Journey of Hope

writing to feel free in this world

[hopebygrace]

I'm so tired of this unfairness. Everything feels hopeless. I've built these walls around myself, brick by painful brick, and now I'm trapped. They say I'm selfish, stupid, arrogant… a crazy person. They talk, they judge, but no one reaches out. I'm standing here, on the edge, alone and fading. The pain is a constant, dull ache, a bleeding I can't seem to stop. And the worst part? I'm afraid I'll die like this, never letting anyone know the real me, the broken, hurting person hiding inside.

[hopebygrace]

trauma that you feel still hit you gazillion time and broke you into pieces that you can’t breathe nor move.It is like you are like a mice’s that spinning in a roller coaster that you have no control to it. In water that stuck and want to drowned to death to stop this chaos in my mind. I want to cut this rope that holding me to let go of this life.

[hopebygrace]

I don't want to beg for love again, I'm tried begging

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

No one will ever fully be able to understand the internal battles you had to endure just to heal, just to grow, just to make it here today. Be proud of the way you fought to save yourself. Be proud of the way you survived.

Bianca Sparacino

[techtow]

The hardest paths often lead to the strongest versions of yourself. Keep walking, and you'll discover just how powerful you truly are.

[nobita-here]

[techtow]

Strength doesn’t come from what you can do. It comes from overcoming the things you once thought you couldn’t.

[minimalistquotes]

Don't make the mistake of being so understanding and forgiving that you overlook the fact that you're being disrespected.

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

I will remove anyone from my life to protect the peace that I've worked so hard for. Nobody took me out of the dark. I did it on my own.

Unknown

[titsay]

[free-my-mindd]

[fairieicedtea]

enemies to lovers but it's me and myself

[thingswedontunbox]

[nettlepit]

i’m a loser but at least i’m self aware unlike some people

[beccawise7]

This. 💜🖤

[hopebygrace]

Her, I understand you're hurting, and it's natural to feel that way when your feelings aren't reciprocated. Rain's curiosity is just that—curiosity. It doesn't mean he's interested in you romantically, especially since he's clearly committed to his girlfriend. Comparing yourself to her is only going to make you feel worse. She's his "diamond," and that's his perception, not a reflection of your worth.

You're focusing on small actions and interpreting them as signs of interest, but they likely aren't. He's not intentionally leading you on; he simply isn't interested in you in that way. It's important to accept that. Dwelling on what could have been or what you perceive as missed signals will only prolong your pain.

Rain is, as you said, unattainable. He's like the sky – vast and out of reach. Instead of chasing an impossible dream, focus on yourself and your own happiness. There are plenty of people out there who will appreciate you and give you the attention you deserve without you having to beg or ask. You deserve someone who sees your worth and cherishes you for who you are. Let go of Rain and allow yourself to find that person. It's time to wake up and move on. You deserve better.

[annasanthology]