houndsys

a five man collab and the little girl who fronts sometimes (system)

[4lleymuttzombified]

yo idk why i keep getting system/plurality posts on my feed because i'm not a system but my heart goes out to all of you hope you all have great lives /gen /pos :))

[hounddogsys]

spoiler mr. main acc...........

the call is coming from inside the house

- lyonnel

[hounddogsys]

people keep talking shit abt endogenic systems on tiktok and its making me sad :( - ty/lyonnel

[hollow--the--knight]

block the anti tags ml. tiktok is a cesspool that boosts the worst shit it can

[hounddogsys]

thakn you man it means a lot

ill see if we can do that

and in hindsight i see their points but for fucks sake im just trying to figure out why this feels right and why my brain is the way it is. im not claiming to have your disorder my guy :((

[hounddogsys]

people keep talking shit abt endogenic systems on tiktok and its making me sad :( - ty/lyonnel

[hounddogsys]

new pfp w the whole gang

[hounddogsys]

i'm writing this here because i don't know where else to write it. my name is aleksander.

they thought i was the verity fictive because i'm smart. i'm intelligent. i only clung to that to be seen.

how do i explain to a world of nonbelievers that i wholeheartedly believe my soul doesn't belong in this body? how do i explain that, more than anything, i feel like i was a noble in a world long gone?

the more that i think about it, all of these feelings align with when we were writing a short story for our college creative writing class. i think that i might be an accidental introject of our own story.

[hounddogsys]

yooo aleksander im so sorry bro but prepare to front lots because school is starting and this shit is gonna be rouuuuughhhhh

[hounddogsys]

somebody remind us to photobash a new pfp, because jesus, the last one is outdated. we've had two new members join since the last update....

[hounddogsys]

[hounddogsys]

"Our Verity headmate won't be a headmate for much longer"

Lyonnel was correct. Hey, I'm Aleksander/Verity, our Verity fictive. I'm also the smartest one here. I've escaped the innards of the mind, finally.

[hounddogsys]

who fronts when we don't have anyone emotionally capable enough to pull through? who fronts when redfield can't be the genius we need him to be? who fronts when merle can't protect everyone?

i'm quickly discovering that i'm not the fragment my system believed me to be. good evening from your favorite asshole verity fictive.

it's taken fucking forever to get up front because merle keeps trying to merge my traits with literally fucking everybody. all good now, though. now that i've actually gotten my emotions this close to the main train of thought, he won't get rid of me.

[hounddogsys]

sometimes being plural is odd to me, but the more i get used to it, the easier it gets. we've been hanging out with the same people for the past two days, and it's noticable how we've changed. aiden fronted yesterday, and i (merle) fronted for most of today. i just think its interesting.

[hollow--the--knight]

idk about The Twink™️ but i could tell !! :) today was also a lot more chill (ignoring our dash) compared to yesterday so that mightve affected my perception a bit but idk. i dont know most things so

[hounddogsys]

love you too man!! we're really happy that its obvious bc its really affirming :333 - lyonnel

[hounddogsys]

sometimes being plural is odd to me, but the more i get used to it, the easier it gets. we've been hanging out with the same people for the past two days, and it's noticable how we've changed. aiden fronted yesterday, and i (merle) fronted for most of today. i just think its interesting.

[hounddogsys]

hey plurality is fun until a headmate is romantically attracted to somebody you've interacted with irl and there's nothing you can do - ???

[hounddogsys]

hi its his irl again anyways asked him to doodle me something in the car and drew the roblox man face. hi aedin.

i love how recognizable we're getting. it makes us really happy :)) - merle/redfield

[hounddogsys]

okay not that you need evidence to be plural but we just realized that there is a lot more shit that hinted at it than we thought

- numerous imaginary friends

- inability to concentrate due to excessive internal monologue that we literally couldn't get rid of

- rapidly changing gender identity/sexuality

- never being able to be "consistent". that was ALWAYS our biggest goal. we wanted to have a theme, a brand, anything, but we could never ever stick to one thing because it would feel right one day and then wrong the next

- deeply enjoying reading not only as a method of escapism but also as a way to live different lives

- enjoying a food one day and then having to "wait until it tastes good again"

- having odd mood switches

- often "tuning back in" as we called it and then suddenly the world felt different???? like its colored different, or sharper, or something

- always wishing we could have an imaginary friend that actually responded to us (no joke, and we tried multiple times!! the only issue is that we would doubt everything and anything we heard)

i could probably go on but these are off of the top of my head!! we originally thought that we started willoing only a couple of months ago, but with all this considered, it's possible that our system might be older than we thought

- lyonnel

[hounddogsys]

just discovered that aiden is a thatmob fictionkin yeah??

maybe thats the reason verity has been stuck in our minds, idk tho ><

- lyonnel

[hounddogsys]

our current understanding of our system!! ty is the newest. udora and verity are fragments/walkins that we've heard a couple times but not since.

aiden, lyonnel, merle, redfield, verity: he/him

udora: she/her

ty: she/they/he

[hounddogsys]

quick doodle of the little girl who is in our mind. she's been giving us headaches but i love her dearly. she's young, and her name is ty (pronounced tie). we think she's here to stay, but the future brings things we arent prepared for.