Iām just going to answer these because Iām bored/tired/not ready to go to bed juuuust yet.
2. 99% sure that I definitely wouldnāt at this point.
3. Gender doesnāt really phase me as long as you donāt look at me like Iām a burden? I do have trouble showing affection to men, however, due to trauma and conditioned fear.
4. I do it for work. Doesnāt mean itās always a genuine smile from the inside.
5. I should say that I need to commit to myself but at this point in time, my unhealthy way of dealing with my self loathing is by focusing my attention and commitment to anything is through spoiling my pets and friends. Romantically speaking, Iām not interested nor do I feel comfortable with the idea of a relationship.
6. Incredibly tired apparently. Or at least my dark circles are on another level tonight.
7. Iām wearing pjs that say HUG ME. Please donāt?
8. The store radio is always on when Iām at work, but I tend to always have something running in the background at home unless I specifically have trouble concentrating or want silence.
9. Insulated jeggings mostly if Iām not in my work pants.
10. Uh. I was a recovering agoraphobic hermit back then that started a makeup class and then recovered from a lot of my anxiety about being out of the house, so I guess it did change quite a bit. As for the present and perhaps 2020. If things go my way? I hope I donāt hate my job and that Iāll be well into my vet nursing work experience.
11. Depends. Iām introverted?
12. āDo you think they like you back? ;)ā
13. Yes. I just choose not to as much anymore because it just represses my emotions in a way that could become catastrophic for my psyche and overall health.
14. Iām a 26yo without a license. MY BAD. Livingā the e-bike & Uber life.
15. Unless they are trying to sabotage me in some underhanded way that can affect my financial stability, no. I really couldnāt give two shits about what someone says about me behind my back. Toxicity go bye bye~~
16. Nope. Xmas period is way too busy to even contemplate a little holiday beyond the days off I get from work.
17. Uh. The day before yesterday I think.
18. Hard to answer being a demi. Mostly Iām just disinterested in real life people from a romantic perspective. I can sometimes form a very basic crush that fizzles out just as quickly as it forms once thereās some kind of bond.
20. The story of my life: CLEAN
21. Coworkers who complain but choose to basically ignore all your advice and do the same shit they were before while making shit inconvenient for everyone else on the team.
22. Probably - refer to 18.
23. I hope I am - unless Iām dealing with an unruly customer, then itās blunt honesty with no real care for their level of comfort; in the polite sense of things for the sake of not getting any customer complaints that could get me into trouble.
25. Cheating is fucked up. Polyamory is metal af and goals when it comes to trust and respect in a healthy relationship.
26. *insert fictional characters here for snuggles*
27. A friend I had met at work who I wish I could still see at work almost everyday :(
28. I once went three years without a cold, but this past year? Iām currently still recovering from my fifth.
29. Not all the way, but after having to pull my pants up around a hundred times today alone? Iām seriously considering suspenders.
30. Probably? Anyone who says no one could possibly hate them is in denial or incredibly ignorant of how and what others can view as their faults.
31. I did, but we grew apart.
32. Unless itās Supernatural, I spook easier than a cat and have a very reactive and overactive imagination.
33. No point unless weāre talking about being jealous of the financial independence the baby boomers had in their youth compared to millenials.
34. Every moment, good and bad, made me who I am. If anything, in place of potentially deleting trauma and pain from my life, Iād rather give myself easier access to the help I discovered using way too much time.
35. Yes. I donāt remember the details. Something about work and being incompetent for one thing or another. Very subconscious stuff that my psyche is trying to cycle past.
37. I actually laughed at this question. Yeah nah. Iām good thanks.
38. I would not have a clue but this question makes me feel really uncomfortable and sorry for whoever could potentially have a crush? I just canāt.
39. ???????? Maybe? I hope not? I actually shrunk down in my seat at this.
40. I wanted to cease to exist yesterday, so thankfully no. Hopefully itāll be the same case tomorrow for this question. Up and up, please.
42. Thankfully not. I was unemployed for one and distraught over never being considered for the positions I applied for. My health was also quite bad. Still not the best, but Iām still a lot healthier than I had been.
43. Iām actually quite content with being completely alone right now. If we were talking about fictional characters right now though? I wouldnāt mind snuggling with that someone.
44. Iām too tired to be coherent about how I would answer this question, but essentially, the ability to learn without huge consequences when it comes to not knowing your shit like when you work in retail. Not to mention a pet store.
45. Yup. Donāt post often though. Iām actually quite private despite how candid I may seem sometimes.
47. Oh yes. Flashbacks are a thing that I would like to fuck off when Iām trying to get over trauma or bad experiences. More good memory playbacks thank you very much.
49. SLEEPING BEFORE MY SHIFT TOMORROW!
50. I have trouble discerning what attractive is, so I donāt think so? Like I know heās considered attractive by others, but Iām still just here like āhe looks human?????ā
Now thatās done. BEDTIME. Iāll probably still be a zombie tomorrow, but thatās a 10hr shift for you.
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