sender makes receiver suck on an unloaded gun. — @m0tel, as dean winchester.
it doesn't happen in an instant. first, it's a couple drinks, a dive bar down the road, mari's hand crawling up his thigh— tease and lick and grind before they even make it into the car. then, it's a shot of tequila on entry, dean's hands grasped around her waist, her palm groping at the exterior of his jeans. (is that a gun in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?) eventually, all that kiss and touch and whine got her nestled between his knees. kneeling on the motel room floor. naked in front of a man who's still got his pants on. she doesn't mind.
he used to be all romance. lapping sweat from her collarbone, crooning pretty words, letting her run the show to distract from how life ran him ragged. but something changed in all those years apart; he got older, maybe wiser, but darker, too. something rotting and angry sitting in the adam's apple of his throat. willing to do what a younger dean would not.
he still double-checks the chamber to make sure there's no bullets, (a duty of care, a reminder of kindness,) but he tucks that barrel between her lips and says the word suck like it's as simple as tying a cherry stem. so, she does, because for all those years of soft and simple, she's still got something twisted tucked between her legs. wet at the very implication of danger. mari squirms, pushing two fingers into herself to grind downward as she sinks her mouth an inch further onto the gun. and had she been a few years younger and a touch more intoxicated, she might've even told him to load it.












