6.“What are you doing here? It’s late.”
8.“Don’t smile at me like that. You know it drives me crazy.”
39.“I really want to kiss you right now.” | “Then do it.”
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# that cute shit
notes; anxiety, trouble sleeping
wc; 1270
Drabble Game Requests | OPEN (but VERY VERY slow 25 requests in my inbox rn) | Drabble Prompts; fluff | angst | funny
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It started with not being able to fall asleep, and before long, you were panicking about never being able to fall asleep again. This happened to you sometimes, when you were stressed or worried about something. Your brain couldn’t calm down, and you were left tossing and turning until daylight filtered through the curtains.
Today, however, you couldn’t fall asleep because just hours before your best friend since well forever had told you that he was in love with you. It caught you off guard, you had never considered that dating could even be an option with Seungkwan. That’s why you told him you had to think about it. You didn’t want to give him an answer until you were sure, the last thing you ever wanted to do was manipulate or play with his feelings.
At first, you told yourself that you were going to have to just let him down easily. Tell him that you didn’t think of him in that fashion. But was it the truth? Well, that’s why you currently found yourself awake, thinking about your feelings and what you had maybe come to take for granted.
You and Seungkwan were more touchy-feely than a lot of your other friends, a fact you thought was just because of your personalities. Upon further reflection, you realized that no, you didn’t want to cuddle with other men the same way that you did with Seungkwan. You didn’t want to watch him fall in love from the sidelines. That was really the kicker for you, thinking about him in a relationship with someone else. The more thought you gave it the more you realized that, yes, you did share his feelings. You wanted him all to yourself and you didn’t care how selfish that thought was.
After coming to terms with it there was no way you were going to fall asleep. You felt so itchy, having told him before that you were unsure how you felt. You wanted so badly to correct it, but it wasn’t a topic best approached over text.
Sleep-deprived and a little anxious about the whole thing, your brain thought the best decision would be to walk to his apartment… in the middle of the night… in the pouring rain. With the added factor of being in such a rush, you left in your pajamas and slippers, and without a raincoat or umbrella. You didn’t care about how you looked right now, you needed to talk to him. You needed him to know about… well everything. He needed to know that we’re probably in love with him too, just a little slower on putting together and understanding those emotions.
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