The Sad Part

Recovery

[reprisearchive]

David Lynch's "Angriest Dog in the World".

[sidneysheldon]

Sidney Sheldon, "Memories of Midnight"

[honeyjaina]

There are days where I’m good, I’m happy, I’m singing, making food, drinking enough water, waking up early to make my perfect cup(s) of coffee and breakfast, opening the curtains to feel the sun on my skin and genuinely happy to see the people of the world.

Then there are these days. I’m hunched over and my back aches like that of a 96 year old woman. I look like I haven’t showered in weeks, old makeup crusting around my eyes. A sour taste from breathing through my mouth while sleeping, dreading the tasks of the day and wondering how comfortable an earthy box bed is. Slugging along from my bed to the kitchen, forcing myself to move - the light in my eyes as dim as it ever was.

[honeyjaina]

it’s Monday!

aabout to go buy a box blade and a pack of Marlboro lights

[honeyjaina]

103.56 k

[satanfemme]

you've gotta be kind to yourself no matter what

[satanfemme]

this is twice as true in the winter

[satanfemme]

the world isn't ending and you don't need to kill yourself it's literally december. it's december. and you need to be nice to yourself.

[moniquill]

[honeyjaina]

— “I Loved You More” by Tom Spanbauer

[honeyjaina]

Stupid Angry Ugly

[honeyjaina]

I wish everyone would forget about me

[honeyjaina]

bet you didn’t know that I hate myself the most

[antiplatonist]

[honeyjaina]

*Jerry Seinfeld’s voice*

I just wish I’d die or something, you know?

[black-bloc-antifa]

[exhaustedborderline]

I just dont want anything anymore. I want the world to stop asking anything of me.

[honeyjaina]

He’s at a house party right now and I’m trying to not think about Anything™.

It feels like I’m suddenly 19 again being ignored by a drunk partner.

This is the part where I lock the door and shut off the light and let my phone die.

[honeyjaina]

I can’t wait to leave this place