[docrobinavitch]

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about me -> hi, i'm sydney (you can call me syd if u like). full time yearner and emotional sadist. i write things on occasion. welcome to my sideblog for the pitt! i hope you enjoy your stay <3

rules ->

minors dni, this blog is 18+ only.

any sort of bigotry will not be tolerated and will result in an immediate report and block.

i only post my fics here and ao3. i do not consent to my fic being posted anywhere else. do not feed my works to any AI or AI engine.

my inbox is always open to yap or for requests, but please know i don't have the capacity to write every request i receive.

recent fics ->

the fawn

i would've run, part four

once more to see you

[psychicpinenut]

THE BEAR (2022-) 1.02. — Hands written by Christopher Storer

@gifevents From Script to Screen Day 3: Dialogue

[docrobinavitch]

~semi hiatus announcement~

hi! i’m not sure that anyone really cares but i just wanted to let everyone know that i plan to be mostly inactive throughout the summer. i have ideas that i’m working on for fic but the last few weeks i’ve come to the conclusion that for my mental health i want to be more present offline with my friends and family and partner. i’ve noticed how much better i feel when i’m not constantly attached to this website or to writing fic. it’s honestly the thing i’ve spent most of my free time in the last year and while it’s been rewarding in many ways, it’s also been harmful to me in other ways.

anyway, like i said, i’m still writing fic so i think it’s likely you’ll still hear from me this summer and i’ve been mostly tapering off my engagement with fandom since the season stopped airing anyway, so many of you probably won’t notice a difference. i hope you all have a lovely summer (or winter, depending on your location!)

[avadaniels]

HACKS (2021—2026) 5x10 dir. Lucia Aniello

[macden]

I never had a best friend. So, I just relied more and more on the Little Debbies, and it was as much for me as it was for them. But then I met you. And I didn’t need them so much anymore. Well, makes sense. I’m your number one fan.

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

#That's Her Big Brave Girl

[docrobinavitch]

if you sent me kind messages last night i want to let you know that i saw them and i appreciate them 🫶🏻 i’m unfortunately going to choose not to post them because i know they will reignite discussions in my inbox that will attract hateful responses no matter how i respond and i frankly don’t feel like dealing with that! but just know i appreciate you

[docrobinavitch]

hey syd just know i luv follow u from the bottom of my heart MWAH

ily belle 🫶🏻

[docrobinavitch]

syd

Those people are idiots who are stupid and have no life. plus they’re probably jealous of your talent and your smile and beautiful kindness.

much love to you and I hope your day gets better ❤️

thank you my friend and sending love right back at you 🫶🏻 i am going to sleep now so we shall try again in the morning

[docrobinavitch]

hi syd, i hope you don’t listen to those anons who are sending hate msg. just people who doesn’t have anything to do these days. you are a lovely person, we enjoy whatever you write and however long it takes, please don’t pressure yourself and i hope you’re taking breaks and staying hydrated in real life and hope your pillow is always cold on both sides <333333 we appreciate u!

it’s ok! it honestly normally would not phase me but i’ve just had a rough day so it felt a bit like they could sense it lol. but i appreciate you sm 🫶🏻 i hope you have a lovely week i adore u sm

[docrobinavitch]

i honestly don't even care that much that someone told me to kill myself on my blog for liking the character i made my whole blog for i am more so bothered by the idea that there are people who follow me that silently hate me like how many of you just... cannot stand me actually lol

[docrobinavitch]

i hope all robby boymoms kill themselves

i've been staring at this message all day trying to come up with something clever to say to give the illusion that i don't care but like i've been very sad and anxious all day even before i saw this. i'm having a really hard night. so i guess you've won this round. although, i will say i think anyone who spends time anonymously telling people to kill themselves is a coward and a loser and probably a lot more lonely and bitter than i am. when i log off this website i have a very full life outside of it. i'm doubtful that you can say the same! maybe if you could you'd be less miserable.

[docrobinavitch]

you reblogged sacraments and for a sec I thought there was a new chapter 🥲I know it already ended but somehow my mind went there, now I miss them…let me reread my fave fanfic

that would be so chaotic of me to drop a new chapter with no warning after insisting i wouldn’t write them anymore 🤭 sorry to startle you!! thank you for the kind words and for rereading it means a lot to me 🫶🏻 i miss them sometimes too

[lakeofsilverpike]

Just got to the episode with Santos and Langdon and the seizure patient. First, Langdon’s recommended is wrong. They’re at four minutes of seizure activity and have already given eight of lorazepam. Santos is right that at five minutes when you call this status epilepticus you need to give the anti-seizure medication. She suggests levetiracetam which is one of the first line options. She is completely correct in her knowledge of how to manage status, which is impressive for a new intern.

Langdon wants to keep giving benzos we assume because he knows that what the patient got was actually saline. Putting that horror aside for one second, his suggestion that they repeatedly give benzos and even intubate a patient in status prior to giving an anti-seizure medication is just wildly incorrect management.

Robby lets Langdon get away with continuing this incorrect management but another attending might not have and then the patient what, would never have gotten benzos at all? That’s insane to think about.

Which brings me to how shocking this is on a rewatch. Langdon is taking an action that could have killed or caused serious permanent cognitive impairment to this patient. Who knows how many patients have been harmed. The ED treats a whole lot of alcohol withdrawal which is treated with benzos and is potentially lethal if not treated correctly.

It’s completely understandable that Santos feels like she’s being gaslit when he’s welcomed back warmly. The problem isn’t the substance use disorder. The problem is his utter disregard for taking an action that might have killed patients. Robby too gets a lot of pushback for not welcoming Langdon warmly, but again he knows that Langdon stole drugs and could have harmed patients. And Langdon’s many apologies seem never to wrestle with the real moral failing of his, forever hiding behind addiction to not take responsibility for having possibly done real harm to numerous patients.

Side note that what happens to Langdon after season one wasn’t up to Robby but up to the residency program. And having seen many residents be allowed to graduate who truly should not practice medicine, it’s unsurprising that no serious action was taken.

[gasstationredhead]

ladies and gentlemen

hamish “i don’t want to see anybody run a little haunted island better than me” linklater

[leafcrunch]

a woman alone will download pdfs. two women together will send links and articles. three or more women? that’s a library

[secondbeatsongs]

honestly really sexy of tumblr to keep follower numbers private. how many people are following me? you'll never know unless I tell you. maybe it's a million, or a thousand, or five, or maybe it's just you. maybe you're the only one here, all by yourself, unable to see if there's anyone standing next to you.

and you'd never know, because status here is based on opinion and not numbers; how popular you think someone is is a vibes-only calculation, and besides the chronological algorithms-optional feed, it's genuinely the best thing tumblr's ever done.