt heard your testimony, he just doesnβt believe we can win.β
βAnd do you?βΒ
Itβs your turn to frown. βDo I what?β
βDo you believe we can win?βΒ
Even as an attorney who spent three years of law school seeing through everyoneβs bullshit, you canβt even begin to dissect the face that Brendonβs making at you. Something between admiration and awe sits in the way his brow furrows but doesnβt frown. His hand reaches for yours almost subconsciously seeking comfort. Youβd think this level of intimacy was foreign for a man like Dr. Park, all hair gel and teeth, but in the last couple of weeks working with himβyouβd seen a different side. The fear and anxiety of losing something he unconditionally loved, his work. And it wasnβt the same kind of fear you see in people working a nine-to-five just to make ends meet, no. It was pure passion. And it endeared him to you.
You offer a comforting smile and nod, squeezing his hand in yours. βI do.β
He straightens up and and nods his head like heβs already decided on whateverβs going on inside his head. βIβll get you that warrant then.β
Like a man on a mission, he lets go of your hand and turns to the elevator swiftly, pressing the button without even saying goodbye. Shock paralyzes you before you can respond.Β
Heβs already in the elevator, doors closing, when you muster; βWhat do you mean get me the warrant?β
Between the deposition and court dates quickly looming, you see Brendon less and less because you both have done your job. Now, all you had to do was wait to see if the trial went through or if an agreement would be reachedβwhich was unlikely considering Brendonβs position on the whole thing. Callahan, the main defense attorney on this case, was persistent in trying to convince Dr. Park in admitting guilt. In doing so, the hospital and Brendon could accept the lower damages whilst keeping the case quiet. Callahan, for how intelligent he was in the court, was very manipulative. Flaunting his high brow attorney money, Brendon was on the receiving side of many gifts, lunches, and even offers to play at the local Country Club gold course. But it was all ridiculous. Did Brendon look like a man who played golf?Β
You were on the receiving side of his lamentation whenever Brendon received one of these ostentatious invitations. This time, it was a dinner.Β
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β Are you coming to the dinner Callahan has planned tonight?
You:Β No? What dinner?
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β For fuckβs sake he wonβt stop inviting me to this dinner with a bunch of investors and stuff.Β
You: Gross. Are you going?
Brendon Park (PTMC): I feel like I have to, Iβve already ditched three invitations to golf this month.
You: Wow, Callahan treats you better than he does his wife. Kinda cute. Maybe the two of you should date.
Brendon Park (PTMC): I didnβt know he had a wife. Seemed like the kind of guy married to his job.Β
You: Well when he makes that much money, you canβt help but stick around and be eye candy for the guy.Β
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β Wanna come to dinner with me?
You: Like to Callahanβs dinner or just like regular dinner?
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β Well Callahanβs dinner first but I was thinking we could grab dinner another time. Or, if the food is awful, we can grab burgers at the place around the corner from the restaurant.Β
You: Did you Google search other restaurants around the area?
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β Look at me. They serve pea puree on a plate topped with a microgreen and call it dinner. I need more than just puree for how much protein intake my lifestyle requires.
You: Okay gymbro ;)
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β Careful sweetheart. These arms arenβt only for surgery.
Brendon Park (PTMC):Β So, pick you up at 6?
You: see you then ;)
The second you press send, youβre up and off your bedβrunning down the stairs with the gait of a clumsy horse. Trinity looks up from where sheβs laying on the couch as you threaten to tumble down the stairs.
βWhereβs the fire?β Dennis asks, poking his head out from the kitchen where heβs washing dishes.
Breathless from the running and also from the fact that you were just flirting with on of the hottest doctors youβve seen in your life, you clutch the bannister before spitting out, βIβm going to dinner with Dr. Park.βΒ
Trinity sits up so fast youβre worried she got whiplash. βOh shit.β
βI donβt know what to wear,β you stare at your friends wide eye, shocked that this is even happening. Trinity has been subject to many lamentations of your wet dreams about Brendon that this dinner feels closer to her Olympics than any flirtation with Yolanda has felt.
βWell then turn your butt around and get upstairs weβve got work to do,β you mindlessly follow her instructions, too stunned to protest as she shouts out to Dennis. βHuckleberry, warm up the curling iron!β
After Trinity is done with you, your body has been scrubbed and exfoliated beyond your imagination with your hair curled perfectly to give off just the perfect illusion of effortlessness. The dress is a perfect mixture of professional and sensual, clinging to curves in a way that makes you feel like a hot lawyer and also a femme fatale. Looking in the mirror, you can barely recognize the person in the mirror. Itβs unfamiliar, wanting to look good for yourself and for someone else.Β
βYou look like youβre ready to pain the town red, babe,β Trinity says, smiling, and finishing the last touches on your hair with a dusting of hair spray.
βI feel like it,β you turn to look at her earnestly. βThank you, Trin.β
βOf course, dude. You deserve to look and feel like hot shit,β she wraps her arms around your shoulders, squeezing you in a hug thatβs almost too tight but just tight enough to feel comforting. βNow, if you end up coming back hereβIβll make sure Huckleberry and I are out on the townβwatching a drive in movie with his surrogate family or something.β
You let out a cackle. βYou hate babies.β
βYeah,β she says obviously. βBut I love hearing about your sexcapades.β
Trinity bumps your shoulder and winks as you stand, balancing on your stiletto heels. This time, instead of the black pumpsβyou opted for a pinker shoe to feel more you and less like the lawyer persona you put on at work.
The doorbell breaks the two of you out of your dress up fantasy. A cold shiver of nerves runs down your head and back and Trinity notices in an instant, pulling the faux fur coat off the chair and placing it on your shoulders.Β
βYouβre a motherfucking lawyer. Youβre the youngest associate in your firm. You are a boss ass bitch,β she tells you like a mantra as you nod and straighten your spine.Β
βIβm a boss ass bitch.β
You shakily make your way down the stairs, balancing on the heels to the most hilarious sight youβve ever witnessed. Dennis standing awkwardly in the living room while Brendon stands towering next to the doorway.
βGood evening, Dr. Park,β you smile, holding your clutch tightly like a lifeline as your eyes rake over his immaculately pressed suit.Β
The fact that heβs wearing a suit is even more impressive considering the fact that he was less than thrilled at the idea of going to a fancy restaurant but you canβt complain. The light gray fabric edges on blue, emulating the colored skin of his namesakeβthe shark. Itβs a little on the nose, but the fabric is perfectly pressed in a way that accentuates the divots of his body. The way the suit clings to his thighs and across his broad chest makes you want to take a bite out of his shoulder.Β
βYou can call me Brendon, sweetheart,β your heart flutters at hearing βsweetheartβ come from his mouth for the first time. βShall we?β
His hand slots firmly on your lower back, and although youβre wearing a rather thick coatβyou can feel the heat of his huge hand stretch across your waist.
βHave fun you crazy kids!β Trinity shouts before closing the door behind the two of you.
For a moment, you glance at Brendon, expecting a look of disgust or annoyance at Trinity. But, when you look up at him, all you see is his bright blue eyes gazing down with the light of the streetlamps dancing like stars in his eyes. In shock, you turn to look in front of you under the guise of finding your step.Β
As you find your balance, you scan the curb for his car and set your eyes on a gorgeous blue Maserati GranTurismo that must cost more than your collective student debt youβve accrued over your educational career. Itβs sleek and modern and takes your breath away when Brendon goes to open the door for your, revealing the leather interior.
βThanks,β your voice comes out breathlessly, sitting in the plush seatβyour eyes roving over the dash. Once Brendon slips into the driver seat, you canβt help but speak up in awe. βYour car is beautiful.β
βShe is, isnβt she?β a rare smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. He fires up the engine, the soft purr of the V6 engine rumbling underneath the two of you. βI bought her after my nonna complained I was still driving her beat up old car. She thought I needed something that suited me.β
βWell,β you let out an incredulous laugh. βThank you, nonna.β
The car darts off and youβre struck with joy as the lights of Pittsburgh fly by in a daze.Β
Dinner isβ¦ well dinner is exactly what you expected. Tiny appetizers with even tinier entrees, all wrapped up with a weird gastronomic mousse that tastes more like air than vanilla. You wash everything down with a hefty gulp of whatever bottle of wine they bought for the table but even a sip makes you wish you were back home with Trinity, drinking Franzia. Sitting next to Brendan, you smile and make pleasantries with Callahanβs wife who is much more poised as she passes the basket of bread.
βSo, have you been enjoying working at the firm? Callahan tells me that youβre the youngest associate theyβve ever hired,β she comments with a smile as you shrink under the watchful eyes of the table.Β
βYes,β you pile bread onto a plate as a distraction. βItβs been a dream come true to work somewhere with such incredible prestige. I heard so many great things about the firm while I was attending UPenn. The internship is a wonderful opportunity to get your foot in the door so when I was accepted for a full time position, it felt like a dream.β
You speak in half truths. Part of it is the watchful eye of Callahan across the table, ensuring that you speak well about the law firm he built himself from brick and mortar. The truthful side is that you were incredibly thankful to have a job, especially one working near your closest friend so you wouldnβt have to live a lonely life in the city.Β
βWell, when we saw your resume, we had to catch you before anyone else offered you a position,β Callahan comments over his glass of white wine with a small wink that makes your stomach turn in disgust. Instinctively, you lean into Brendan to help ground you in a comforting presence. Your hand finds this underneath the plush tableclothβjust brushing the backs of your hands together to remind you that you arenβt alone at this table.
Dr. Park clears his throat and speaks, βThank you for inviting me to this dinner. Itβs been wonderful to spend time with my defense team, especially when youβre working so hard.β
He glances over at you, linking your pinkies as he emphasizes the last phrase. It makes your chest feel warm, to be seen for your hard work by the person youβre trying your hardest to defend. It makes the late nights and early mornings worth it when you know your building a case that you believe in, rather than one built with straw and facades.Β
βOf course,β Callahan smiles. βAlthough, I hoped weβd be celebrating happier news tonight. In a case like this, itβs easiest to accept the deal when thereβs non-reversible damages because the likelihood of defence verdict statistically decreases.β
βSo Iβve heard,β Brendan grumbles and chokes down the last dregs of his wine glass, wincing slightly at the bitterness.Β
βIn my professional opinion, Dr. Parkβand Iβve been doing this a while, I would hate to see your license to practice be threatened over a small mistake like this. Itβs within my best interest to ensure that you continue to practice in the state of Pennsylvania, especially considering that youβre one of the best in the country,β Callahan smiles caustically, like his face is incapable of actually showing true joy. It may be that he enjoys the sight of people withering under his gaze too much to show his humanity, but you arenβt quite sure. What you are sure of is the slow bubble of anger that builds as he continues to coerce Brendan over something heβs been very firm about.Β
Just as Callahan goes to speak again, you interject, βWith all due respect, Mr. Callahan, Dr. Park is well aware of his options and has firmly denied the settlement. I believe that it is in our best interest as lawyers to seek out all information so that we may best defend him in court, as is what we are hired to do. Sir.β
You tack on the last bit in an attempt to show a modicum of respect through the venom youβve spit out, but you know the vitriol escapes in the way that the table goes silent. Logically, you know you should be supporting Callahan and speaking sweet nothings to Brendon in an attempt to sway him to take the settlement so the hospital has to pay less for something he might not have even done. On the other hand, youβve worked tirelessly with Brendan. You know him and his character. He may be cold, stern, and altogether a man of few words, but he is earnest in what he says and you believe him. So, you refuse to sit by while your colleaguesβor more specifically your bossβdemeans him in front of the table.Β
Next to you, Brendon places his hand on your thigh as he brings his phone to his ear. βUrgently?β thereβs a slight pause, βof course. Iβll be there as soon as possible.β
Grabbing your hand, he stands and youβre forced to follow.Β
βSorry everyoneβthey need me at the hospital. Thereβs an emergency reconstruction and Iβm on call.β
You smile placidly to the table, taking a second to push in your chair politely so that a waiter doesnβt trip before being spirited off behind Brendan, only pausing once youβre around the corner. Looking up, you frown once the two of you stop on the side walk.
βDonβt we need to go? You said there was a surgery.β
He looks down and smiles. A real smile this time, one that lights up his face in a way thatβs only reserved for the dim lighting of dusk. βI was just tired of hearing Callahan speak. He talks like heβs the only one in the room.β
A laugh bubbles up in surprise. You canβt hold it back, seeing the childish glee on Brendanβs face as the two of you hide on a street corner like teenagers after a prom night.Β
βDr. Park,β you playfully bat at his chest. βI didnβt know you had it in you.β
He catches your hand, holding it closeβjust above his heart so that you can feel it beat. βItβs Brendan.β
You sit in a comfortable silence, the ambiance of the city embracing the two of you in a distractionless cocoon. Your eyes scan his face, taking in the scruff growing in now that the night beckons and the small dimple in the center of his cheek. Unable to stop yourself, you reach up with your freehand and poke the dimple, watching it indent even further into his cheek.
βI didnβt know you had dimples,β your voice is a whisper.Β
βI think youβre the only one in the hospital whoβs seen me smile, let alone seen my dimples,β his hand drops yours and you have to hide the disappointment only before he laces your fingers together. βNow, if my calculations are correctβthereβs a late night burger place open around the corner. And I donβt know about you, but I could go for some fries.β
You squeeze his hand, sidling up next to him to bask in his warmth. βLead the way.β
With a full heart and an even fuller stomach, the two of you find your way back to the front door of your shared townhouse. All the lights are off, as per Trinityβs promise, but all you can think about is the new side of Brendon youβve seen in the last few hours. This is the true Brendan, without the blue scrubs and gelled back hair. He was looser, more free with his curled hair that dangled out of place just so. And a smile that was almost blinding with out bright it could be.Β
βThank you for tonight,β his voice is almost a whisper as the two of you stand almost chest to chest, hands hovering but not touching each other.
βOf course,β you scoff and smile. βWho wouldnβt pass up an opportunity for free food.β
You canβt hold yourself back from tangling your hands in the lapel of his suit, feeling the smooth fibers underneath your fingertips.
βThatβs not what I meant,β his arms slowly snake around your waist, pulling you closer until you can feel his breath puff against your face.Β
βYeah well, itβs not always that you get to berate your boss in front of important colleagues and donors. I should be thanking you for the once in a lifetime chance.β
Brendon falls silent as his eyes scan your face, looking for any hint of discomfort or rejection as he brushes his nose against yours. βTell me if you donβt want this.β
Your blood sings with all the wine you consumed that night, your mind floating and hazy with joy. You canβt help but tug him close to finally capture his lips, feeling your chest warm when he clutches you tightly like youβre something precious. This close to him, you smell the bright pine notes of his aftershave and coconut in his curl cream. You donβt remember the last time you kissed someone you actually liked and this was wiping all the terrible memories away in a wash of bright joy.
He gently cradles your back as he pushes you against the door, always a doctor at heart with the way he watches out for your spine. You feel his body push even closer, his firm chest against yours and a leg that slips between your thighsβpressing against the place you want him the most. Your lips part for a brief moment to catch your breath and he canβt help but litter kisses down your jaw and behind your ear. Reaching up, your fingers tangle in the soft and slightly damp brown curls that sit atop his head, silently begging him for more.
In the dull lamplight, the two of you look like a happy coupleβjoyful and enjoying in each others intimate presence. For a moment you can almost forget that you work for him, that there isnβt a lawsuit looming around the corner waiting to sink its teeth into your plush flesh. But your mind doesnβt let reality float away when you finally come to.Β
βBrendon,β you spout out, your voice hoarse. βWe canβt.β
You tug on his hair gently to pull him away from your skin. He frowns and looks down at you like a lost puppy. You want nothing but to pull him into your house, to finally indulge in all the fantasies that keep you up at night. But, ethically, you know you canβt.Β
βI work for you, Brendon. We canβt.β
He shakes his head in confusion. βYou work for the hospital, thereβs nothing againstββ
βIβm sorry,β you reach up and place a hand on his face, pulling him down to press a parting kiss on his cheek.
You turn toward the door, hands fumbling with the keys as you wrench it openβpushing inside as quickly as possible. When the door finally shuts behind you, the tears begin to fall as you sink to the ground. Guilt claws a pit in your stomach as you listen to him stand outside the door, perhaps staring at the space you were once at, before walking down the steps to his car. You hold in the verbal sobs until the low purr of the GranTurisimo grows quiet and you feel your heart tug in your chest.Β
After that night, thereβs a silence that digs a hole in Brendonβs pocket where his phone is. Every time the phone vibrates, he canβt help but rush to check if a message from you is waiting. There never is. Itβs just an endless stream of consults, questions, and monotonous work that makes every passing day go even slower.Β
Only one message catches his eye. Itβs an email with an attached warrant from his contact. Brendonβs heart could sing. The one last puzzle piece to his case was finally found and they would have an almost air tight defense to present to the court next week.
With a surgery upcoming that would take the rest of his afternoon, he practically bounds up the stairs, skipping steps to get to the administrative floor where all the attorneys are. He arrives at your cubical to see an open computer, but no dice.Β
βWhere is she?β he doesnβt mean to growl out at your coworker but after running up six flights of stairs, his voice comes out more growl than grumble.
βSheβs in with Callahan,β they point toward the office at the end of the corridor and Brendon is already off, striding across the carpeted floor to get to you. He pauses when he hears voices speaking in hushed whispers, hovering just outside the door to give you the good news when you finally get out.Β
βWhat you did,β he hears Callahan speak. βIt takes a lot of guts to stand up to your boss like that.β
βSorry,β your voice is small in the way you make it when fear overruns youβthe way you sounded when you pulled away from the kiss. βI didnβt mean any disrespect, sir.β
βNo, donβt be sorry. Iβ¦ admire your tenacity,β a pit forms in the depths of Brendonβs stomach. Itβs not true what they say about sharks, that they can sense a drop of blood in the ocean from a mile away. But this close, he can smell it in the air.
βOh, thank you.β
βIn fact, I think you have what it takes to make partner some time soon. The board doesnβt convene for a couple months, but Iβm sure I can put a word in to recommend you.β
There a silence that makes Brendonβs ears ring. Youβre quiet, too quiet for your dreams to be happening right then and there with Callahan recommending you for partner. A smack of the mouth and a firm slap ring out in succession.
βAre you hitting on me?β you ask incredulously.
βYouβre a beautiful woman,β Callahanβs voice remains low and gravely, as though he hadnβt just harassed his own subordinate.Β
Brendon hears the familiar footsteps of your heels on the carpet grow closer until the door is thrown open. You turn the corner and come face to face with him, sweat growing on your brow as you place a hand over your mouth.Β
βI have to go,β you whisper and run out of the room, people peeking over the walls of their cubicles to watch the commotion.
βWait!β
Brendonβs voice bellows out, but youβre already gone.
Blood in the Water | Brendon Park x Lawyer! Reader
Chapter One: Our Topic Is...
Summary: As an associate lawyer, you're relegated to consults, researching case law, and generally doing the work that the partnered attorneys take credit for. Now, as a high-profile case threatens PTMC's reputation, you're tasked with handling their most difficult client yet, Park the Shark.Β
CW: Canon-typical depictions of death, medical terminology, and medical procedures. Alcohol drinking, general mentions of SA--think Trinity's experiences from Season 1. Horniness. Please let me know if I forget anything!
A/N: Woah, my first multi-chaptered fic since... forever? (I don't want to say high school that feels wrong). Extra special shout out to: @f1uffysplace for the inspiration and @rr-after-dark for your general encouragement. This was the most fun I've had with writing in a while!
WC: 4k
Itβs 7:05am when Brendon Park finally walks onto the surgical floor, passing Shirleyβthe secretaryβbefore arriving at the door to his office where youβre standing.Β
βYouβre late,β you donβt even spare him a glance, only addressing him when the soft clack of his leather shoes grows closer.
βExcuse me,β he brushes past, his broad shoulders checking yours to scoot you out of the way, like he knows his presence alone takes up space. He moves swift and efficient, into his office, shutting the door behind him without a care when a perfectly shiny black heel catches in the doorway.
βI donβt think youβve understood me but Iβm your 7 oβclock,β you smile at him tightly and feel your patience wearing down slowly, his energy almost caustic as his eyes meet yours for the first time.
βGet your foot out of the door,β he grumbles, drawing it back slightly. He may be mean, a bit arrogant, and even cruel at timesβbut Brendon Park was raised to respect women and he wasnβt about to crush your perfectly heeled foot in the doorway.
You take the opportunity to push past, into the small office devoid of many personal affects. Thereβs a small framed picture of him with two womenβperhaps his mother and grandmotherβ alongside a small shark figurine that makes you frown.
βThank you for holding the door open for me,β you turn on your heel to face him, beginning to speak when youβre met with his perfectly sculpted pectorals at your eyeline. Clearing your throat and tilting your head up, you continue, βIβm here on behalf of Callahan, Moynihan, and Associates. Weβre the legal firm that represents PTMCβand youβre being named in a medical malpractice lawsuit for a total knee arthroplasty you performed about a month ago.β
Brendon huffs as he moves about his office in an attempt to ignore your presence so that he can go ahead with his morning routine of checking all the unnecessary emails heβs been ccβed in before the actual medicine begins. βIβm a orthopedic surgeon, Iβm probably named in at least one lawsuit a year. I know the drill, so please leave my office before I remove you.βΒ
βDr. Park, I donβt think you understand the severity ofββ
βLeave. Now.β
He finally spares a glance your way once heβs seated in his perfectly ergonomic blue Herman Miller office chair, staring with a face he only reserves for the most ignorant residents. Although he doesnβt show it, heβs slightly surprised at the way you meet his eyes with an equally stoney gaze.
βYouβre being named in a multi-million dollar lawsuit where the Pennsylvania board of medicine is acting as an amicus curiae. Your license to practice is being threatened. And, the media is involved because itβs about the now deceased former quarterback of the Pittsburgh Steelers,β you take a pause for dramatic effect, but to also relish in the shock on this 6β2 beast of a manβs face. βSo, apologies if I was trying to help. I will take my leave now.β
Brendon watches as you turn and begin to exit his office and he can barely stomach the churning he feels in his gut as you leave. Itβs an uphill battle as he fights his pride, ego, and ebs of anxiety to chase after you.
βWait!β his voice bellows out, breaking through the relative quiet of the orthopedic offices. You refuse to pause your gait, but it isnβt hard when he has the longest legs known to man. A hand grabs your wrist roughly and on instinct, you wrench it out of his grasp.
βDonβt touch me,β you hiss.
βIβm sorry.β
The words are regurgitated out, leaving an acidic taste in his mouth. Itβs not often that Brendon Park, Park the Shark, apologisesβand to a stranger at thatβbut itβs the candor in his voice that makes you pause.Β
βTake a seat in my office,β he begs.Β
You look at him coyly, lifting a perfectly sculpted eyebrow to see if you can drag the groveling out as long as possible
βPlease.β
Itβs only then when you crack a smile, a true smile, because youβve won.
βNo hard feelings, Dr. Park. Iβm looking forward to working with you.β
Once the verbal joust had ceased, Park was perfectly reasonable and listened intently to what the case was about. Rob Berger, the former starting quarterback of the Pittsburg Steelers had finally retired from the sport after a career-ending knee injury that completely atrophied the muscle and bone. After several years of attempted rehabilitation, it was clear that he needed a completely new knee to continue comfortably. Dr. Park knew the rest from here. Berger consulted with UPMC and was referred to Brendan for his expertise and specialty in sports medicine, having been a football player in his youth. The shock only showed when you described the only known details of his death.Β
The death was kept private until recently when the lawsuit was leveed. You and your fellow attorneys only knew what the media was told. Rob Berger was found dead when his wife, Andrea woke and saw that he was not breathing. She then called the police. Andrea then claimed that he had died due to a hospital aquired infection when a piece of gauze was left inside her husbandβfound only once the autopsy was conducted afterwards. Rob had been scheduled to see his physician and go to rehab that day because they noticed some swelling at home.Β
You watched Brendon carefully whilst telling him the details of the case. Surprisingly, he listened intently, leaned forward in a way that accentuated the biceps threatening to burst out of his scrub top. There were several moments when words stuttered briefly because you had to reprimand your internal desires. This was a client. You were at work. This was the first time you had been trusted with handling part of the case. Your career, everything you had suffered was for this momentβto finally practice law in a way that felt authentic, or at least as authentic as representing a medical institution could be.
The discussions had lasted about thirty minutes before a pager went off, garnering much more important attention and so the two of you adjourned for the day with promises to schedule a meeting as soon as possible in his busy schedule.Β
Throughout the day, you found your mind drifting off to him. It felt childish to develop a minute crush on a man you had met that day and spoken to for less than an hour, but the sincerity of it all was refreshing in an industry where it felt everyone was out for blood. Youβd guess that maybe the rumors about sharks were wrong. They werenβt deadly at all, they just wanted to liveβthe same as anyone.Β
At the end of the day, after trudging through endless paperwork, you sink back into your couch with a groan. You elevate your swollen feet, stretching out the achilles tendon after spending all day in pinpoint heels. You canβt even be angry at the pain, the heels did their job in making you feel like a bad ass bitch on the first real day of being an attorney after doing legal consults with employees for month, but you can still relish in the relief of finally being able to relax. No longer having to put up the mask of being a perfectly competent associate attorney, the tension in your shoulders melts and you bask in the silence. Until Trinity bursts through the front door, Dennis scurrying behind like a herding farm dog.Β
βIβm moving to night shift. I know Dr. Robby and I share the cynical world view that makes us kindred spirits but I donβt think I can handle facing both Langdon and Garcia during day shift.β
You hear the familiar thud of a backpack as the couch sinks down besides you. Your eyes flicker open slightly, taking in the face of Trinity Santos, your best friend.
βCan you believe Langdon had the audacity to single me out during a trauma just because I didnβt forgive him? I mean cβmon, there was a man dying on the table,β her rambling is almost a comfort. Thereβs no exposition, no explanation, only true Trinity in all of her glory.
βYou did tell him that he shouldnβt be at the hospital, Trin. So he might be a little peeved because of that,β you tell her, briefly muttering a βthank youβ to Dennis when he picks up Trinityβs backpack and hangs it up.
βWell you of all people should understand that he shouldnβt be at the hospital at all! He stole medication. Thatβs a felony,β she harrumphs and crosses her arms, sinking into the couch like a shield from the reality that this is more about emotions than it is about laws. Youβre more than familiar with her temperament, and you love her for it, but her attitude is just cresting into grating and you feel a mean and meaningless insult at the tip of your tongue.
βTrin, I love you but Iβm like the Snickers commercial right nowβIβm hungry and irritable, and Iβve already had to deal with one of your annoying coworkers today so we have to continue this conversation once Iβve had the wonderful pasta that Iβm hoping and praying Huckleberry will make for us.β
Dennisβ eyes widen as you silently plead in his direction. It always makes you smile when he realizes youβve accepted him as part of this rag tag group. If buttering him up also gets you your favorite pasta, well. Thatβs for only you to know.Β
βComing right up,β he beams and ducks into the kitchen, the clanging of pots and pans beginning to sound out like a beautiful food orchestra.
Trinity turns to face you. βWait who? Was it Ogilvie? Technically not my coworker, heβs just a student. Not in the way Toriβs my coworker but in another way because Iβve known him for only a couple monthsβsorry, word vomit.β
βDonβt worry, I love your vomit.β
That cracks a laugh out of her and you even get a rare Trinity snort. βI didnβt know you were kinky like that.β
βGross,β you playfully shove her shoulder and lean back on the couch. βIt was Dr. Park. Heβs a grade A asshole, honestly. But at least once he realized the severity of his situation he apologized. Like cβmon, if someone as tenured as you is being called on to talk about a lawsuit you should at leastββ
βWait, what? Lawsuit? And he apologized?βΒ
βYeah. He was probably scared once I started talking about the board of medicine.β
Trinity sits up, eyes wide when she makes eye contact with you.
βWait whatβs the lawsuit about? And why did he need to apologize to you?β
You shrug. βItβs a high brow medical malpractice lawsuit. I canβt tell you all the details, confidentiality and all, but when I went to go talk to him he pushed me aside and I had to check his ego.β
βI should have expected it, I mean. For all that,β you hum and pause, trying to find the right words. βMass, he must have like a huge ego to match.β
Β βDr. Park, βPark the Shark,β apologized to you?β she asks incredulously.
βYeah, whatβs so surprising about that? I mean youβd probably apologize if you rebuffed someone who was trying to talk to you about a career-threatening lawsuit too,β Trinity stares in silence a milisecond too long for it to be just about dramatics. βWhat is he like super mean?β
βHeβs like a mega-asshole, yeah. He refuses to work with Huckleberry because he hesitated during a saline flush. Garcia stays quiet when heβs around and you know sheβs a certified yapper. He commands and demands attention. Heβs not nice to anyone, let alone admits fault by apologizing,β she rakes a hand through her post-work hair when it falls in her face. βYou must be working some incredible feminine wiles for him to apologize to you.β
βTrinity!β
βWhat? Iβm serious. Iβve never once seen that man do anything remotely nice,β she settles back crosses her arms, ignoring the storm of emotions evident on your face. βMust mean youβre special or something.β
βDonβt do that.β
βWhat?β
You sigh and your body deflates. βDonβt give me false hope like that.β
βWhat false hope, babe? Youβre a catch. If anyone can melt the heart of that frost giant, itβd be you. In your weird lawyer-y way where arguments are actually foreplay,β Trinity reaches over and intertwines your hands together. Itβs an intimate gesture. The both of you donβt like being touched very much after what happened when you were in high school on the gymnastics team. There are playful touches, things that happen between peersβbut this right here? It was a reminder that the two of you had survived hell together and shared a bond stronger than most.Β
βYou are beautiful and attractive. Youβre a lawyer for fucks sake, I mean youβre basically the real life Elle Woods without all the pink,β that makes you smile. βAt least until you break out the pink pantsuit I know is collecting cobwebs in your closet.β
You pull Trinity close and lay your head on her shoulder, hers dropping atop yours. βIβm saving it for an important case. The day I go to court when Iβve finally made partner or something. I donβt know, Iβm just afraid that people wonβt take me seriously if I wear it in the hospital or around the office.β
βI know that. But know that you deserve love the same as any other person. Youβre beautiful and smart. Donβt forget that.β
You sniffle and wipe a tear from your cheek. βWhen did you become philosophical?β
βI donβt know, I think Iβve been hanging around Robby too much.βΒ
The two of you erupt into a fit of laughter, only ceasing once Dennis brings dinner out to find his roommates in a heap of joy on the couch. The night dissolves into post-work shenanigans and somehow you and Trinity end up on the balcony of your town house, a little wine drunk and sappy staring into the flickering skyline of Pittsburgh.
βI mean it, yβknow. You deserve a good thing,β you frown and look over at her.Β
βI know, sweets,β she smiles at the nickname and takes another long drink of wine. βI donβt even know if thatβs what this is. I talked to him for thirty minutes, max. Itβs just another job.β
She hums, pensive, and looks away. βEven if itβs small, I just feel the need to remind you that you are allowed to like people and to want love back. If itβs just a flirtation or if you hookup with him and Dennis and I are pulling a double, I just want to tell you.β
Tears sting in your eyes. You and Trinity had talked extensively about this before, about the disgust that fills you when it comes to matters of the heart. Youβre both hot headed and overly confident to cover up the insecurity stemming from your shared trauma. It affected you both differently, but every so often nagging intrusive thoughts invite in a horror house of anxiety and depression.Β
βYou canβt say stuff like that,β you sniffle and wipe the tears away with the back of your hand. βIt makes me think you like me or something.β
She laughs and the two of you lean into each other, staring out at the life youβve made for yourselves. βI love you, babe. Youβre stuck with me.β
You didnβt mean to fall asleep in the cafeteria, it just happened. After a long night of focused research on different malpractice cases and establishing precedent, you had said fuck it to sleep and went to work a bit early to catch some of the other nurses, anesthesiologists, and doctors involved in the case before they started their day.Β
Now, at six in the morning, your eyes were barely open and staring blankly at a report that seemed like it was a foreign language while sinking deeper and deeper into the loud vinyl seat. You would drift off for a second, eyes opening only once it was clear your head was headed straight for the hard cork table. You may be a lawyer, but a trip to the emergency room to treat concussion would have anyone clutching their pearls about their financial situation.Β
The chair in front of you shifts slightly, jolting you back to reality. At first, it seems like a sleep deprived hallucination. Broad shoulders that stretch the confines of navy blue scrubs so much that you might even spot a popped thread. A five oβclock shadow that accentuates the sharp bone structure of his jaw and all centers around his nose. God, his nose. You want to sit on his face to see if what they say about big noses is really true. When you finally make eye contact with piercing blue eyes, itβs only then that the cold sweat of fear washes over.
You blink to clear the haze of sleep from your eyes and sit up, trying not to shrink under his gaze. βDr. Park. What are you doing here?β
βI work here,β he cocks an eyebrow.Β
βSo do I,β you fire back and reach desperately for the cold cup of coffee to take a sip of something to help wake you up. βI mean what are you doing sitting across from me?βΒ
You squint your eyes to read the small print describing the time in the corner of your computer screen. βItβs 6:30am, surely you must have a surgery or something to be getting ready for.β
βI do,β he says and lifts a hospital-branded paper cup to his lips. βStopped for a cup of tea.β
βCoffee doesnβt do it for you?β
βHard to be a surgeon with shaky hands,β he hums and thereβs a disquieting silence that makes you want to melt down into your seat. The cafeteria is essentially empty this early in the morning, perhaps the stray night-shifter catching some breakfast or a family member who needed a snack but other than thatβit was just the two of you.Β
You offer a cordial smile. βWell, I should get back to work and Iβm sure you would much rather be reading emails than entertaining me so I hope you have a good rest of your day.β
βActually, I wanted to apologize,β a flicker of doubt runs through Dr. Parkβs eyes. You can see it in the brief second it takes for him to break eye contact, seeking comfort elsewhere, before meeting your gaze once more. βI shouldnβt have grabbed you and I shouldnβt have brushed you off. And I wanted to thank you for taking the time to talk to me about the case after I disrespected you.β
Your jaw could have dropped to the floor. After telling Trinity about your encounter with Park, all she could tell you was about how rude he was to Whitaker or how he made Mel cry one time. He did apologize to Mel, but from what Trinity said, it was dry at best and happened briefly in the stairwell.Β
Itβs in staring at Park that you realize you have two options: accept his apology at face value and continue to work normally as work colleagues or do what Trinity keeps telling you to do and actually act on the thoughts and feelings that had been budding since your first meeting. For once, you hate to say it, but she was right.Β
βI accept your apology, donβt worry about it,β you begin and watch as his shoulders physically drop down from his ears. βAlthough, I should have expected a little barkβor should I say bite? I know your reputation.βΒ
Even in the washed out fluorescent lights, you see a flush spread atop his cheeks that makes your smile grow even wider across your face.
βWhat can I say, Iβm only here for the medicine. And if people get in my way, well, they should see it coming.β
βRemind me to not talk to you before your morning tea then,β you take another sip of your cold coffee and wince at the bitter taste. βCanβt relate. Even after a cup of coffee I feel like i canβt be sociable until Iβve had my second one.β
βMe? Sociable?β he asks, false shock written all over his face. βIβm always mean, some people just handle it better than others.βΒ
He makes firm, direct eye contact this time as he takes another swig of his tea. This time, its your turn for the flush to warm your cheeks as you break eye contact to stare at the tea bagβtrying to discern what tea he prefers? Perhaps a black tea for the energy benefits. Or, does he enjoy an herbal tea to help him focus? The sleep deprivation catches up to you slowly and then all at once when you have to blink to refocus his figure in your vision. This makes him take pause.
βAs a doctorβan orthopedic one at thatβI have to tell you that cracking your skull open is not at all pleasant and should be avoided at all costs. Canβt have a lawyer defending me im court with a concussion.β
You roll your eyes and prop your head up with your hand, refusing to let him win by showing obvious fatigue. βIβm fine. Iβm more than capable of defending anyone in court even without a cup of coffee.β
Leaning in, you lower your voice as if telling him a secret only between the two of you. βIβll have you know that I once won a mock trial after getting black out drunk and waking up with just enough time to pull my pantsuit on.β
A lazy smirk crosses your face as Brendon pushes away thoughts of you, dressed up in the tallest stilettos and perfectly pressed suit and still having to look up at him just to meet his gaze.Β
βI donβt think I should encourage that behavior.β
βItβs fine. The only black out nights I have are between me, my black out curtains, red wine, and a really good nap. And besides,β you sigh, sinking a little. βIβm not going to be the one defending you in court. Iβm just here to help.β
Brendon pauses thoughtfully, eyes roving over your body. There was something he couldnβt placeβnot hostility, but a guardedness that reminded him of a dog that barred its teeth to warn everyone to stay away. A defense mechanism showing that you were ready to bite back at any moment, regardless of the situation.Β
A beep on his watch makes him curse under his breath as he stands from the table. βI have to go prep for a surgery butββ he scrawls something quickly in doctor handwriting on your yellow memo pad. βText me so we can go over the specifics of the case. I want to help provide as much information as possible.β
He offers the barest hint of a smile before walking off toward the elevators and you watch him walk away, taking advantage of being out of his eyesight to relish in the way his scrubs cling to his ass and thighs.Β
Once he turns the corner you can only sigh and lean your head back on the plush backing of the booth, shutting your eyes in an effort to solve the puzzle of what just happened.Β
You wake up in a puddle of your own drool, your face cushioned only by your arm which also sticks to the table from sleep-induced perspiration. The caocophany of voices disorients you for a second when you check the time to see youβve slept for an hour or two since Brendon has left. The breakfast rush is in high gear, the smell of bacon and eggs making your stomach grumble and churn with hunger.Β
Itβs confusing for a moment because in the frigid hospital air, youβre incredibly warm. The smell of mahogany, lake water, and fresh laundry fills your senses. You pull the fabric around your shoulders closer unconsciously when you look down at the track jacket and frown, seeing an unfamiliar piece of clothing. Looking around, the only indication that someoneβs messed with you is a small cup of coffee with a note scrawled on the side, accompanied by a small doodle of a shark.
(this list is mainly ways non-locals can donate but by extension offers a lot of resources and places to volunteer in the Twin Cities + there are specific ways to donate time under the cut which can be adjusted to your local neighborhood)
Memorial Blood CenterΒ declared a blood emergency on Tuesday, Jan 13. MBC is the blood supplier for both tier 1 trauma hospitals in the metro area (Hennepin County Medical Center and North Memorial Health).
Reach out to your neighborsΒ βΒ especially if you know they are staying home right now βΒ and ask if they need groceries or toiletry items. Offer to pick up prescriptions, give rides, or shovel their driveway. If you know them well, bring them a treat that you know they'll enjoy. Or just ask them how they're doing and let them know you are there to support.
Connect with any of the orgs aboveΒ and see if they are looking for volunteers.
Connect with a church or mosque in your area.Β FromΒ u/MuddieMaeSuggins: "I know a lot of regular Redditors are not religious (myself included) but like it or not this is a where a lot of community organizing happens, especially in immigrant communities."
Connect with your local school's admin office and/or their PTA.Β It's ok to reach out even if you don't have kids at the school. PTAs are organizing mutual aid for school families, safe rides, school observers.
Find an official protestΒ or other event viaΒ Indivisible,Β 50501,Β FREE AMERICA, orΒ MIRAC. Students at many high schools areΒ staging walk-outs; if your local school is doing this, reach out to school leadership or the PTA and ask how you can support as a community member.
Join the effort to stop Hilton from housing ICEΒ by booking hotel rooms and then cancelling at the last minute. This action can be done from home! The effort is being organized by Sunrise Movement, who are telling activists to target specific hotels one-by-one. More info:Β SHUT DOWN HILTON
Find people in your area who are actively monitoring ICEΒ and/or stationing themselves in high-traffic areas and ask how you can help. Check for local FB events where people are organizing and just show up.
At minimum, read theΒ COPAL HandbookΒ before you go out to observe.Β The DFL, Monarca, and other orgs have been hosting online trainings for constitutional observers (though these fill up quickly).
When you see ICE in action, start recording. Be as loud and as disruptive as possible: honk your horn, set off your car alarm, blow your whistle. Let people know that ICE is in the area. If you see someone being detained, try to get their name and a phone number to call their emergency contact.
If you do not feel comfortable observing ICE in person, there are ways you can support from home. Just ask the people who are organizing in your area. I have social anxiety, and I had never participated in any kind of political action before this past Saturday. If I can do it, you can!
Local organizers are requesting that people who help monitor ICE DO NOT participate in 1-to-1 mutual aid efforts, as these can put the families you are helping at risk.
If you have friends/acquaintances who are sympathetic but not politically active,Β reach out to them. Show them that they're not alone in feeling helpless. Pick a few low-commitment actions from this list and do them together.
Kissing Boys in College (Michael Robinavitch x Jack Abbot)
Gif credits to @/ho-ii
Michael Robinavitch x Jack Abbot
To @silentorator for the @the-pitt-gift-exchange!
A/N: First time writing fanfiction in a VERY long time, but I had SO much fun! I hope you enjoy love! <3
Description: Michael's various adventures in learning about his sexuality and Jack's role in all of it.
TW: Mentions of homophobia, swearing, general medical ailments, and minor character death (aka a patient dies).
It began with a phrase.
βWe all kissed boys in college.β
Robby had been charting at the nurseβs station to get a brief reprieve from standing when he heard it. Jack had come early to hand off. When Robby glanced over, subtly of course, he spotted Jack and Dana catching upβlaughing about something he couldnβt make out.
He had always considered himself a very flexible man. His ears were pierced in college, he had friends from all walks of lifeβbut he had never kissed a man before. Whenever the thought occurred in his mind, distant echoes of his fatherβs voice would ring out in shame for even considering the idea. So no, Michael did not kiss boys in college. It didnβt stop him from wanting to, though.Β
The conversation quickly moved on after that. Even when he walked over, tablet in hand, there was no talk of boys kissing boysβonly talk of the Steelers and the most interesting cases of the shift. Princess had been minding her own business, sitting off to the sideβbut she had to know. Michael couldnβt fathom the idea of asking her for insight, it would only further fuel the rumors.Β
βYouβre early,β he muses, eyes flickering up to meet Jackβs.
βAh, you know meβI get antsy. Doesnβt look like you need the help though,β Jack glances around at the brief reprieve. βCould let you off early, Cap. Let you catch some Zβs? Or go on a hot date for the first time in 10 years?β
βOuch,β Michael watches the corner of Jackβs eyes crinkle as a smile teases the edge of his lips. βNot like youβre out on the town yourself.β
βYeah, well I already did that once,β the ring on Jackβs finger catches the light as he lifts it up. βI think Iβm just about retired from that life.β
βAnd you think Iβm not? Iβm five years older than you and at least fifteen years older than the majority of people looking to date.β
βSome people would consider you a silver fox,β Jack winks and seems to bask in the accomplishment as Michaelβs cheeks warm. βWhat do the kids say these days? Daddy?β
Michael blanches.Β
βI donβt know, Parkerβs been showing me shit on her phone whenever we sit and chart. Did you know the kids these days are gambling on blind boxes? Theyβre trying to get the twenty-four karat Labubu or whatever,β Jack huffs, pulling his backpack up higher on his shoulder and in the process, pulling his black shirt even more taut over his pecs. Michael fights the urge to fixate on his fellow attendingβs muscles as Jack continues to speakβoblivious to the seemingly overt melt down Robby is having.Β
βAnyways, Iβm gonna go put my shit in my lockerβbut finish up okay? Go home early and get some sleep, God knows you need it.βΒ
As Jack saunters off to the lockers, Michael watches as the camouflage cargo pants heβs wearing threaten to slip lower and lower down his waist. An itch of discomfort pops up inside of himβshame for blatantly checking out Jack and guilt for even considering being attracted to him when he knows deep down inside that he is straight.
βYou alright there, Cap?β Robby jumps at the sound of Danaβs voice, breaking him from his stupor. He nods quickly, looking over at Dana and Princess.
βYeah, fine. Iβm gonna go do one last round and then check in with Jack,β Michael stuffs his hands into his hoodie rushing off to the other side of the department. It wasnβt a crime to look, was it? And he could respectfully acknowledge that Jack was good looking. It didnβt have to surpass that.
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The second time Michael questioned his sexuality at work (which was two too many times in his opinion) was when Santos and Whittaker were squabbling over something he didnβt understand.
Heβs waiting for the coffee machine to brew when he hears it. Aβ¦ chime? Or a notification. Something of that nature. It sounds akin to what Robby imagines a drunk marimba to sound like.
βWhat the hell?β Whittaker pulls his phone out and frowns as the drunk marimba notification goes off againβthis time originating from Denisβ phone.
βWhat is that, some sort of alarm?β Robby asks, lifting his coffee to his mouth to take a sip. He wills it to wake him up, to give him some sort of energy as the day seems to drone on.
βItβs Huckleberryβs gay hook up app,β Santos laughs as Denis urgently goes to turn off his phone.
In his shock, Robby almost spits out his coffee but turns toward the sink and coughs up some of the liquid that threatened to go down his trachea.
βWhat? I didnβt put that on my phone,β his fingers tap vehemently on the screen, willing the notifications to stop.
βI did,β Santos beams, taking out a drink from the fridge. βThought you needed to get out of the house more often.β
Once his breath finally returns to his lungs, Michael turns to the two interns with a look full of discomfort, confusion, and slight curiosity.
βGay hook up app?β he asks slowly as if the words feel foreign in his mouth.
βYeah, Grindr. Don't you knowββ Santos stops in her tracks, making eye contact with her attending. βNevermind, Huckleberry letβs goββ
She tugs on the collar of Denisβ scrubs and pulls him out of the room. Robby can only watch in shock. Later that night, as he finished up charting whilst the night shift gets on with their work, he canβt help but ask Jack about whatβs on his mind.
βHey, Jack,β he whispers, beckoning him over discretely. βDo you know what Grindr is?β
βGrindr?β every head in the department seems to perk up at the volume of Jackβs voice. Michael pulls him closer, begging him to quiet down.
βSorry,β his voice lowers slightly, pronouncing the gruff edges of his voice. βGrindr?β
βYeahβ¦β Michael huffs, looking anywhere but in Jackβs eyes in an attempt to save him from embarrassment. βI just overheard some of the interns talking about it earlier and I was justβ¦ nevermind.β
βNo, no.β Michael jerks back into his seat from Jackβs grip on his scrubs. βWhat do you want to know about it? Do you want to use it? I told you, man, the kids these days have different standards. I know theyβd think youβre hot.β
βWhat?β his eyes widened. Heβs almost confident that his face resembles a tomato. Or at least a ripe strawberry.Β
βDonβt worry, I can help make your profile. I may not be the most savvy, but I can work my way around an app,β Jack clicks open his phone, navigating to the app store with ease. Michael can only stare in brief awe before he realizes he has to stop this before it goes any further.
βI donβt need your help with anything,β he grabs Jackβs phone and slams it onto the desk. βJustβ¦ wondering.β
Jackβs hands go up in surrender as the corners of his mouth perk up in amusement.
βWell, Iβm surprised your interns didnβt educate you more. Goodness knows my kids tell me everything about what theyβre up to today.β
Michael rolled his eyes.Β
βOh sorry, I forgot youβre the resident βsad boy.ββ Jack laughs.
βWell fuck me for being curious,β he huffs and turns to the computer, moving to log out and leave for the day.
βHey, hey.β Jack places his foot on the bottom of the rolling chair and turns Michael to face himβtheir noses almost touching. His breath catches in his chest for a moment as his eyes meet Jackβs. Heβd never realized how much they looked like topaz, shimmering gemstones that glistened like molten rock. There is a whiff of something masculine, but not overbearing. Jackβs aftershave, perhaps. He smellsβ¦ nice.Β
βIf you want me to give you lessons in rizz, I wouldnβt mind.β
And just like that, the sparkle is gone. Michael gets up from the chair and walks towards the lockers, flipping his middle finger toward Jack as he chuckles behind him.Β
βCall me!β
What the fuck?
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Michael was on the roof again after one of those days. They had lost a young man who had been homeless for a while after his parents had kicked him out for his sexuality. He had come in for minor injuries after tripping into the street, but they had lost him due to the missed diagnosis of sepsis. There was no fever, no low blood pressure until it was too late. The labs came in only seconds after they announced time of death. Guilt weighed heavily on his head tonight.
He could only stare out at the flickering lights of Pittsburghβs nightlife and wonder, if his life had gone differentlyβif he had lived with his father and not his grandmotherβthat he would have ended up like that young man.Β
βYouβre in my spot,β Robby jumps slightly at the feeling of Jackβs warm hand on his back. It takes a moment for him to adjust to the feeling, to find comfort instead of fear at the feeling of someone touching him.Β
They sit in silence, listening to the ambiance of honking and brief interludes of cheering coming from the distant stadium. He can feel the warm of Jack radiating off of him like a heater, or a camp fire, as they stand elbow to elbow on the railing.
βIt was my fault,β he confesses as the beating of his heart threatens to escape his chest. Jack doesnβt let him sit for a second.Β
βI read the chart. Iβm certain it wasnβt. Just an unfortunate series of events,β Jack reasons, but Michael doesnβt hear him.
βIt was sepsis. How do I not catch sepsis? Iβm a fucking attendingβthatβs one of the first things you learn to identify, sepsis. God, fuck me,β the tears well in his eyes and he drops his head into his hands.
βMichael,β Jack whispers. He feels a hand grab his cheek as the tears fall. βMichael, look at me. Eleven million people die of sepsis every year. You treated him. Watched him. Ran his labs. He had no fever, no low blood pressure until it was too late. It was his time.β
Michael turns to look away from Jack in an attempt to hide his tears, but his grip is firm.
βI wouldnβt bullshit you. You know me.β
βHe wasβ¦ he was just a kid. I was supposed to treat him and he was supposed to live a long life. He was supposed to get married and start a family, a new one away from his shitty parents,β it feels like his chest caves in when he pauses to sob. βHe was supposed to live the life I was supposed to.β
Jackβs brows furrow for a moment and his grip slackens, allowing Robby to escape from his clutches. Michael turns away to hide his face, willing the wind to dry his tears faster than he can produce them. The deep seated shame sits in the pit of his chest, the words of his father echoing once more. What prevents Jack from doing the same? Rejecting him? Leaving him to die? He couldnβt breathe.
βHey, Robby? Robby.βΒ
Thereβs nothing for a second, until thereβs warmth. On his face and his lips. And he quickly realizes that Jack Abbot, his longtime friend and fellow attending is kissing him. Michael doesnβt know how to handle it. He stand like a wall until his body finally catches up and pushes him away.
βSorry, you were having a panic attack. I didnβt know how to stop you from hyperventilating except for stopping your breathing entirely. Feel to report this to HR, or Gloria. Iβm sorry, I donβt know what I was thinkingββ
His rambling is cut off by Michaelβs hands around his waist, pulling him in to lay a proper kiss on his mouth. He relishes in the feeling of Jackβs stubble and warm, masculine smell. The feel of his muscles underneath his hands. For a moment, it was only them and Pittsburgh on the roof.Β
Robby finally pulls away when his lips are slightly swollen and his cheeks are flush with a mixture of embarrassment and joy. He rests his forehead against Jackβs, breathing in the scent of them entangled.Β
βYou talk a lot when youβre nervous,β Robby comments.
βHm, then I guess youβll have to help me because Iβm feeling super nervous.β
Jack grins, and Michael finds himself falling into his arms once again.
no one is allowed to interview isa briones anymore unless they are a santos warrior. isa i promise you santos has an army of lesbians going to bat for her isa don't listen to them
100% agree with you and @neapolitantoebeans !! (I was gonna message her but she doesnβt have anon on)
Except I was more thinking that Dr abbots girl says βwhatβs up doc?β to him, one of the first times she meets him, and he calls her βbugsβ (like bugs bunny bc thatβs his catchphrase), which eventually turns into βbunnyβ when they start dating
Even though we have different reasons for thinking it, Dr abbot for sure calls his girl βbunnyβ!
Iβm leaving out my nsfw thoughts on this nickname, cause idk if you wanna hear that, but there are many lol
β¦..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment
likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post
the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.Β
β¦..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment
likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post
the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like.Β
highlights!
β’ this should be an idiots to lovers au bc y/n girl, c'mon
β’ satoru is just as dumb tho so it fits
author's note!
β’ omg a daily update? love to see it lol
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β³ as a rising star in the tumultuous world of hollywood, you're handed a golden opportunity to boost your career β a fake relationship. what your manager forgot to mention? your leading man is none other than satoru gojo, hollywood's notorious fuckboy. easy? well, not exactly.
PART FIFTEEN | NEXT
ΚΔΙΒ rbs and interaction always appreciated!Β ΚΔΙ
pairing: fem!reader x satoru gojo
tags: smau/partially written; actor/actress!au, fuckboy!gojo, jjk is a live-action show in this au, fluff/angst/humor/eventual smut
length: 1/??
note: AAAAAAAAA im a sucker for fake dating, actor au trope. enjoy besties! <3
[disclaimer: the way the reader is portrayed is just for the reason of style/posing! this is not what the reader looks like (she should look like however youβd like her to!) just wanted to clarify!! <3]
PROFILES
β³ y/n's besties
β³ gojo's group
β³ others
ONE β hold on, i'm dating who?
TWO β the deal
THREE β he will be a pain in the ass
FOUR β satoru, donβt be a whore
FIVE β act like you like her
SIX β meeting and matching hoodies
SEVEN β exclusive! satoru gojoβs party
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