i’m still moving things over , but i need to finish calibrating my mac’s battery. tomorrow morning i’ll work more on the new blog. go give it a follow if you’d like at the same url.
i can’t tag it yet , but here’s a link : click here
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Cosmic Funnies

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Kaledo Art
Monterey Bay Aquarium

祝日 / Permanent Vacation
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❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
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if i look back, i am lost
AnasAbdin
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@horrormaestro-aaa
i’m still moving things over , but i need to finish calibrating my mac’s battery. tomorrow morning i’ll work more on the new blog. go give it a follow if you’d like at the same url.
i can’t tag it yet , but here’s a link : click here
i’m still moving things over , but i need to finish calibrating my mac’s battery. tomorrow morning i’ll work more on the new blog. go give it a follow if you’d like at the same url.
i can’t tag it yet , but here’s a link : click here
the blog isn’t completely done , but i’m on my mac attempting to at least get it useable. note that i’m adding the current arc her timeline puts her in , into her bio at the moment. the link to that is not available yet. the guidelines , however , are already up on her blog @horrormaestro and i did add a few things to them. make sure you go follow. i followed a lot of you last night but i’m trying to finish this , so pls follow if you want to keep mutuals.
hnnnn , do i archive ? it’s been five months. is that too short of time ? this blog feels like a mess and i just want it to not feel like that. i would keep the most of , if not all , the drafts i have rn of course. but i just feel like there’s so much shit inactive , so much clogged shitposts , etc. idk , idk. i might. if i do , per usual i’ll refollow the people who intend to interact !
i got on my macbook and my tag is broke , which shouldn’t surprise me on this hellsite.
before i hop online . . . consider shipping with your local sardonic pain in the ass journalist / author. especially if we’ve never shipped before.
𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂 part three / ?
post 3 - 5 songs that remind you of your muse. rules. repost, don’t reblog.
sometimes you’re the hammer , sometimes you’re the nail — a day to remember i reserve my right to feel uncomfortable , reserve my right to be afraid. i make mistakes and i am humbled every step of the way. i want to be a better person. i wanna know the master plan. cast your stones , cast your judgement , you don’t make me who i am.
rise above it — i prevail one of these days , everyone will know. but for now i stand alone. i count my enemies like trophies. i wear my scars so they can show me , now , i’ve got nothin’ left to prove. so when i look at you , all i see are trophies , trophies. i’m not afraid to put it all on the line like it runs in my veins. i will stop at nothin’ , ‘cause i was made to rise above it.
alone in a room — asking alexandria i saw the world a couple times , tried to cure the ache with absence. but that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playing tricks on me. feeling older every day. took everything i had to not crash & burn. but i’m starting to learn. sometimes i’ll fall down , sometimes i’ll lose hope , but those days will be few if i keep my feet on the ground. i might be lonely but i ain’t alone here. so i keep pushing the limits of what makes me me.
already gone — the luchagors you might not know it if you look her in her eyes. she’s lived a lifetime , watching herself die. i don’t know her story but it makes me wonder. she might wake up in the sunlight or be crushed by thunder // she might be an angel if she could breathe to preach. but she’s fallen so far under and she still scratches to reach.
judas — fozzy i am cold like december snow. i have carved out this soul made of stone and i will drag you down and sell you out. embraced by the darkness , i’m losing the light. encircled by demons , i fight. what have i become? now that i’ve betrayed everyone i’ve ever loved? i pushed them all away. and i have been a slave to the judas in my mind. is there something left for me to save in the wreckage of my life? // i’m becoming judas in my mind.
tagging : you ! be gay , do crime , tag me !
𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂 part two / ?
post 3 - 5 songs that remind you of your muse. rules. repost, don’t reblog.
don’t let me fade away — wage war we all hide behind a mask , a product of our own self – destructive past. we all ache for something deeper than the surface. searching for anything to break the name , “ worthless. ” if only we could see the damage we cause ourselves. it often seems our best intentions pave the road to hell. i’ve never fallen this far , it’s never been this dark. take me back to better days before i was a slave to the choices that i have made. there’s gotta be a better way , this can’t stay. don’t let me fade away , don’t let me fade away // we all want to be set free. enslaved to emotions or someone , we’re ripping at the seams. can’t seem to stop the bleeding , too blind to see. the cycle repeats. feels like i’m made to fail. you pick the coffin and i’ll drive the nail.
exorcism — clarity when the tv comes on all by itself , switching channels , losing signal. that’s how i know when you’re around. you mess , you mess with my head. playing games so sick and twisted , just to hear me call for help. // so i’ll reclaim my body and my soul , banish the broken from my bones. you’re no longer my religion. so i take on a whole new energy. manifest a better part of me. gotta rid you from my system , it’s time for an exorcism.
metro — the vincent black shadow something’s closing in and i can’t do a thing. no , i can’t do a thing but wonder. you said i’m crazy , i know. you said i’m crazy , i know. all i can say is that the drugs don’t work no more // my face is shaking , knees are breaking , “ swallow this ” and for once i’m mistaken. the rules i’ve been breaking make you sick but oh , i don’t know why. my mind is an oily state of screaming sin. and the moment i want to relax is when the shit kicks in , but oh , i don’t know why.
x ana x — badflower i can’t feel my toes or fingertips. my chest is pounding so fast , i can’t keep up with it. i’m losing it , fuck ! & i just wanna quit. & i’m clenching my face. // i need a fix ana fix and i’m sick of this. showing people my tricks and my ticks. ana judging me , judging my sex ana x ana x. and i’m faking just to stay in my body. i’m nervous , i can’t fucking stand it. well if that’s what they’re giving me , the pills are a necessity now. you won’t fix my attitude ‘cause ana does it better than you. ana , you saved my soul. can you let me have my heart for a minute ? i suffer for a living , there has to be a limit. you know i love you so , but that’s what i’ve been given.
tagging : you ! be gay , do crime , tag me !
𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺𝚂 part one / ?
post 3 - 5 songs that remind you of your muse. rules. repost, don’t reblog.
universes — hawk i can’t tell if it’s my heart or my brain. i’m manic and i know it’s just a state. something that i chose not to sedate. i just think better when it’s late. i made something then i burned it , did it on purpose. i can’t tell if it was worth it or if i deserve it. // am i all alone when i fall asleep ? wish i could save my bones from my circuitry. i’m a clone of me with my psychology. there’s no room for me in my reality. i rewind like i got the super 8 so i can binge watch all my mistakes. you’ll never get me out of my way. [ 1 ]
30 — badflower i get drunk and i’m reckless. stalk my twitter , stan my bullshit. this is thirty , something is wrong with me. // so raise up your glasses to going out of fashion. to acronyms , sex cams , and social distractions. ‘cause everything’s changing and i don’t know shit about shit. // ugh , so get off your asses and take down the masses. socialist , fascist , the world is all plastic. ‘cause everyone fakes it , but they don’t know shit about shit.
freak — doja cat freak like me. you want a good girl who does bad things to you. you never been with no one as nasty as me. spice up your life , come get a freak. freak like me. // call you daddy , give me a nickname. i ain’t afraid of a little pain. // look , i know your position try to squeeze in the full nelson though. beat on it , beat , beat on it , mercy like a black belt give. daddy the grand master — daddy , i want it faster.
bloody nose — hollywood undead i never felt so low but i love the way i look , yeah with this bloody nose. look how many hits it took ya. i mix pain with a little satisfaction. they go together all the same to me. // here i go down this broken road. my smile still shows through my bloody nose. still i go , still i go , yeah i go.
let’s bury the hatchet . . . in your head — ice nine kills you sold our souls , so burn in hell. you fucking did this to yourself. // here’s a mirror so you can see the crooked , spineless , disgusting man that’s become your legacy here and now. i’m pulling all my strings i have with god. i’m hoping to find a better way. i pray the only thing i need is time to rid the world of your lunacy. you’re as faithful as a false prophet. so here’s a prophecy for you — yeah , you’ll remember me when you’re struggling to breathe. // can’t you see what a monster you’ve become ? couldn’t watch the world through your eyes. salvation for you’s in the hands of god. so save your prayers and just beg for life. [ 2 ]
[ 1 ] universes really references how she’s chosen sobriety rather than substances to quiet her mind and her shine. she faces it head on and she doesn’t enjoy that at all , but she’s hopeful it does good. [ 2 ] let’s bury the hatchet is more targeted to her no final girl arc. it’s entirely about her feelings toward sydney and how she’s got to do this for the sanctity of not only the townsfolk of ‘salem’s lot and surrounding towns , but if he’s anything like his father he could travel and hurt more than just one rebuilt town.
tagged : @bvlletproof , i’d been meaning to repost this dash meme from her old blog so i took this as an opportunity to do it ! but this is brand new songs. thank you sweets ! tagging : you ! be gay , do crime , tag me !
“do you ACTUALLY believe in the paranormal?” do i look like an idiot? OF COURSE i do. you fool. you buffoon. you absolute circus clown
Fuck anyone who says I have to forgive everyone, “for my sake.” I worked hard for this anger. I worked hard to love myself enough to hate them.
my mac got here early and i couldn’t be more excited to have access to a laptop that doesn’t lag. holy fuck. but it has to charge and i have to transfer all my shit.
a simple favor (2018)
pov : you’re my friend and you’re tired of seeing my shitposts and simping for spen.cer cha.rnas , but i’m still using his face all the time for muses.
am i working on an er.ic dr.aven blog since photoshop somehow lags less than writing on this hellsite? you betcha.
just a lil update. my macbook will be here monday , so thank fuck for that. after i get it set up with all my shit , i’ll be able to actually get on here and hopefully be productive if my body cooperates as well.
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